Friday 9th October, The bathroom of hell!

I hate him, I honestly hate him.

I HATE MICHAEL MOSKOVITZ!

He opened the door to my cubicle because I had forgotten to lock it after my mom had gone. Lars was supposed to be watching at the door anyway.

We both just stared at each other for a moment because wow, we hadn't seen each other for a long time and well the last time we did see each other wasn't exactly the best. I had a flash back to a look on Michael face when he had seen me kiss JP.

Still he was there and my heart did that skippy thing that it does whenever I see him. He was so close after being so far away, I just wanted to jump on him. But then it all wend down hill, here's what happened.

Michael: Why did you invite me here?

Me: I didn't

Michael: Who else would have sent me an invite as well as a ticket back home?

Me: It must have been Grandmere…

Michael: Your grandmother hates me there is no way she would go to all the trouble to get me here.

God he it hot when he is angry. Kind of like Spike from Buffy, except with out the whole violent sex thing.

Mia: Why would I invite you? You said you didn't want to be with me!

Michael: Well maybe you did it to humiliate me or to get back at me for something you think that I have done. Like some how we are even if you bring me here to watch you parade your toy boy around in front of me. I just didn't think you would do something like this, I thought… Never mind.

Mia: It wasn't me IT WAS GRANDMERE! I didn't even know you were going to be here until I saw you when I walked in.

Michael: Your grandmother doesn't hate me that much. Anyway even after you saw me you still danced with that Ahole!

Mia: What was I supposed to do? Let go of JP and run over to you. YOU BROKE UP WITH ME!

Michael: For good reason too, I knew there was something going on with you two.

Mia: THERE WAS NOT!!! And you know it…

Michael: Anyway you broke up with me first!

Mia: Not this again, I was just upset, like you knew I would be… That's why you didn't tell me about the Judith thing to start with. I'm not the one that MOVED TO JAPAN!

Michael: I moved for you, I did everything for you. And it didn't seem to take you very long to move on. I have barley been gone a month.

Mia: What was I supposed to do wait around for you, even you said that wasn't fair. You didn't wait around for me. You slept with Judith because you couldn't wait for me!

Michael: That was before we were going out, before I even knew that you liked me. This is different.

Mia: What's so different about it? We weren't together then and we aren't together now. Why did you even come back? You knew I was with JP.

He looked at me with both disgust and love at the same time and then walked out. I was left to my anger which was slowly fading into regret. I couldn't handle the pain. But the anger I could handle. I can't handle loving Michael, so I decided to hate him instead.

Again I am alone sitting on a toilet my only company this stupid ratty journal. I don't think that things are ever going to go back to normal. There is no way that Michael would ever forgive me after tonight. You know what I don't care, I am not going to let Michael ruin my night.

My mom came in, she must have seen Michael leave. She gave me a glass of champagne which I downed in one go. I told her that I had to freshen up and that I would be out in a minute. She wasn't really keen to leave me, I think she might have been regretting giving me that glass but she left.

No I feel kind of light headed. I think it must be from all the crying. I am sick of crying. I am no determined to have a good time. We are supposed to be celebrating Tina's birthday anyway, it was too bad that Prince William couldn't make it. I am going to show Michael how much I don't need him.

I think I'll go get another glass of champagne.