Spike, the only person I would let you smoke around is you. Xander Harris may be the scum of Sunnydale, but I have no doubt that even if you wanted to, that chip of yours would keep you from doing anything. So why not just leave him alone? Threaten him if you need to, scare him half to death, but don't cause any actual harm.
And what do you know about my hurting? There is no front to be put on, Mr. I-Think-I-Know-Everything-About-Cordelia. If Angel can't notice anything even though I see him every day, then you can't notice anything from a bunch of letters. I don't care how in touch with your poet you actually are – there's nothing to notice.
Yeah – the demon pregnancy was a whole big thing. And Angel wasn't alone in killing it. He threw liquid nitrogen into it (how he got ahold of liquid nitrogen, I have no idea…I don't think I want to know), Wesley shot it (who knew he was such a good shot?) and I broke it into hundreds of little pieces. It was a group effort, really…especially once I got control of my brain back. Tiny little suckers were telepathically linked to the demon, and they were controlling me the same way. Talk about YEESH.
And – gross. I so do NOT need or want to hear about your escapades with Drusilla. I've got enough gore going on in my head, thank you very much.
And I'm Cordelia. I always have a smile for the public. :D
Go drink some blood or something.
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A/N: Again, this has not been beta-ed. I'm still sending love, prayers, and good thoughts towards cmol8806, and hope that everything turns out alright for her.
Again, so many thanks go out to the few who have reviewed. I would love if more reviewed and let me know what they thought, but I suppose I can't force anybody. I would just like to say, however, that simply reading a story doesn't let the author know if it's worth continuing or not. It's rather discouraging to realize that only a very few are giving their opinions. I have seriously considered ending these letters earlier than I had planned, and I will continue to give that notion thought. However, for the time being, I will continue to write letters between Spike and Cordelia.