Saturday 3rd October, 8 am, the loft

I love Grandmere, I can't believe I am actually saying this but I do. I love Grandmere. Granted it isn't the exact result I was hoping for but it better then nothing.

"Hi Grandmere" I said in my best french.

"Oh Amelia I was wondering when you were going to call." Said Grandmere in a rush. "We have allot to discuss am I to understand that you saw it."

How did Gradmere know about the letter? Maybe my dad had told her I only got of the phone with him a little while ago but I suppose he could have called Grandmere and told her. Maybe he is starting to understand and he is telling Grandmere to work out a way for me to go to Japan.

"Well yeah I saw it that's why I am calling." I said back still a little confused. "Grandmere I have to go to Japan to see Michael." I was hoping for her to understand but I didn't expect it. I suppose I should have made up some story but there was no worries because I guess Grandmere does love me after all.

"Well I had not thought about that." She paused after she said this saying something to someone else, I don't know who and I don't care because of what she said next. "Yes that would probably work quite nicely though we will not be able to do it before the ball on Friday that is unfortunate but we could get it to the press that you are going to Japan to visit that boy. We will go to the travel agent today." Then she said something to whoever it was that was there with her. It might have been her maid.

"Thank you Grandmere that you so much." I couldn't believe my luck. "But my mom has my passport and she says I can't go because I have school." I remember what my mom had said there was no way that my mom was going to let me go to Japan for a week while school was on.

"Nonsense Amelia," replied Grandmere. "I will talk to your father and he will get your passport from your mother. Surely you can miss one week of school for the good of your future? Now I will be there to pick you up in at ten. Good bye Amelia."

"Bye Grandmere" I said as she hung up the phone.

THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!! I HAVE THE GREATEST GRANDMOTHER EVER!!!

I mean Grandmere can be a bit strange sometimes but she really came through for me. Well I better get ready. I don't know why we are going to a travel agent because wouldn't we just take the royal jet. Even if we were booking a flight wouldn't she get someone to do it. Oh well it doesn't matter because I am going to see Michael tell him that I love him and everything is going to go back to normal.

Saturday October 3rd, Just a bit later

Well this was all too good to be true wasn't. How could I ever think that my life could actually go that well. How could I think that Grandmere was actually doing something selfless?? I really am just stupid.

Well I got off the phone to Gradmere and decided that I had better get some breakfast well I went downstairs and turned on the telly because now that I can't watch Tv in my room I need to get my fix elsewhere. What was the first thing I saw when I turned on the news.

It was me, more specifically it was me kissing JP good night!

Now this freaked me out in a couple of ways. One was that in my fit of passion after receiving Michael's letter I had completely forgotten about JP and two is that there is footage of JP kissing ME!!! It's on the news. Michael is going to see this!

HE IS NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE ME OR LOVE ME AS MORE THEN JUST A FRIEND AGAIN!!!

I was glued to the television I couldn't look away. Mr G just came out of the bathroom and said good morning but I could't even reply. I continued to watch and then they had footage of JP's parents on the red carpet of whatever Charity event they had gone to and they were saying things like, "We are so lucky our son has found a girlfriend as wonderful as Mia." They even let slip that I was at there home with JP at that very moment which must have been how they had got the footage of me kissing Jp goodnight.

This was what Grandmere had meant when she has said did I see it. This whole segment made it look as though me and JP were engaged to be married. There were interviews with people from school saying that we are always hanging out together. There was even a freshman saying that he had seen us kissing on the way into school and that it had looked like true love.

This was the worst thing that could ever happen to me. Now I really had to go to Japan and I could not possibly wait for a week. Michael will think that I have moved on and then he will move on.

Why does this always happen to me? What being a freak of a princess isn't enough?

Mr G was just as shocked by what he had seen on the TV but he managed to go and try to wake my mom up while I just ran and found my journal and started to write this. I don't think that my life could possibly get any worse.

THIS IS THE WORST DAY EVER!