"Hey, I'm Carolyn." I said to Feliks who stood in my doorway.

"'k. So, like when do we go shopping?" he asked

"I don't know, whenever is fine with you works for me."

He looked at his pink sparkly cased iPhone. "We should have, like gone today, but it's time for dinner, so like, tomorrow 'k?" he said, waved and left. I thought he'd stay longer, but I guess Elizabeta wouldn't want a guy in here too long anyway. Though, he basically counted as a girl anyway. I put away my note book, and got up to go to dinner.

I didn't feel like walking through the middle of the campus because I was in slippers and the pavement wouldn't get them as dirty. I love these slippers so I wear them a lot, even outside, so I have to be careful. On the way to the cafeteria I passed the boys dorm and heard some voices from the first floor. I have always been too curious for my own good, so I went over to peak in, and see why they weren't going to dinner like everyone else was.

When I peeked in the first thing I noticed, was how small the first floor looked compared to the girls dorm. I realized it was because there were extra rooms on the first floor that took up mrs than half of the hang out space. they had a two tv's and some bean bag chairs. But the guys were sitting on a L shaped couch around a coffee table. I could only see the backs of some blonde and paler blond hair. I could also see some steam and what looked suspiciously like a stack of Pizza boxes.

I took a step away from the window and remembered how I was supposed to be a brave knew me at this school. I wanted to go in, but that would be weird right? I could jus knock and see if they were going to go to dinner, or I could run away now. But what if they had food I liked in there? Could pass up a chance for some plain food? I didn't want to have to rely on Matthew's pancakes forever. Well, maybe, when were out of school and he's renting a room, I could. But I could give him a break from cooking fro me today. I also had to practice my bravery, and learn how to face the possible consequences of interrupting them. I don't know what consequences they would be, but I'm sure there would be some right? They wouldn't just invite me in and let me eat there food just like that. But I could try!

I knocked on the door before I could tell my arm muscles other wise. I waited, and the voices quieted. I heard some foot steps and then the doors swung open so I could see… the tall quiet guy! Berwald, his expressionless face staring down at me, stood in the door way.

"Hey Berwald. Aren't you guys going to dinner now?" I asked, surprising myself with my lack of stuttering.

"We eat here." he said.

"Oh." is all I said back.

Then a shorter guy said, popping out from behind the stoic one, "Hello! Do you want to eat with us?" he asked. Did I hear him correctly? He wants me to eat with them? Since when did people become so nice!

"Sure!" I said, then remembered to ask, "But what are you eating?" I don't know if I could stay if there were mushrooms or onions being eaten in the same room with me.

"Oh, well we have a few boxes of pizza, but also we have some meatballs and some ramen and peanut-butter and jelly… just some basic food things." he said and smiled at me, probably hoping i would come in. I didn't really like some of those things, but I could just eat plain ramen or bread with jelly.

"Alright." I said and walked in to see three other guys sitting on the couch, "Oh yeah, I'm Carolyn." I felt like I've introduced myself a lot lately, but it's to be expected. And I wanted to know their names too.

"Right!" the friendly on e said, "I'm Tino! And this is Lukas," he pointed to the boy closets to me, "that's Emil," he pointed across the table, "and that's Mathias." who grinned at me. When we were all sitting down, I took piece of bread, and began to eat it plain because I couldn't find a knife for the jelly.

"So why are you guys eating in here? You could just bring this to the Cafeteria." I asked, genuinely curious. I didn't quite understand why they were eating here when they could eat in the cafe.

"We just prefer to eat together, that's all. And I can't bring this guy with me!" Tino said, holding up a little white dog, "Carolyn, meet Hanatamago!" I thought that was a long name for a pet, but it was at least original.

"I don't think pets were allowed at school." I pointed out.

"Well he is allowed! He's special." he said while petting it's white fur.

"Okay…" I din't know what else to say, no one was talking! I just ate my bread in silence failing to feel comfortable in the boys dorm with these quiet guys.

"Hey, just because there's a girl here, doesn't mean we can't talk!" Mathias said. I agreed, they should just talk like they normally would. Soon Mathias started up a conversation with Tino, and then I joined in a bit. Then after we were all done eating we were all talking, well, Berwald didn't say much, but he seemed to be following the conversation.

I was actually enjoying myself! I heard the bell ring at the end of dinner, but I didn't see the harm in staying just a bit longer. I should have left, however. Four or Five minuted later some of the guys started to come in, and the group of five ended their conversation and cleaned up. I helped them, but I felt as if some of the guys thought it was weird that I was there. I could feel their uncomfort from across the room. I decided to make a quick get away.

Back in the dorm I found a note in Feliks' neat and girly handwriting on my bed. It said "Tomorrow at like eight we're going to the mall. Meet me by the office." and it ended with a heart again. I sighed. This meant I had to wake up at seven thirty, so I could take a shower. I also wanted to have twelve hours of sleep tonight, so I should go to bed now. It was just barely getting dark, so I pulled down the window shade so i could get to sleep. I changed into pajamas, curled up in bed and drifted off to sleep.


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