Sunday, September 27th, 6pm, the Loft.

JP just left, he did nothing all day that might suggest that I kissed him last night. I mean for someone who is supposed to be so in love with me he was doing a very good job of pretending that nothing had happened. I don't even know if I want anything to happen between us but at least I realize that things can't be the same as they were. But I guess I was kind of distracted which might be because...

I STILL HAVEN"T HEARD FROM MICHAEL!!!

I just checked my email and nothing. I know he is really busy but you think he would have time to write back to me, I mean he is the one that wanted to be friends.

I know it's really bad to think about my ex boyfriend when I am sort of getting a new one (at least I think I am we haven't really talked about it yet, which is a good thing because I don't know what I would say). But I was with Michael for a very long time and you just don't fall out of love with someone when you kiss someone else. Something that at Tina would never understand, she was online when I was checking to see if Michael had written back.

Iluvromance: Mia where have you been I have been trying to contact you!!!


FtLouie: Sorry Tina I have had a lot to think about.


Iluvromance: I KNOW I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE NOT A PRINCESS ANYMORE!!! Does this mean you don't need Lars anymore? Cos Wahim will be really upset.


FtLouie: I am still a Princess, Tina so I guess I still need Lars. But that's not what I have been thinking about

I kissed JP… Twice!


Iluvromance: YOU KISSED JP!!! Oh my god! What was it like? When did it happen? Tell me everything! This
is so romantic. This is so great now you and I and Boris and JP can go to prom together.

Tina can miss the point totally some times. Can't she see that me I am having an emotion crisis at the moment. Can't she get that my heart still belongs to someone else and that even though JP seems like the perfect guy it does not mean that I am going to get over Michael just like that. I can't tell her about emailing him back she just wouldn't understand. You don't like two guys at once in Tinaland.


FtLouie: Tina I am still getting over Michael and I am not even sure what JP and me are. I mean when JP was over here today he didn't mentions last nights kiss at all? He didn't do anything all day that would suggest that we are a couple.


Iluvromance: Don't let Michael ruin your chance for love you and JP would be so cute together.


FtLouie: I have to go I have a whole bunch of homework to get done by tomorrow.

Which is true I mean I do have a tonne of homework to do, I'm not doing it but I just can't handle another person telling me that JP and I make such a great couple. Why wasn't anyone this supportive when Michael and me got together?

My phone is ringing... Maybe it's Michael.