Justin watched Alex rest. Well, she wasn't exactly resting. She was rocking back and forth, tears streaming down her eyes as she had another nightmare.
"NO...! NO! I can't! I can't!"
He swallowed the guilt. He had done this. Regardless of his excuse, this was his handiwork. Looking down at his hands, he got the urge to cut them both off.
Having a conscience sucks.
He even feared putting a hand on her shoulder. It was almost funny; she had insisted they stop- just so she could catch her breath. He insisted he needed sleep- it was vital to restore the neurons.
Yet here they were; she was asleep, and he was resting.
Justin could no longer sleep. When he got a conscience again... over time, it's strength grew. Like an infected sore he could not help but scratch.
Every day he relived torturing his baby sister.
...
"Justin, please no, please no, I'm your sister, this is wrong!"
"Shut up, Alex."
"PLEASE!"
"RAAAH!"
"AAAAH!"
"You know what I'm doing to you right now? Do you understand what's happening to you? I want you to know what I'm doing to you, and that I feel nothing but pleasure in doing it to you!"
"Justin, please stop- I'll do anything."
"No... you won't do anything, because you're nothing. Dirt. Trash. A worthless, slutty little whore that gave herself to her own desires. Well, your big brother is are you paying attention, bitch!?"
"Justin-!"
"Did I say you could call my name? Maybe it's time to play with scissors! C'mon... I'll stick you tongue someplace fun! Won't that be nice, baby sister?"
"Please... no..."
"If you open your mouth one more time, I will stick scissors in there, and start chopping, understand?"
"Yes..."
"I just said if you opened your mouth one more time you'd get it! Are you stupid or something!?"
"No, please, I'll learn! I'm sorry!"
Justin could still hear her screams. It hurt him. To hurt her? Yet, that was not the worst part. No, it was not the memories from his past keeping him awake. It was the fact that, across from him was his beautiful, twisted, tortured baby sister, that he'd made suffer for years.
And he wanted to do it again.
