I was in a really dark place, after my mom died. I hated everything and everyone. I used to cut but not in obvious places, I would cut on my thighs so no one would see the that its all over, everything has come into place. I came from the ashes, beauty from pain.
I found the music room, walked towards it, and my fingers ran over the piano, then the words flowed like a river
The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away
After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames
After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain
Here I am at the end of me (at the end of me)
Tryin' to hold to what I can't see (to what I can't see)
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn
After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain...
"That was beautiful."
"Oh thanks Austin."
I rose up from the ashes of my life, that is too painful to even express.
I am Beauty from Pain.
Well, this took a HUGE downfall. :/ well Thanks for those who actually read it. but this is probably my last chapter, unless you have ideas...
I'll mostly be working on my other stories.Thanks for reading.
