I know that this is short, but I hope you like it. Sorry it took so long to update, I have to type with one hand because I decided to break my other one, so there went my holidays.

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If Blair had thought that the past three years had been painful without Dan, the past month had been pure hell. Everytime she closed her eyes, she saw the anger and underlying anguish he had felt that night by the fountain. Everything he had said had been right, but so wrong at the same time. He believed what he said because she had never proven him wrong.

She had allowed him to believe that she had never cared for him. She just prayed that he would give her one last chance to be a part of his life, no matter how big or small of a piece it may be. Blair was now expected to attend Nate and Serena's engagement party tonight. Blair was probably the only person on the Upper East Side that wasn't shocked when Nate popped the question after only eight months of dating. Nate had been in love with Serena since high school.

Blair and Serena may not have been best friends for a long time now, but that didn't mean they were enemies either. They had both made mistakes, and they were just going to have to live with them. That didn't mean Blair couldn't be happy for her two oldest friends.

She grabbed her phone and call down to her driver. As she was riding down the elevator, her phone went off. A Gossip Girl blast appeared on her screen. "Spotted, Queen B's ex-dark knight, and ex-charity case, making their way into the engagement party of her ex-best friend and ex-king. That's a lot of x's B, try to keep it PG, although we all know your preference for mature themes. XOXO Gossip Girl."

Blair rushed out of the elevator as her driver was pulling up to the curb. She ordered him to step on it, while trying not to imagine what could happen with Dan and Chuck in the same room. She knew her presence wouldn't help, but the blame rested squarely on her shoulders. She pulled up to Lily and Rufus' place in what seemed like seconds.

She stepped into the elevator, and like all the times before, she is reminded of her and Dan's tryst. Her and Chuck had used this elevator countless times while they were married, and he never understood why she wouldn't kiss him or even touch him in it. She couldn't tell him that this space belonged to her and Dan, just like the whiskey bar in Brooklyn, and Dan's loft. There times when Blair misses the loft almost as much as she misses Dan. Almost. She feels like crying when she realizes those days may be gone.

She is pulled out of her thoughts when the elevator doors open. Blair looks up just in time to see Chuck raise his fist to Dan. She can barely scream out no, when it collides with Dan's face.


Again, sorry it took so long to update. I'll try to update sooner. Please review.