Neeeew chapter time!

Updated: 2/12/2014

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"Kendall."

"Logan…" Kendall felt a burst of emotion well up in him before he grabbed Logan and pulled him into the house, connecting their lips in a desperate, needy, kiss.

Logan stumbled into the house, his and Kendall's lips still connected as he was slammed up against the door, successfully closing it. Kendall's hands bunched into his shirt as Logan wound his fingers through his belt loops, pulling the taller teen closer to him. Their lips worked furiously against each other as their hands began to roam over the other's body.

Finally, though, they had to stop to breathe.

"What…what are you doing here?" Kendall panted out, eyes closed as he leaned his forehead against Logan's. "Or am I imagining you?"

"I'm here," Logan said softly, making Kendall open his eyes.

"How?"

"Me and a few others snuck out," Logan said quietly, toying with Kendall's shirt. "I know… I know we're not really together anymore, but… I missed you."

"I missed you too," Kendall said, shaking his head and closing his eyes. "So damn much."

"Really?"

"I know I've been kind of an ass by avoiding you, but… I knew if I saw you… I wouldn't be able to respect your mom's wishes to stay away from you."

"Love, I haven't seen my parents since I got put in there." Kendall looked at Logan in surprise then.

"Really?"

"Really. They had no right to do that. I mean, I know I'm messed up, but… I love you. You keep me sane. You're better than any medication they've ever put me on." Kendall flushed at that and linked his fingers with Logan's.

"I love you."

"I've waited months to hear you say that again. And I love you too." Kendall grinned and pressed his lips to Logan's again in the same type of desperate kiss as before; soon the two of them made their way blindly to Kendall's room.

…

James looked over at Carlos, who was humming happily along with the music that was playing quietly in the car. He smiled at him before he focused back on the road, following the car that was in front of them.

He had been invited to go with Carlos and his family on their weekend get-away, and had accepted the invitation gratefully.

He was nervous though; he had a plan that he wasn't sure if he was ready to put into action yet or not.

He glanced over at his boyfriend again, who looked at him with a wide smile.

"I love you," Carlos said, still smiling at him. James smiled at his words as a feeling consumed him.

He could tell, he was ready for this.

"I love you too."

Even if it was completely stupid.

…

The two teens were bare except for the boxers that clung to their already sweaty skin. Logan hovered over Kendall, who looked up at him with hooded, lust-filled eyes.

"Goddamn I missed you," Logan muttered, pressing kisses to Kendall's chest, working his way down his lean body. Kendall closed his eyes as he felt his boxers began to be pushed down and off his legs. It had been a while since and Logan had done anything, and he was afraid that it wouldn't be the same.

"Fucking hell," he muttered as he was engulfed by a warm mouth. He felt Logan chuckle around him before he felt fingers began to probe against him. He closed his eyes in slight pain as the first one pushed into him. As the fingers and mouth worked their magic, Kendall felt himself already getting near the edge. "Logieeeeee." Logan pulled off and arranged their bodies so he had easier access to Kendall.

"You ready?"

"Fuck yes." Logan shook his head and pressed a kiss to Kendall's lips as he pushed all the way in on one thrust.

…

James sat in his and Carlos's shared room for the weekend, lost in deep thought. He didn't even notice when Carlos walked in and joined him on the bed.

"James? Jamie? You okay?" James shook his head and blinked, finally looking at Carlos.

"Oh, hey. Yeah… yeah I'm fine."

"You sure?"

"Yeah. Just… thinking?"

"Whatcha thinkin' bout?" James smiled lightly at the playfulness in his boyfriend's words.

"Just, stuff."

"Oh." Carlos sat next to him, quiet now. "Is it bad stuff?"

"Not really…"

"Oh…kay."

"Really, it's not. At least, I don't think it is."

"You gonna tell me what it is?" James opened his mouth before he shook his head.

"I don't know if you're ready yet…"

"What do you mean?"

"Carlos, you're only 15-"

"I'll be 16 in a few weeks!"

"I know," he said, cupping Carlos's face. "Just… let me have my internal battle a little longer, okay?"

"Okay…. You know I love you though, right?"

"Yeah, I know."

…

Kendall cried out as he came, his body bucking up to meet Logan's desperate thrusts. The two of them rode out their high together before Logan collapsed on top of Kendall.

"I've missed doing that," Kendall chuckled weakly, making Logan laugh as he moved off of him.

"So have I." He looked at Kendall's clock and frowned.

"What?"

"I have to go back soon; before they notice I'm gone." Now Kendall frowned. "Will you come see me next time?"

"Depends… will you take me back for being a complete idiot?" Logan smiled and scooted closer to him, giving him a light kiss.

"I'm crazy remember? We were always together." Kendall grinned and snuggled against Logan for the brief time they had together.

…

Carlos and James were getting ready for bed when James pulled Carlos to him.

"What is it?"

"Carlos… have you ever thought of something so completely outlandish but it just felt… right?"

"May…be. You're kinda freaking me out."

"It's just… I kinda want to do something, but I know it's probably a huge mistake and my family will not be for it, except for Logan and Camille, and I don't know if you'll be for it or not..."

"James. Whatever it is, just do it."

"Carlos… I'm just afraid it'll be a big mistake."

"What will be a big mistake?"

…

Kendall followed Logan outside, where a van was waiting for him.

"You'll come see me on the next visiting day, right?"

"Yes. I love you."

'I love you too." Kendall and Logan shared a soft kiss before the headlights flashed. "I have to go."

"I wish you didn't."

"I know. I'll be out of there soon. The time will fly now I bet."

"You're an optimistic psychopath aren't you?"

"Just a bit," he said with a chuckle, squeezing Kendall's hand. "I really gotta go."

"Okay. Bye."

"Bye Love." He gave him another kiss and then got into the van. Kendall waved at him before he went inside.

He hadn't realized how much he was missing Logan until that moment.

…

"James?" James had gotten silent as he stared at Carlos. "Whatever it is, just do it."

"I don't want to lose you though."

"Well, if it's something that makes you feel like that, then don't."

"I want to though."

"Okay… Then do it?" James was silent again as he placed his hands in his hands. Carlos rubbed his back, not sure how to help his boyfriend; he had never seen him this way.

"…..me?" James had mumbled something, but Carlos didn't know what.

"What?" James looked at him, eyes determined.

"Carlos Garcia, will you…."

"Will I…?"

"….Marry me?" Carlos sat there, mouth open in surprise. "Carlos?"

"Yes."

….

I realized I wasn't doing as much Jarlos as Kogan, so I'm going to try to rectify that a bit if possible.

Thanks for reading!

-JustMe133

PS - Since I won't post/update till after Valentine's Day, I hope everyone has a fun one! [Or, happy Single Awareness Day, whichever one you prefer]