I find you when I'm close to the bottom
Mind or heart
An endless search
Mind, body, spirit, soul
Victory is a double-sided sword
.
Sinking like a stone
Farther into
Pain, self-loathing, love
It's hard to tell what's better
.
Are we fighting for us? Or for our individual desires?
.
It's hard to look
Inside
Outside
When you're afraid of what you'll see
.
The game keeps them
On opposing sides
Of the chessboard
But each square is closer
.
What does 'us' entail? What are our desires?
.
If one kills the other
What's said will mean everything
If the other is the death of them…
Death is a desire…?
.
It's easier than searching
Than hiding
Than the sweet candy flavor
And the bloody razor blade
.
Are we linked together? Are we destined to fall apart?
.
It's not hard to find
Answers
But still
The rush of air is addicting
.
Falling in love
Is a death trap
Designed for the fool-hardy
And for the angles
.
How far can one fall in love? Will time wear on the feelings?
.
Laughing with sinners
Crying with angles
It's all the same
But it feels so different
.
Time goes on and nothing changes
The endless spiral
On a repeating decimal
The one number cannot increase
.
What holds us together? Will we separate after business is done?
.
Still sinking
The answer comes into view
So close
But so out of reach
.
The other is waiting
What they're waiting on
Is terribly unclear
A fogged over glass wall
.
Will we ever see each other clearly? Will this ever stop hurting?
.
So close to the bottom
The answer is found
Though unclear, it's true
Love remains