Last time we left off with Gaara learning some horrifying news about Sara and now he must decide if he wants to leave her. Warning little bit of a lemon. Not that descriptive, but you kiddies out there might want to skip those parts

Chapter 15

Gaara's POV

'A demon with someone to love. A demon searching for love. What she has done must haunt her everyday, but she still struggles on. She needs someone to love, as do I. I understand how she feels and she understands how I feel. I have fallen off the right path too. Maybe it's time I join it again. I don't need to kill to get attention. All I need is one person to see the good in me, to recognize my existence. Run away from her? No, no I don't think so. I'll stay with her and learn to love.' I encircled my arms around her. She seemed surprised by this action. "You're my first love and I don't want to lose you. I'm staying with you. You'll be my Vampiric Angel."

She turned to me. "How am I an angel?"

I smiled as I sat down and pulled her onto my lap. "So many reasons. Well first, there's your angelic face." I kissed her cheek. "Then there's your angelic body." I ran my hands up and down her sides and felt her shiver with pleasure. "And then there's the way the sun falls upon you when you stand in the morning light and the way the moonlight makes your skin seem to glow a beautiful, creamy white. All these things make you my Vampiric Angel." She twirled around so she was facing me and her legs were hugging my legs. My arms went out and pulled her closer to my body. I breathed in her wonderful scent. "I love having you so close to me." A sly smile crept onto her lips.

"There's one way to get closer." She said softly while fiddling with my hair.

I laughed. "Already planning I see." Then I saw that she was giving me a strange look. "What?" I asked.

"I never heard a real laugh from you. I like it though." She laid her forehead on my forehead. "And I'm not planning anything. I was only stating that as a fact. You're probably the one planning."

"You think I would want to bed you now, or am planning in doing so in the future?" I gave her a mischievous smile.

She looked around innocently. "I don't see a bed, do you? And besides who ever said I would have sex with you?" (Oooo I would!!! Who else would?!?!)

"The whole forest is a bed now and earlier you implied that you would."

"Hey, I told you I was merely stating that as a fact, a simple statement."

The more we talked about this the more I craved her. Her innocence was driving me insane with lust. 'Any more of this and I might just throw her down and start fucking her.' I thought, licking my lips hungrily. I could sense Shukaku (sp?) wanted her as well. But who wouldn't, she was absolutely beautiful and the jade colored kimono she was wearing only improved her looks. I picked her up and laid her down on the ground. Then I crawled over top of her.

"Gaara? What are you hmn--" I smashed my lips onto her. She jerked away, surprised at my actions. She tried to push me away, but my sand came out and pinned her hands to the ground. I nibbled on her bottom lip trying to get her to open up, but she was being stubborn. I sat back with my legs hugging her hips. I removed my shirt, then my fishnet. After I tossed them aside my hands went down and untied her kimono. She squirmed under me, trying to free herself. In doing so she moved against my 'member.' I groaned softly. "Do that again, it felt great." She sent me a glare, which I ignored. I leaned down and removed her bra.

"Gaara, stop it. You hear me? If you don't stop you'll be in serious trouble."

Oh I heard, but I didn't care. I leaned down giving her a smirk. I gave her nipple a lick. She gasped and jerked away. I quickly went back to her mouth and easily slipped my tongue in while my hands massaged her breasts. She slowly got more comfortable with me and her tongue began to search my mouth. After awhile my lips left hers and moved down to her neck. I felt her heartbeat quicken and her breathing came in rapid, shallow gasps. I looked up to her face and I saw her eyes squeezed shut. I lifted my lips off her neck and caressed her cheek. Her eyes flickered open. Began kissing her again and then slowly worked my way down to her breasts. I began nibbling on her delicious flesh. I worked slow, making sure not to leave any of her skin untouched. Working so slow was torturing me, but I knew I had to convince her that she wanted it as much as I did. My fingers glided under the waistband of her underwear and I began to tug them down.

"Gaara…I don't think we should be doing this here and now. I mean, I just learned you cared for me a few days ago. Don't you think you're rushing into this?"

"Come on Sara, I know you want me, I can feel it. I want you. Isn't that enough?" 'I can't stop now. No, we are so close. I'm so close to having, she'll be mine. Even if it turns to rape I'm not stopping. Too close, so close, just a little longer and she'll be mine.' I took off my pants and threw them aside. I eased her underwear off and threw it off beside my pants. I looked down at her now naked body. "Damn your body is beautiful." I whispered. She turned 16 shades of red. I smiled at her embarrassment.

"Hey Gaara?"

"Hmmm…?" I was memorizing every curve on her body.

"Can you loosen your sand on my wrists? It's starting to hurt."

I looked up and saw I had made her wrists bleed. She sighed as I loosened the sand's grip. A trickle of blood came slowly slipping down her arm. I leaned over and gently licked it up, savoring her delicious blood. I nibbled on her ear as my hands caressed everywhere on her body. "Are you a virgin?" I asked in a whispered . She shook her head. I didn't know what to think about that. Disappointment maybe? "Who was your first?"

"I don't know."

"Are you lying to me?"

"Dose it matter? I'm here with you now."

"If I find out later that you're lying to me, you're going to have a severe punishment."

She looked into my eyes. "Like what?" Then she gasped as I pushed a finger into her warmth suddenly and started moving around.

I gave her an evil smile. "Oh, I'll think of something almost unbearable. I bet I have some kind of torture locked away for you."

"You're trying to torture me now aren't you, but all you're doing is torturing yourself. Am I right?"

I growled and pulled my finger out of her. I crawled off her and she tried to move to get away. My sand held her arms together up above her head and pulled her legs apart and kept them there. I quickly pulled my boxers off and threw them into the clothes pile. (Finally!!! Lol Yippee Gaara's finally undressed. ;-P)

"Gaara, please stop"

I crawled back on her. "No…we're going to do this Sara. Whether you want to or not. But I know you want me. I know you do. I'll convince you that you want this as much as I do."

Sara's POV

It was true I wanted him, but not because I loved him, because it was an old habit of Izanami. I could still feel her wanting to take over my body, to try and have Gaara. She always wanted to fuck any guy and now that need for sex was intense. Gaara was to special for that kind of treatment, but no matter how I tried he wouldn't listen to me. I was worried. 'What happens if I lose control? All those other guys, I found them dead in my arms afterwards. I can't do this. I must stay in control. I have to, no matter what.' I felt my canine teeth begin to sharpen. 'No!! Stop! Don't lose control!' I screamed in my head. "Gaara…" I gasped out. "We need to stop! Please!" He pushed into me and I screamed. I turned my head to the side and closed my eyes. 'Why can't he understand I need him to stop. Must keep control. Keep control. Keep in control. Control, keep, control.' A pause. I'm…losing control…losing control.' I felt Gaara move into me making my craving for him increase.

"Come on Sara. Don't turn away from me. Give in to your craving. I want you…need you, come on. Just move with me it will feel better."

His lips planted butterfly kisses all over my face. I felt him getting more aggressive, moving faster and harder into me. Hit the perfect spot several times and I couldn't hold in a moan. I opened my eyes to see him smirk down at me.

"I know you're enjoying this Sara. Come on. Follow me."

'I'm losing control…losing control. Please don't make me hurt or kill him. I must stay in control!' He hit the perfect spot again and again I moaned. 'I can't control my self anymore. Well maybe I'll get…a little pleasure out of this…'

Gaara's POV

"I can't take this anymore." Sara whispered.

And with that she began to move with me. I quickened the pace and moved harder into her. She finally came and I kept moving until I came too. Then I collapsed on top of her. I watched her as her chest rose and fell as she took in deep breaths. I heard her wonderful heartbeat beating so rapidly. I slowly closed my eyes to rest. Thump-thump, thump-thump the sound of her heartbeat relaxed me. She nuzzled my neck placing kisses her and there. Then I felt a scrape on my shoulder and then something wet. I jerked away to see her eyes kind of glazed over, wide and staring at me hungrily. I saw her sharp, slim fangs overlap her lip, and my blood clung to her dazzling teeth and luscious lips. I noticed her eyes were a mixture of their regular green color and the blue color of Izanami's eyes. Her tongue slowly licked the blood away as I stared into her the deep pools that were her eyes.

"Sara?"

"I told you Gaara. I tried to stop you, but you wouldn't listen to me. You're lucky that you're sands holding me down and that Izanami can't take total control of my body anymore." She laughed softly. "If it weren't for those two things I would have my fangs buried deep into your neck letting your sweet red river flow down my aching throat, soothing my growing hunger."

I was horrified that sweet Sara was saying these things, but I found her eyes entranced me. I couldn't look away from them. I felt my self leaning down, down towards her razor-sharp fangs.

You're going to let this girl have control over you.

I was startled out of the trance by Shukaku's comment. I tightened the sand around Sara's arms and legs.

I heard her laugh gently again. "You're going to listen to Shukaku? You finally found love and he wants you to leave me, and you're going to listen?"

I was startled, not by her comment but because she could hear Shukaku inside me. "You can hear him?"

"Who? Shukaku? Yeah if I chose to I can hear any demon inside a person."

Then she groaned in pain and squeezed her eyes shut. My hand stroked her cheek. She moved away from my touch, turning her head to the side and gasping for air. My hand traced her pink lips. Her eyes opened to reveal uncertainty. My thumb brushed over her left fang and it sliced me open. Her tongue licked away the blood, healing the tiny cut. Her eyes slowly closed again. 'Is she asleep?' A minute later her head jerked up and I saw her eyes were back to their normal, but they showed worry. They searched the surroundings and then rested on me, who was still sitting on top of her. I rolled off and released my sand from her arms and legs. I laid down beside her, but she sat up and looked at me, her eyes searching my body. I felt myself blush a little. "What are you searching me for?" Her eyes snapped back to mine. Her hand reached out and touched the scrape I had on my shoulder from her teeth.

"What did I do to you? I've hurt you?"

"No you didn't do anything to me. I'm not hurt. Really, I'm fine."

Her eyes saddened. "Are you telling the truth or are you saying that to make me feel better?"

I pulled her down on top of me and encircled my arms around her.

"I'm telling the truth. Don't you remember?"

She laid her head on my chest. "No…everything's kind of a blur" I in haled her scent while I ran my fingers through her silky light-brown hair. She smelt of fresh cut roses and willows.

Sara's POV

I jerked awake. 'Oh no!' I thought with panic. 'What have I done?' My eyes searched everywhere for any sign of a struggle. Then my eyes rested on Gaara who was sitting on top of me. He rolled off and I felt his sand slide off me. 'At least his sand was restraining me. Maybe I didn't hurt him.' I sat up and searched his body for any scratches and bites. I saw the scrape on his shoulder. Two parallel lines. 'They have to be from my teeth. Have I hurt him?' I reached out and touched the scrape.

"What did I do to you? I've hurt you?"

"No you didn't do anything to me. I'm not hurt. Really, I'm fine."

I looked at him sadly. "Are you telling the truth or are you saying that to make me feel better?" He pulled me down on top of him.

"I'm telling the truth. Don't you remember?"

I laid my head down his chest. No…everything's kind of a blur." And it was true . I could remember that I was losing control and that he wouldn't listen to my protests, then nothing. I was trying hard to gain control over my body. Izanami was trying to take over one last time and I was worried that she would kill Gaara. "That's why I don't remember my first."

"What?"

"The first guy I had sex with, I don't remember because Izanami had control over my body. I don't remember anything when she's in control. I just always woke up with a corpse in my arms and blood covering my body. That's why I begged you to stop. I wouldn't know what to do if I came to and found myself covered in your blood and holding your cold, lifeless body."

"You remember nothing of what happened. Not even what it felt like?"

"Nothing…I wish I knew what it felt like." I flashed him a smile. "Then I could see how bad you really were."

"Hey! I couldn't be to bad. Give me a break. Maybe next time you can stay in control and tell me how bad I am. Hey! Wait! If you never remember what it's like to have sex that means I still have a chance!"

"A chance at what?"

"At being your first."

I laughed. "Okay if you want to look at it like that." I was suddenly tired and I closed my eyes. 'Maybe I should get some rest.' I fell fast asleep.

Yeah...I'm not to good at sex scences but that was just kind of a small one. I have more planned, justing giving you a warning. Yeah, you don't need to tell me how bad that was because I already know it was pretty bad.