Okay I'm like soooooooooooooo sorry I haven't put up anything as of late. First my mom wouldn't let me on the computer and then I was finally able to talk her into putting a computer with just word on it in my room. I started on a new story for my boyfriend. It's a vampire love story with my boyfriend being the sexy vampire. Well now I must return to my true love, Gaara, because let's all admit it Gaara is sooo much more sexier than like everyone! Uh, let's see last time I think Gaara and Sara returned and then Sara had a unwanted visitor...

Chapter 17

Sara's POV

When I awoke I still felt Gaara's arms around me.

"Good morning." he whispered so softly into my ear.

I turned to him. "Thanks for staying with me."

He kissed my cheek. "No problem."

I pulled the covers off and placed my feet on the floor. Gaara grabbed my wrist.

"Are you sure you're okay?"

I turned to him. "Not really, but I'll live." I gave him a weak smile. "I'm going to go get dressed now." I felt his eyes on me as I left the room. I cautiously approached my room. It looked normal and was no longer cold. I pulled on a dark red kimono with dark blue flowers on it that came down to just above my knees. I pulled my hair into a pony-tail with my bangs falling over my left eye. I put on a little make-up and walked out into the kitchen. I saw Gaara sitting at the table dressed in all black eating breakfast. I quickly made something for myself and after I was done eating I cleaned up the kitchen. I turned to Gaara. "I'm going out for a few hours. Okay?"

"Yeah okay. I need to fix the window and dresser and stuff so I might be out at the village."

"Mmk…I'll see you later then." I walked out the door.

I went quickly to my destination. The graveyard. It took awhile, but I finally found my parents graves. I sat down in front of them, my hand brushed over the cool marble. "Hello….Mother, Father." I ran my hand over the cool stone, fingering their engraved names. "I'm sorry I haven't visited you in so long. I've been so busy. I'm with Gaara now. I knew that's what you wanted me to do. I had fallen off the right path but now I think I have found my way again. I just hope you watch over me and help guide me to the right choices. I ask you to please forgive the mistakes I have made in the past, and I have made so many. I hope now I am making you proud of me. This may sound so foolish to you, but still… I just wish you were still beside me, giving me comfort and wiping the unseen tears that fall from my eyes. Maybe even if you were here you couldn't take away this pain, but at least you could help begin to heal this heart of mine. Damn…I miss you so much, but one day I know we might be able join each other. Maybe someday soon." I sat there quietly for a minute. "Who am I kidding? Where they have gone I can not follow. They never did the horrid things I did. I have a entire area roped off for me in hell. I deserve it after all the things I have done." My tears began to dry as I stood up. "Goodbye Mother, Father. I love you."

"So you're the daughter of Hayato and HikariKyuuketsuki."

I jumped and turned to this new voice.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you. I just was walking around and I saw you here with Hayato's and Hikari's graves."

"How did you know I was their daughter?"

"I heard you say mother and father, but now that I can see you're face I see the relation."

"You knew my parents?"

"Who didn't? But yes, they were always so kind to me and encouraging me to work my hardest. It's so sad that they died. Are you going to visit your uncle's grave?"

My face drained of color and my heart thudded. "He really is dead? He lies in the ground no longer moving?" He looked at me strangely.

"Yes, your uncle is truly dead. Do you wish to see his grave?"

"No I'm just glad he's dead."

"My friend why do you speak such awful things?!"

My thoughts grew bitter. "You want to know why? You really do? Well here's the truth. Gaara didn't kill my parents, my uncle did. Then the village sent me to my uncle, where for 5 years I was tortured and then almost killed. That bastard tried to kill me and I barely escaped with my life! Because of him my life was thrown threw a loop." I the realized that I had told to much to this stranger. "I'm sorry. I did not mean for you to hear of this. But surely you can see why I am glad my uncle now lies cold under the ground?"

"I understand you're bitterness. It must have been terrible for you to live so, but I'm sure the Gods have a good reason for putting you though all this. They had a good reason to take your parents away. Maybe they needed them."

I smiled at that. "Yeah, maybe they needed them for some special ninja mission." My bitterness began to shrink back, but was still there, hidden under a false smile.

He laughed. "Maybe."

"My name is Sara. What's yours?"

"Oh, excuse my bad manners. My name is Hayate

"It's nice to meet you Hayate ." I extended my arm and shook his outstretched hand.

"May I walk with you around town? Then maybe take you out for lunch?"

I was about to say no but he interrupted my thoughts.

"It's all I can do since I startled you, then brought up those bad memories."

I gave a small smile. "Sure I'd love to." 'He sure is cute. Not as cute as Gaara but definitely cute. And he's around my age too.'

Gaara's POV

I had fixed the window and the dresser, now I had to get the blood out of the carpet and off the walls. "Where is Sara?" I glanced back to the clock. It read 1:17 p.m. She had left at 8:00 a.m. I sighed. "Well I better get rid off the bloodstains now."

Sara's POV

'Hayate is so nice.' He showed me around town and then took me to lunch. We talked about nothing in particular. Then after lunch we walked again. I looked at the time. I gasped at the time.

"What's wrong?"

"I hadn't realized how late it was. Gaara is going to wonder where I am."

"Gaara?"

"Oh yes, he's been taking care of me ever since I returned.

"Really?"

"Yes. He's not as heartless as he seems. He really is nice. He was just lonely when he was little, but no one seemed to understand that. You all saw him as a experiment gone bad. My parents loved him and wanted to take care of him and now I'm taking over where they left off. Give Gaara another chance. He really does care about this village. I mean, all he wants is respect."

"Okay I'll believe you and give him another chance."

I smiled. "Good. That's all I wanted. Thank you." We stopped and I looked up to see a familiar building. "My old house. The one I lived in with my parents."

"No one has lived in it since they died, but the villagers have kept it clean. You want to go in?"

"Ummm…" I thought about it a little. "I don't think so. Not today. I might break up into tears."

"Okay then, we'll leave." We left and went back into the heart of the village.

'I need to go back and get "them". I hope they are still hidden away safely where I put them those many years ago.

Hayate's POV

'Sara's great. She's smart, beautiful, and powerful. This day has been so much fun. She lives with Gaara though. He's been taking care of her.' I looked at her. 'She has no bruises or scrapes, so I guess he's not hurting her. Maybe he's not that heartless, maybe he was just lonely. He was never given a chance. Everyone feared him from birth and it wasn't his fault, and then his own father ordered him to be killed. Gaara's own uncle tried to kill him. Maybe Sara has the ability to see into people and see the good and in them and then bring it to light.'

"Oh my gosh! It's 5:30 already! I'm sorry Hayate I realllllly have to go now. Gaara is really going to worry. Thanks for the awesome day! See you around town."

In a flash she was gone. "Wow, she's fast." I walked back to my house.

Sara's POV

I was at the house in no time. I opened the door and walked in. (The front door opens to the living room, which is connected to the kitchen.) Gaara was curled up on the couch reading a book. He put his book down, stood up and stretched.

"Well look who's finally home. Just a few hours huh?

"I'm sorry. Really, really sorry." He glared at me.

"You didn't tell me where you were. How was I supposed to know you didn't get yourself kidnapped again or killed."

"I'm sorry I should have told you where I was going, but then I met someone and he wanted to show me around." I could tell that he didn't like that comment. He walked over to me and crossed his arms.

"Who?"

"A guy named Hayate. He was a little older then me. I met him at the cemetery. He scared me and wanted to make it up by showing me around town. I should have told you I would be out later. I'm sorry."

"Why were you out at the cemetery?"

I felt myself turning red. "I visited my parents graves." I muttered.

His gaze immediately softened. "Oh."

We stood still for a few minutes. "Why don't I go start dinner." I turned away and went into the kitchen.

Gaara's POV

"Why were you in the cemetery?" I saw her blush.

"I was visiting my parents graves."

I felt my gaze soften. "Oh." I felt so stupid, that's all I could say. 'She probably didn't want to tell me because she knew I still feel bad about their deaths. She said it was her uncle's fault, but still, I helped with their death. The guy she met probably made her feel better about their deaths and she really is sorry for not telling me and making me worried. I have no reason to be mad at her.'

I curled back up on the couch and continued reading my book. Soon it was dinner and we both sat up at the table. I noticed Sara was quiet most of the dinner and even when she began to clean up.

"Everything okay Sara?"

She snapped out of it and flashed me a smile. "Yeah, I'm fine. Are you still mad at me?"

I walked over to her. I encircled my arms around her waist and kissed the back of her neck. "No, I can't stay mad at you." I then left her to return to my room and read. After awhile I felt Sara's presence at my open door. I looked up. She glanced around the room.

"I see that you got everything all cleaned up in here."

"Yes."

"Good book?"

"It's about Vampires. It's by Anne Rice" She laughed. "What's so funny?"

"Another time I will explain, but for now I will go to bed. Good night."

"Night." Sara left. 'Darn I wanted to know what was so funny.'

Sara's POV

I went to my room but I didn't get ready for bed, instead I slipped out the window into the cool night. I ran quickly to my parents old house. I was able to get the door open and I crept in. I found the box I was searching for exactly where I left it many years ago. I blew the layers of dust off. Then clutching it close to my chest I left the house and back to Gaara's home. I slipped back in through the window as silently as a needle through lace. Then I froze.

"Sneaking out of the house I see. Do you think me an idiot? That I can't hear you leaving? So where did you go?"

"I don't think you an idiot."

"You're avoiding the question. Turn to me, I don't enjoy talking to your back."

I turned around still hugging the box to me.

"I guess the question would be, what's in the box?"

I stared at the floor.

"So?

"Scrolls."

"Scrolls?"

"Yes the ones of my clan. I think I told you of them earlier." I crossed the room to my dresser. I opened a drawer and placed the scrolls inside. Then I cast a jutsu on the drawer so that if anyone tried to open it they would be injured.

"Why can't I read them? Do you not trust me?"

"I trust you, but it's just that I don't like someone knowing so everything about me."

He came inches away from my face. "You want to stay a mystery?"

"Some things about me should remain hidden away." I licked my lips nervously and noticed he watched. I looked away embarrassed by his intense stare. "Umm…" Then his lips crashed into mine and his hands went around my waist. He walked me over to the bed and pushed me down roughly. He crawled on top of me and continued kissing. My hands went up and began to undo the buttons on his shirt. He sat up and shrugged it off. The he pulled off his fish net. My hand touched his face then glided down his chest. I stopped at the top of his pants. I pause there then glided back up. He growled at me and his sand came out and pinned my hands to the bed above my head. He undid my kimono and unclasped my bra.

He leaned down and whispered softly into my ear, "Do you want me Sara?" I closed my eyes and nodded. "Are you sure?" Again I nodded. "Good." I opened my eyes slowly as he pulled my underwear down gently. He lowered his head down to my breasts. He bit gently as my breathing sped up.

"God damn it Gaara, just hurry up!" He laughed softly.

"You seem very impatient today."

He quickly took off his pants and boxers. He placed his knees in between my legs. I looked up into his lustful eyes and he gave me a evil grin. He thrust in hard and began moving. I moved with him panting and trying to keep up with his fast pace. I came and collapsed back onto the bed, my eyes locked with his lustful gaze.

"You're mine, Sara. Mine to control, mine to fuck any time I wish, you're my fallen angel, you're my Vampiric Angel."

"Yes, Gaara. I am yours, only yours." He collapsed onto my sweating body. He nibbled on my neck as I tried to catch my breath still. I moved under him and he groaned my name, closing his eyes to enjoy himself more. He came again and I stopped moving. We laid there for a few minutes until he pulled out of me. Her pushed himself up and began pulling his clothes on. I tried to move but found that the sand still restrained me. Gaara came back and began kissing me all over. "Gaara, this isn't fair, let me move."

"Who ever said I cared about being fair." His eyes glinted with mischief. He planted a kiss on my lips then his sand released me. He moved away. I began pulling my clothes back on as he stood up. He looked one last time at my body then walked to the door. "Next time, we're in my bed." I laughed softly at his comment. "Goodnight, my love."

"Goodnight." I changed into my pajamas and crawled under the covers. Sleep found me quickly and it wasn't before long sun light streamed into the room. I wiped the sleep out of my eyes and arose from the bed. I picked out some clothes and headed for the shower. I pulled off my pajamas and stepped under the streaming water . I began to wash myself and was startled when I heard the shower door slide open. I glanced over my shoulder to see Gaara step in with me.

Gaara's POV

I stepped in with Sara and stared at her beautiful body.

"Gaara? What are you doing?" I smiled to myself and took a step toward her. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her neck gently. She turned around in my embrace and I saw a glint of mischief in her eyes.

"You want me to wash you?" She laughed and I swallowed hard, wondering what I got myself into. She began washing my arms and chest, her fingers graceful dancing around. Then she slipped down and washed my legs. Then her hazel eyes shined up at me, making sure that I was watching. Of course I was. She gave my member a kiss and I shivered in pleasure. Then she put it in her mouth and began running her tongue around, up and down. I groaned softly, then louder as she began to suck. I closed my eyes as my breathing quickened. I leaned back against the wall, making her follow my movement. I came into her mouth and she swallowed, then released my member. She stood up and pushed my wet hair out of my eyes. I opened my eyes to see her glowing hazel ones.

"Do you want me Gaara? Do you crave me?"

My breathing caught as her hand brushed past it. "I always want you, Sara."

She laughed. "What do you want to do to me?" she asked seductively.

"So many things."

She stroked my member and I laid my head fall back against the shower wall with a soft thud. I closed my eyes slowly.

"I want myself buried in you so bad right now."

"But you're at a disadvantage in here. Sand won't work. You gave me the advantage the moment you stepped in."

"Stop torturing me."

"Why should I?"

"Because you have to get out of the shower sometime and that's when I'll get even." I grabbed her wrist to stop her motion. "Or maybe I'll force you here. I don't need sand." I roughly pushed her against the far shower wall and smashed my lips into hers. I lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist and slipped her arms around my neck. Her back was against the wall and my hands flat against the wall near her shoulders. I kissed her roughly, then with a little help I pushed myself in. I did her hard, making her come again and again. I had her screaming my name long and loud. She came one last time and then I stopped. She rested her head on my shoulder. I turned off the water and I stood with her clinging to me for a few minutes. Then I pulled out of her and helped her stand. I opened the shower door and let the icy air mix with the hot humid air. We dried each other off then I helped her wrap a towel around her, hiding her gorgeous body from my view. She picked up her pajamas and headed to her room to get dressed. I went to my room and got dressed.

Sara's POV

I walked over to the clothes that I had put out. ( It'slike Sakura's only blue with red pants underneath. Same design but with different colors.) I was exhausted after that intense sex session with Gaara. I retrieved my scrolls from the drawer and began to read.

Back To Gaara

I pulled my clothes back on. ('( Oh darn)

"I wonder if Sara's okay. She's probably asleep." I smiled to myself. "I loved her screaming my name, but I'm sure she must be tired after that." I peeked into her room and saw her laying on her bed, scrolls surrounding her fragile body. I smiled and walked over. I was caught off guard by the smell of blood that was radiating from the scrolls. I looked at one of the open scrolls, but it was blank. No letters formed words on the parchment. Confused, I reached down and touched it. I was surprised that under my touch words formed on the empty scroll. It was in another language, but what I was wary of was the fact that it was written in a thick dark liquid. Blood.

'Can you read what it says Shakaku?'

Ah…I haven't seen this in centuries. The title reads Gods and Demons. Written by Anne Rice.

"So that was what was so funny."

I was caught of guard when I was picked up and slammed against the far wall…by a hand of darkness? I tried to move but found I couldn't. A sword made of light formed and aimed for my throat. It was moving for my sand to protect me and I prepared for my swift death with wide eyes.

"No! STOP!!!" The sword stoped a centimeter from piercing my throat, then it disappeared along with whatever was holding me. I fell to the ground. I looked up into Sara's worried eyes and she roughly pulled me up off the floor.

"Gaara, what were you thinking?! I told you not to go anywhere those scrolls. I thought I made that clear."

And how did you acquire those scrolls. You know those scrolls are supposed to be forbidden.

She froze. "You saw?"

"Damn right I did. Those scrolls were supposed to have been destroyed centuries ago when it was discovered what they do to the readers. They're to dangerous to have."

"But they're all I have left. There's no one to explain everything to me. All I have are the scrolls."

"But you that those scrolls slowly steal away your soul and will eventually kill you. Destroy them now and you'll be safe."

"Maybe your right…."

"Trust me I am. Now just get rid of those scrolls and we'll continue our day as if nothing happened."

Sara's POV

"………..Okay." I gathered the scrolls into a pile.

"What Sara? You're just going to give up that easy? I thought you were going to train long and hard and make sure that I stayed back down in my hell." I froze at the sound of my uncles voice. "You destroy those scrolls and you lose your goal. I'm sure that the demon is just afraid of you getting more powerful than him. He cares nothing for your safety, only of his high and mighty position. He believes you a weak insignificant human who just likes to screw his host. Why don't you show him how strong you truly are. Kill him."

"Sara, are you okay?"

I turned hypnotized by my uncle's words. I took a step toward Gaara.

"Sara? Hello? Are you feeling okay?"

I shook my head and turned back to the scrolls. I formed a shadow ball in my hand. (It's like Naruto's Rasengan but it's black, purple and red.)

"Wait! Sara! Do you not see what he's doing to you? He's tricking you into doing this. The scrolls are no danger to you, only him and his power."

I squeezed my eyes shut. "You know what you can Just SHUT THE FUCKING HELL UP YOU FUCKING BASTARD!

STOP TRYING TO FILL MY HEAD WITH LIES!!" I brought my hand down and destroyed the scrolls. A wave a pain flowed through my body and I fell to my knees screaming. Gaara ran to my side. The pain worsened as it felt like my soul was being ripped apart. I collapsed to the ground gasping for breath and then passed out on the carpeted floor.

Gaara's POV

I ran to Sara's side. I grabbed her wrist, feeling for a pulse. Her pulse was weak but still there and I sighed in relief. I picked her up, laid her gently on the bed and watched over her unconscious form. She suddenly began twisting around, squirming as if she were in pain. Her eyes opened wide in fear.

"Sara? Sara, what's wrong?"

Her eyes darted around the room. "Leave me alone! We don't need you here!"

"Sara, who are yo—" I was cut off by a dark laugh.

"My dear child you amuse me so. You are so weak, how can you ever hope to beat me. You just destroyed the one way for you to become stronger and for what? A boy who only uses you for sex? Your pathetic."

I looked at Sara, her face had fallen in complete despair. "Why don't you just leave us alone!? Get out of here. You are not welcome here." I yelled to the voice.

"The girls full potential will be realized when the portal opens."

"What's that supposed to mean?!" But the voice no longer spoke and I turned my attention back to Sara. The look of hopelessness ripped at my heart.

"Sara? Are you okay?"

"He's right. I lost. He's finally won, I've lost it all."

"No you haven't lost anything. Sure you don't have the scrolls, but you still are an amazingly strong ninja with incredible jutsus."

She sat quietly as I tried to soothe her with my words.

"Sara, what did he mean when he said the thing about the portal?"

I watched as he jaw clenched and her hands balled up into fists. "We are not going to talk about that because it will NOT happen."

"Oh, okay then. Sorry I asked." She sat silently, lost in thought. "Okay then, I'm just going to let you rest now. If you need anything I'll just be down the hallway."

"Okay." I left her room and quietly closed the door behind me.

Sara's POV

The door closed behind him and I crawled back down under the covers. I was so tired.