Here I am. Making out with Derek, the person I have been crushing on for months. Also a complete pessimist who can be really scarey and he can also be a total Sourwolf sometimes, but still. I have been having dreams about making out with him, and now here I am doing just that, and I am also running out of air.

I pulled away to breathe. Avoiding eye contact for as long as I could. His breathing seemed slightly unfazzed, then again he is a wolf so his lungs are probably twice as good as mine. Also the fact that he is built and exersices a ton probably helps him. I looked up at him and his eyes looked kind. Like I've never seen before.

"So..." I said calmly looking up at him, completely unable to turn away.

"So." He replied with a smile. That damn smile that has kept me up at night.

"Uhm..That was really nice. Like really nice. Like I wouldn't mind doing that again." As I said this I could feel my cheeks get warmer.

Derek smirked. "Well we can definitly do it again next time."

"Next time. There is gonna be a next time?" I couldn't help the big goofy smile that spread across my face.

"Yeah, If you want there to be."

"Hell yeah I do." Derek smiled when I said this, a big beautiful smile.

Derek sat back, he was still close to me, but no longer on top of me.

"Stiles, I'm glad you did what you did. I couldn't help the fact that I cared alot about you, but I didn't want to do anything to make you want to avoid me."

I couldn't really believe what Derek was saying, he was confessing he cared for me, the same way I care for him.

"I guess that's why I'm a more agressive or rough with you, It frustrated me that I couldn't do anything about it. So yeah, sorry about all that."

I grabbed Derek's hand when he finished talking. I smiled up at him.

"It's okay Der, no need to appoligize. I still love you all the same."

My eyes went wide for the 2nd time that day.

I just confessed my love for Derek, like actually said it. Shit, what if that weirds him out.

"After all the things that have happened in my past it's hard to love someone without the fear of getting them hurt, but I can honestly say, I love you too Stiles."

Derek leaned over a little gently kissing me on the mouth and then on my forehead.

Again my heart skipped a beat, or my new found heart murmur is getting worse.

I rested my head against Derek's shoulder and looked at the TV, School of Rock was still on, but it was almost over.

gggrgurgrggggg

My face went bright red when I heard my stomach growl.

"Man I am starving! Why am I so hungry all of the sudden?" I looked over to Derek and he already had his phone in his hand.

"Chinese Food? and It's called having the munchies."

"Hell yeah Chinese food!"

Derek chuckled and dialed the number for the local take out place. He ordered tons of food, and it got here in no time. Derek paid the man and he brought the Chinese Food into the living room where I was switching DVD's from School of Rock to Wizard of Oz.

"Wizard of Oz? Really?" Derek said as he sat down and started to eat his Chow Mein.

"Yeah, The Wizard of Oz is a great movie." I walked over and started to dig into the orange chicken. This is how the rest of the night went. We ate Chinese watched the Wizard of Oz, I sang Derek a few of the songs being silly, trying to make him laugh, (Which worked by the way.) I texted my Dad telling him I was gonna stay at a friends tonight and We fell asleep on the couch as the credits rolled and Some Where Over The Rainbow played. I nuzzled up to Derek and he had his arms around me. It was pretty much perfect.