Disclaimer: Still don't own, maybe next week.
A/N: Same as always. Review please.
The stars of Korea keep me company, the beautiful stars that gaze passively down at the earth. They care nothing of the fragile lives that are disrupted by the war. In a way this comforts me, it reminds me of home because these are the same stars that watch my house, as well as Korea…
Sometimes it calms me to just walk around the camp when it is quiet and at peace. I enjoy the darkness that hides the war torn Korea and I enjoy gazing up at the stars which seem to smile down like beacons of hope for us poor humans stuck on this desolate planet. Sometimes it confuses me though, especially when I imagine the great God who created all of this. He created the bright beautiful stars and as I gaze up admiring their wonder, I cannot help but to see the contrast between the beauty that I gaze upon and the ugliness that is currently around me.
How is it that a world that possesses such awesomeness can also possess such evilness? And as I daily gain the knowledge of this horridness, it becomes harder and harder to see the good. What good will I be when I can no longer see through this hazy fog of evil and when I can no longer guide lost souls to the light, to the good, and to God? My life has been based on helping people through their demons, but now it seems as if my demons have caught up with me.
This is all that I am and all that I ever wanted to be. What happens when I can no longer do this? What will become of my life when the dark has finally succeeded in chasing away the light?
I once again look toward the stars and am struck by how it now seems as if their majestic light has become darker, more dulled.