I want to take this time to mention that, Big Time Rush has ENDED. This broke my heart. At the end, when they began to sing 'We Are' I began to cry so badly. And then, when they all started singing the theme song… Gosh there were waterworks…
I just don't know how to feel about it now… It was like a part of me died…
Big Time Rush will live on though! Through us, the Rushers!

Okay, anyways…

So this one is kinda… there.

I hope ya'll like it.

Updated: 07/26/2013

…

"Kenny!" Kendall looked up from his bed at Carlos, who had his phone clutched in his hand. "Guess what!"

"If it's about Logan, I don't wanna know," he said stiffly, eyes blank as they surveyed Carlos.

"You're gonna wanna know this. James texted me," at this, Kendall hmmphed in aggravation, "And told me that Logan sent that guy to the hospital!"

"What?!" Kendall exclaimed; he had tried to not be interested, but that was definitely news.

"Yeah. Apparently, after we left last night, Logan went berserk and beat up that guy so hard that he had to be rushed to the ER!" Kendall mulled over this for a moment.

"Wasn't that the same guy that beat me up?"

"Yes! James said that he made a move on Logan."

"Still, Logan kissed him-"

"Because he thought he was you!" Kendall looked at Carlos and sighed.

"I just… I don't want to think about Logan right now. Please, just drop it?"

"Okay… But I think that Logan really cares about you. He was just so buzzed that he thought he was kissing you." Kendall shrugged and lied down, effectively ending their conversation. Carlos closed the door, worried about Kendall, but worried about his own relationship as well.

Ever since he and James had had their "argument", things had been tense between them.

He hoped they all worked everything out as soon as possible.

…

As Kendall walked to his locker with Carlos the following Monday, he stopped in his tracks.

Logan was lounging against his locker, giving him the saddest look he could manage.

"I'm gonna go on to class," he said to Carlos, quickly turning on his heel. Logan saw this and called out to him.

"Kendall, wait!" Kendall ignored him though and hurried into the crowd, easily blending in. Logan lost him and groaned before turning to Carlos.

"You could try again at lunch?" he suggested sadly as James wound an arm around him. Logan sighed but nodded.

"Yeah…lunch…"

…

Lunch didn't work out too well for him. Logan got there early, arrived at their table, and watched as Carlos, James, Lucy, Jo, and Camille all showed up.

Kendall, however, did not.

"Do you think he's okay?" Logan asked worried, watching as Camille and Carlos exchanged looks, as if they knew something he didn't. "What?"

"He really doesn't wanna see you…" Camille started, making Carlos nod in agreement.

"He's been trying to call his mom all day, to see if she would take him with her wherever she's working right now… He wants to leave this school… Leave you."

"But… I didn't mean to hurt him!"

"We know that Loges," James said, patting his shoulder. "He just needs a lil time. He'll come around."

"I hope so."

…

Kendall was on the phone to his mom, who wasn't budging.

"I'm sorry that you're upset hun, but it would be too much of a hassle to move you down here when I could come home in a couple of months."

"But mom-"

"Kendall, everything will work out in the end for you."

"How do you know?"

"Because I'm your mother. I know these things." He managed to smile at this.

"When will you be home?"

"As soon as they say I can go, I'm out of here."

"I miss you."

"I miss you too. Give Katie and Carlos hugs for me."

"I will. Bye."

"Bye."

He hung up and headed into the hallway. If he hurried, he could be in the classroom before the lunch period ended, and he wouldn't have to see Logan.

But apparently, luck wasn't on his side today.

"Hey Freshman!" he turned to the voice, seeing a football jock who was about three times his size strutting towards him. "What you doing out here?"

"I'm just going to class," he muttered, looking at his feet.

"Oh no, no, no. During lunch, this is my hallway. And you're trespassing."

"It's a hallway. It can't belong to anyone." He watched as the guy bristled up in anger, his beefy fingers clenching and unclenching.

"Wait. I know you. You're the fish that Mitchell was interested in. Well Blondie, Puck-Head isn't here to save you now," he growled out, clearly pissed off. Now that Kendall looked at him, the guy looked like he had one steroid shot too many. He braced himself though as the meathead raised a fist back. Closing his eyes, he felt what felt like a rock covered in metal covered in somewhat skin collide with his nose, then a sudden warmth fall past his lips.

His nose was bleeding from the punch, and possibly broken. He staggered as the pain hit him and fell against some lockers.

"Yeah, there's more where that came from!" he barked out, towering over Kendall's slumped form. Kendall spared a glance at him and could see the veins popping out of his neck as he breathed heavily.

"Little hard on the 'roids huh?" he muttered, knowing he'd regret it; he was right. The guy's eyes practically bulged as he reared back and aimed a kick to Kendall's stomach; wincing, he felt the crack in his ribs when the guy removed his foot.

Then, the bell rang.

Students began to stream out in clusters, talking and laughing loudly. It all seemed to die out though as Kendall and the jock were spotted. Kendall, dazed from the rush of blood falling freely from his nose and the pain in his side, closed his eyes as the guy pulled his leg back again.

But nothing happened. He waited, but still, there was nothing.

Then he heard a loud groan of pain. He opened his eyes to see Logan standing over the crouched figure of the guy, who was gasping as he clutched his nose; Kendall could see streams of red seeping between his fingers.

Then, he saw Logan pull back both fists and begin to just pummel the guy until he was a whimpering mess; he only stopped when James jumped from the crowd and pulled him back. Kendall watched them, hastily wiping the now drying blood on his jacket sleeve. James seemed to whispering harshly to Logan, who only looked at him blankly. Then, he let go off him and turned to the crowd.

"Get to class!" he called with so much authority that the students scattered quickly; eventually, only Carlos, James, Logan, and Kendall, who was still on the floor, were left. Even the jock had scampered off somewhere. Logan crouched down in front of Kendall, who wouldn't meet his eyes. James grabbed Carlos' hand and tugged him away; Kendall gave him a fleeting look of desperation, and watched his best friend walk away, before he looked at Logan, who was right in front of him now. There was nothing but kindness in his dark eyes, and what looked like the ending of a bad bruise on his chin still. Kendall couldn't help the small smile that formed when he saw that.

"You okay?"

He just nodded, not trusting himself to speak.

"Good. Wouldn't want my boyfriend getting his ass beat before I could kiss him." Kendall, although reluctantly, met Logan's eyes, his own betraying his shock. Logan just smirked again and leaned closer. "I hope I can kiss you, right?"

Another nod. Logan chuckled and leaned forward, pressing his lips just right against his to avoid causing pain to his nose. As they pulled apart Kendall let out a weak chuckle.

"I'm…sorry…. For being… a jealous…asshole."

"It's fine. You're really hot when you're jealous." He just laughed again as Logan helped him to his feet. He slumped against him, wincing though. "Do you need to go to the nurse?"

"Maybe…"

"Come on, I'll take you." And, with his arm securely wrapped around him, Logan helped Kendall to the nurse's office to get checked.

…

"If I knew…liking you… would get…me into….so many fights…I would've… reconsidered it," Kendall joked, making Logan laugh now before kissing his cheek. Kendall was now at home, his ribs bandaged tightly and a thick bandaged around his blackened nose.

"You're too adorable," Logan muttered, squeezing their linked hands and kissing Kendall's knuckles.

"…Did you really….send that guy from the party… to the hospital?"

"Yep."

"Why?"

"You have no idea what I'd do for you Kendall. It's kinda insane."

"I like… insane."

"Good to know." They both laughed again and Kendall struggled to sit up enough to press his lips to Logan's.

"I like…being able to do….that as much…as I want."

"Well free feel to. I will never stop you."

They both shared a soft smile before Kendall let out a loud yawn. "Pain meds kicking in?" Kendall nodded and snuggled down into the bed, tightening his grip on Logan's hand. "Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere."

…

Aw, that's kinda good.

But, the question we should be asking ourselves is, what's wrong with Logan?

Because… there very well could be ;)

Who knows …

See ya'll next time.

-JustMe133