Disclaimer: I don't own KH. But I did buy some manga. I suppose that means I own them. He he

A/N: Okay so before I start rambling on about how I feel, and how itchy my right hand is, I would like to say thanks to someone Ahem Dear Faith: Thanks for introducing me to the wonderful world of anime. Oh and how can I forget…? Yaoi Drool You're the man! X3 Alright, on with the story!

Oh and sorry it took so long, I've been busy with sleeping and school ha-ha. Fake tearnuns?

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CHAPTER FOUR:

"I can't find them… DAMNIT!"

Sora stood in the doorway of his brother's bedroom, secretly watching him. Roxas was mumbling something to himself again and turned around and glared at his brother.

"What?" Roxas sneered and tried to put on some pants, but failed and landed on his bed sideways.

"Uh…" Sora lifted his hands behind his head and leaned back a little. Grinning he said "Those are clouds pants. Oh and Breakfast is ready when you are."

Tossing the pants aside he walked out of his room, and made sure to push Sora just enough that he lost his balance, but quickly recovered. Roxas was heading to clouds room when Sora grabbed his arm and pulled him to a stop. Roxas faced his brother with a questioning look on his tanned face.

"If you know what's good for you, I wouldn't go in there." Sora pointed to clouds room just when something smashed.

"Cleary I don't know what's good for me." The blonde pushed his brother away, and slowly opened cloud's door.

"C-cloud..? Whadude. You look sick… really reallysick. It's like you have an STD, maybe VD, cold, flu, maybe even both… no, are you suffering from lack of sleep? Leon dump you? Are you hung over…? You look like a frog that's been run over a few too many times…" Roxas kept mumbling on.

After about a good ten minutes of put downs from Roxas, cloud walked past him and made his way to his beautiful awaiting coffee. He sat down at the table took a nice long sip, and put his cup down. '…like one of those nurses from silent hill, the old Willy Wonka, an inbred gorilla…' Cloud rubbed his forehead and let out a groan.

"He can't go on forever. But seriously what the fuck happened to you?"

Cloud jumped out of his chair, spit some coffee on his newspaper, and turned around. His eyes were faced with a blinding shade of turquoise, and sliver hair. "Riku. Don't you ever sneak up on me again. I will make sure to castrate you with that same key you used to get in."

"Sorry?" Riku felt like he was being watched, from the corner of his eye he could see brown hair sneaking up on him.

"RI—KU!" Sora yelled and jumped onto Riku's back. "You're early! Want some breakfast?" Sora smiled cutely and pulled on a piece of Riku's hair. Riku put Sora down on the chair at the end of the table and gave him a quick kiss on the forehead.

"Who cooked?" Riku walked over to the kitchen and looked at the stove. "Wait…" He poked at the shriveled eggs in the pan, the made his way over to the counter and poked at the French toast. He looked over his shoulder and noticed everyone was looking at him in disgust, except Sora who was off in his own little world. "What?"

"I'm not hungry anymore." Cloud said slowly.

"Wow, way to just come into the house and poke your fingers-who knows where those have been-In our breakfast, and—are you picking your nose?" Roxas added.

"I had an itch," He whipped his figure on the tea towel and sat down. "Hey so, want to go out for breakfast?"

"Sure, but don't you have to work?" Sora stated then started getting his yellow coat on.

"No, but Roxas does. And you're late." Riku grinned at Roxas who ran out the door…without his pants. "PANTS?!" Riku yelled.

Roxas ran back into the house, his face bright red. "Hah, my bad."

Sora was next out the door to start the car, and wait for Riku. "So cloud, what actually happened to you? You don't look like you. "

"Nothing I just didn't get that much sleep last night…I ran into some difficulties, that's all…" Cloud looked like he was hiding something and his eye's went all shifty.

---Last Night---

Cloud sat on his bedroom floor, just outside of his closet. He peered in looking flustered. 'No, no, no! That is just not right…' He slowly reached his hand into his closet, and pulled out a big scary, hideously repulsive, deadly, evil…Stuffed bear? 'Damn you multicolored Mr. Fuzzelkins. How am I supposed to put you in order according to color if you're all of them?! Same with you Smokey…Damn it all.' Cloud thought to himself for a second. 'Internet!' He quickly ran over to lap top and turned it on. 'We meet again Dial-Up. We will see who is slowest tonight.' It took a good 10 minutes for each webpage to load before looking at about 17852 pop-ups.

'Finally,' he thought to himself. 'I should have known all along, you go on the shelf. Clearly you bears are too smart for me—holy shit its 5:59 am. I need sleep.'

"-cloud..? Wha—dude. You look sick… really really sick. It's like you have an STD, maybe VD, cold, flu, maybe even both… no, are you suffering from lack of sleep? Leon dump you? Are you hung over You look like a frog that's been run over a few too many times…"

'Shit.'

XxxxXx

"Axe, you okay? You look demolished. Want some breakfast? It's pancakes and bacon, there is lots left Zexion didn't eat it all yet…" Demyx leaned onto the coach and poked Axel in the tummy. "Skinny! Ewy."

"No, I don't eat." Axel stared at the wall. "I don't like zoos either."

"Zoo?" Demyx squealed and turned around around, just to get verbally slapped with Zexions words.

"No. I will not go to the Zoo with you. Nor, will I eat green eggs and ham, cause' I am not Sam." Zexion said teasingly.

"I hate Dr. Zeus! You know I do! Why did you have to bring that up?" Demyx pouted and walked over to his room. "Well, don't just sit there, you have to make it up to me somehow." He pointed to his door. Zexion got up and walked into his room.

"After me, Dem."

'He is late' Axel thought to himself. 'Maybe I really did scare him off. I hope not. I feel…good when I'm around him, I've never felt this way. I think I'm going crazy, I just met him and I feel like I have known him forever. I really with I could see his cute little figure, and his blonde hair again, I wish I could loose myself in that endless blue ocean, see him knock on my window, and point at me and give me the finger… wait…" Axel snapped back into reality and got up from the couch. 'what… I must be dreaming' Axel pinched himself and rubbed his eyes. 'Nope, not a dream. Great now I look like a retard.' "Hold on, hold on." Axel yelled at the window

Axel opened the window, and let Roxas in just as he heard Zexion yell. "NO! I SAID I WILL NOT FORNICATE WITH YOU AT THIS TIME!"

"Uh, sorry." Axel said.

"It's okay. Honestly, I don't know why I'm here or why I wanted to see you so much." Roxas went red. "I mean, well…I-I"

"You wanted to see me? Me? Axel? I cant believe you feel-I mean I do believe you feel… what I mean is, I cant, I don't you… idiot." Axel sat down on the couch and rubbed his forehead. "I ment I'm an idiot. Not you Roxie- I mean Roxas."

"You can call me Roxie if you like, I don't mind really. And yeah, I did want to see you as in A.X.E.L I had it memorized. Ha" Before Roxas could finish what he was saying he was pulled down onto the couch, and his hips were being help down by Axels legs. "Axel- No! please not yet…"

Axel looked down to see a terrified blonde underneath him. He leaned down and nipped at his ear. "What Roxie, I thought you wanted to see me. Isn't this what you wanted?" He felt the smaller boy shiver under him.

"No, I just wanted to see you." Roxas whispered quietly. He was fighting hard to choke back the tears that were forming in his eyes. "I just never felt like this before. When I'm with you, I feel…I feel found. Before I met you I was, and alone. Sort of like I'm always falling away from people, I never actually felt. I was cold, and-and empty. Not complete. Don't get me wrong I don't feel completely complete when I'm with you, I just… It's nice to feel warm."

'Feel?' Axel thought to himself, 'He couldn't feel?' He slowly remover himself from the couch and the blonde. "I need a drink. Something strong," Axel moseyed his way over to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of vodka. "Want some?"

Roxas just shook his head, and watched in disgust how the red head just downed the whole glass in one gulp and poured himself another. "What are you doing?"

"Jus, watch" Axel slurred as he poured some vodka on a cloth, and brought the lighter up to it.

"I don't think you should do that, Axel…Shit!!" Roxas screamed as Axel's shirt caught on fire. He ran over to the laughing Axel and patted down his shirt with a towel found on the floor. When the fire was out he ripped Axels shirt off. As soon as his shirt was off, Axel moved his hands up to Roxas' and slowly removed it.

"Not fair if you can only take mine off, stop scowling at me, Blondie." He said then quickly lost his balance and fell to the floor, bringing Roxas down with him. "Your warm, Roxie." Axel slurred, and spit a little on Roxas' face.

"I wish I knew you better, right now I'm thinking that I do want a drink." Roxas got up, and reached for the bottle. "I hate vodka…" He closed his eyes, and chugged the rest of the bottle. Roxas was very impressed with himself for only gagging once.

"Whoa, that was genius! Wait…where you go? Are you playing naked hide-n-seek? I love that game." Axel started taking off his pants, but stopped when he felt warm, soft lips on his back.

"Don't take them off, okay?" Roxas drew lazy circles on Axels back, while they lay on the kitchen floor. "Lets go somewhere else okay?"

Axel nodded and slowly got up. "Where to?"

"Your room?" Roxas got up and followed Axel to his bedroom, both tripping over each other before getting on. "Messy." Roxas stated while looking at all the clothing spread all over the floor. Axel's walls were covered in MSI posters, and concert tickets. On his bed was a red duvet, and black pillows. Beside his bed was a stereo, with giant speakers. "You play that?" Roxas pointed to a guitar in the corner of the room.

"No that's Demyx's, he musty have left it in here when he was cleaning out his room." Axel sat on his bed and patted a place beside him. "Sit. Now. You make me nervous all standing and stuff."

Roxas nodded and sat beside Axel on the bed. Roxas looked into Axels toxic green eyes, "I like you…Lots. I think." Roxas said quietly and turned away.

Axel couldn't believe how innocent Roxas was. "I like you too…Lots. I think also?"

"Don't mock me! How dare you!" Roxas punched Axel playfully in the shoulder, which resulted in being tackled onto the bed by Axel. They both rolled around wresting on the bed for awhile before Axel had Roxas pinned.

Roxas could feel Axel's breath on his lips. He looked up into green eyes, the closed his own blue ones. He then rapped his arms around Axels' waist and pulled a little. "Kiss me." Roxas said breathlessly. "Please."

Axel was shocked form the words that came out of the blondes mouth, but was fully aware of what was just asked. "Are you sure?" Axel mentally crossed his fingers he would say yes.

"Yeah, I'm sure." That rang through Axels ears, and he gently pressed his lips against Roxas'. Axel was surprised that he was greeted with an immediate response from the smaller boy. Axel continued to kiss Roxas gently, a little moan escaped the blondes mouth, and that hit Axel like a ton of bricks. He then removed his lips from Roxas' and kissed at his neck. Roxas shivered from under Axel as he kissed the spot between where the neck meets the shoulder. Axel could feel Roxas' busy hands exploring his back, and that drove his absolutely mad. Axel then moved lower to Roxas' chest, and flicked his tongue over one of the blondes nipples.

Roxas was shocked that he got so much pleasure out of that, he arced his back making his hips grind with the red head's above him. He heard Axel let out a long loud moan, and Roxas bit his lip. He wanted more, but he was scarred. Axels hands were fumbling with Roxas' pant buttons when he heard Roxas' speak.

"Stop…" Roxas moaned.

Axel stopped what he was working on and looked up at the blonde, "What?"

"Please stop Axel. Just please, I'm not ready." Roxas looked into sad green eyes. He then leaned up and kissed Axel softly on the cheek. "Can we, um… wait?"

Axel moved away from the boy slowly, and laid beside him. "Okay, I understand. Lets just sleep." 'You have no idea how happy I am you asked me to stop…' Axel sadly thought to himself. 'You have no idea how much I understand.'

Roxas just nodded and curled up into Axels bare chest. "You're so warm. I wish I would lay here forever."

"Me to Roxie. Me to." Axel said slowly.

It didn't even take five minutes before they were out cold. Roxas curled up on Axel, and Axels arms around Roxas, and at the moment nothing mattered except each other.

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A/N: I'm very sorry it soo long to update. Also I'm sorry if there are a few thousand Boo Boo's in this I didn't really read it over. I know I know!!! I'm sorry!! I apologize if it ruined you reading. If so tell me, and I'll fix it… then you can read it again and be happy. Hopefully. –Thumbs up-

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