Saturday 4th October, 7.30am, the loft
You would think that my father of all people would understand the desperation of finding your last chance at happiness and telling them how you feel. But no that would mean that he had a heart.
So I got tired of waiting for it to be a decent hour. I called my dad. He was already up but he is a morning person.
"Dad," I said. "I need to go to Japan to tell Michael that I still love him."
There was silence for a bit then my dad gave a big sigh, I thought that this was a good sign. It turns out it wasn't.
"Mia you cannot go to Japan." Said my dad sounding really tired. "Apart from the fact that you have school, I simply cannot justify the expense. I have to go back to Genovia next week and try to clean up the mess that you made anyway."
I can't believe this.
"But dad Michael is my one true love and because I am such an idiot he has moved to the other side of the world and he doesn't know how much I love him. If I don't tell him I might lose him forever. Because even though he says that he will always love me how can I be sure if he doesn't think that I love him." I cried as I said it, why wouldn't anyone understand how important this is.
"I am sure that Michael knows that you still love him" replied my dad. "Did he ask you to come to Japan specifically?"
"Well no" I said defensively. "Not exactly, but I don't know what else to do dad!"
"Look Mia I really don't have time to deal with this. Why don't you talk to your mother about it? Or maybe you should call Michael and talk to him and maybe and I am not making any promises but maybe we could talk about you visiting him in your Christmas Break. You will still have to talk to your mother about it." Said my dad, I think he was eating breakfast as he was saying this. "Now I have to go."
"Fine" I replied "goodbye."
So that was it at least he was a bit more understanding then my mom. He did say I might be able to visit Michael at christmas time. That's just too far away, I can't wait that long I need to see him now before he thinks that I have moved on and moves on himself and then he will only love me as a friends if he doesn't already.
So now I have no more options. Well except for one but there is no way that will work. I can't do that. Oh my gosh I am going to have too.
I am going to have to call grandmere.