Saturday
Afternoon, The loft
I had a busy day, I spent the whole day on the phone. I got back from my outing with Grandmere and Mr. G had just picked up the phone as I walk in the door. I didn't even have time to sit down when he like "Mia it's for you, its Tina."
I knew that Tina would be supportive of my decisions so I answered it.
"Hey Tina," I said.
"Oh My God Mia! What happened to you?" Screamed Tina into the phone. "I thought you didn't really like JP. Are you really dating him? What was it like at his house last night? Have you heard from Lilly she's really mad she uninvited Boris and I to her party tonight. oh my god WHAT WILL MICHAEL SAY???" She said all of this really fast and without taking a breath so she had to stop for a minute to so that she wouldn't faint.
"Michael called me, this morning, before I went out and said all that stuff about JP. We had a huge fight. And well I guess I do like JP, he's there for me and Michael sure isn't. I don't know if we are really dating. I mean we haven't really talked about it. I was going to call him and maybe see if we could talk tonight." I said this slowly because it was all still so unreal to me.
"Oh that's great, you too are sooo cute together, and don't worry about Michael he will be ok. I am so happy for you." Said Tina and I new she really meant it. Because Tina would be happy for me as long as I am happy and she thinks that JP will make me happy. I guess maybe he could. He always manages to make me feel better.
"You should call him and then call me back and tell me everything." Then she hung up, I guess she was too excited to say goodbye. She was right though I needed to call JP.
I was still really scared that he would be all like, why did you say I was your Boyfriend, I'm not. Or that he would hate me for telling people about his book. I wonder what it's about.
So I called JP, and he wasn't mad in fact he was worried that I would hate him because his parents told the press that I was at his house. He is so sweet I didn't even have to ask about tonight because he suggested that I come round to his because his parents were away for the night so they wouldn't be able to give us away.
I called Tina back and she decided that she should come round and help me decide what to wear. Tina and I decided that it would be best not to tell my mom or Lars that JP's parents wouldn't be home. That way we could have the time to ourselves.
My dad called as well but I told him that I was too busy to deal with his stuff and that he would have to deal with it himself and then I hung up on him. That should show him for not caring about me because he was too busy.
So now I am just waiting for Tina to come round so that I can start getting ready to go round to JP's house. I might check my emails.
Five Minutes Later
I AM SO MAD!!! How dare he? How dare he do this to me???
I had a lot of emails, I guess that most people have seen the news, but there was one that stood out.
It was from Michael.
Mia,
I think you should watch who you trust. Listen to Lilly she's right. You shouldn't trust him. I just don't want you to get hurt. Please just watch yourself and don't do anything irrational.
Love,
Michael
How dare he?? I mean he was the one that called up and told me that I shouldn't wait for him and then he goes and tells me that I can't hook up with someone because he doesn't like him!
What right does he have? And then he signs it love like I am just going to forgive him just like that and love him all over again. Well it's not going to work. I am going to show him that I am not just going to forgive him and sit here waiting for him because he tells me too.
I have spent most of my teenage life doing everything I can for Michael and all I ever wanted in return was to be able to smell his neck. But he couldn't even do that for me. He had to move all the way to the other side of the world. Where there is no chance that I can smell his neck. And then he breaks up with him because we need to grow up. Well I will show him who is grown up.
I am so grown up that I am going to write a novel and I don't even need my journal anymore. I am going to throw it out. It's all about him anyway and I don't care about him anymore so why do I need it.
I have to focus on my novel anyway. If both Lilly and JP can write a novel in high school then I should be able too.
I'm going to JP's house because I choose to not because I have permission to do so.
GOODBYE JOURNAL!