Saturday 10th October, the Moskovitz's apartment

He found me!!! Michael found me. I don't know how but somehow he knew where I was.

I was hiding in the corner of the penguin house at the zoo and I was seriously freaking out. I thought that everyone was staring at me, which they probably were. I mean I was wearing a ball gown.

I thought that it was all over because I heard someone yell my name. I thought that the reporters had found me and that I was all alone and no one could protect me.

Then I saw him, pushing his was through the crowd and he looked so handsome. He was my knight in shining amour, my Tristan to his Isolde, the Romeo to my Juliet and he had come to rescue me. I know that was not in the best state of mind but I seriously think that he must be my guardian angel or something.

He rand over to me and the look on his face said everything. He bent down and put his arms around me. From that moment I didn't care what was happening because it didn't matter. I could SMELL MICHAELS NECK AGAIN and it smelt just as good as I remembered.

I just buried my head into my neck, someone else screamed my name but I didn't care because I knew that everything was going to be alright. When I am in Michael's arms nothing can hurt me. He lifted me up and carried me away. It really was like something out of a movie.

He got me out of the zoo and put me in a cab and took me back to his house. His parents are still away they decided to extend their trip and go from Japan to Australia. I didn't know how I would deal with my parents so Michael said he would call my mom for me. I was sitting in his living room when Lilly walked in. She looked kind of upset about something.

"Sorry," she said kind of quickly. "I should have told you, it's just…"

I didn't know what she was going to say but I wasn't really worried because she was here and I really needed my best friend, because even after everything that had happened between us at least I knew that I could trust her. She would never hurt me like JP did.

"It's just," she continued. "I mean you get everything, I know you don't want it and that it's not all that it's cracked up to be but still. I just want to be noticed sometimes. I thought I would be happy to be the woman behind your success but the thing is that you don't need me. I mean look what you did for your country. That was just so cool."

"You're a really hard act to follow. I guess it just all got too much for me. I really loved JP, and I know it was stupid and I found out what he was doing but he told me that he thought he was falling in love with me, so I didn't tell you. Even though I really wanted too, I was just exited because he didn't like you. I thought he was in love with you, so I tried to make him hate you. I mean I only made that stupid sight because he wanted to."

"WHAT" I said sitting bolt upright. That was it I am going to kill JP, I can't believe he told Lilly he was falling in love with her and then he said he was in love with me. He is a lying ass. I hope that Lars kills him.

"That was his idea," I continued.

"But Mia," said Lilly. "I went along with it. I should have told you as soon as I found out but I was just so happy and I was in the kind of crazy world where JP was everything. And then he broke up with me and I wanted to tell you but I was really nervous because I thought that you would hate me for going along with it. Then you kissed him and I hated you because I thought you had stolen him from me."

"I shouldn't have kissed him," I said.

"It was an accident," she said tears starting to fall from her eyes. "You didn't know what he was like because I didn't tell you. I should have told you even after that. But I was just so mad. I was more then mad I was jealous."

"Why would you be jealous of me?" I said my face wet with tears. "I am such a retard, I should have seen this coming. I should have stood by you anyway, even if I didn't know how bad JP was. He hurt you Lilly and that should have been enough to make me hate him. Oh Lilly I'm so sorry."

"No I'm sorry," said Lilly throwing her arms around me. "I am the worst friend ever."

We were sitting there crying, hugging each other and apologizing when Michael came in. He looked so majestic standing in the doorway.

"Sorry," he said looking uncomfortable. "I didn't mean to interrupt. I'll just be in my room."

"No you stay where with Mia," said Lilly standing up quickly. "I have to call Tina and tell her that Mia is alright." With that she walked out of the room. I could have hugged her or killed her for leaving me alone with him. I knew we needed to talk but I really wasn't ready to deal with reality yet.

He is just so handsome, I mean the way he came and rescued me it was fantastic, but I mean he was still going to be in Japan. And he is going to be there for a long time. There was no point

It was awkward for a moment. Michael was just standing there looking all Henry VIII. Before he got fat and grew his beard of course. We just stared at each other for a bit and I figured that I should probably say something.

"Do you want to sit down," I said. It was a stupid thing to say I mean it's not like it's even my chair it's his. I just offered him his own chair I am such an idiot.

"Umm I'm alright, "he said trying to be polite. " Are you? Alright I mean?"

I thought about it for a minute, was I alright?

"I've been better," I said which was true.

"That's good," he said. There was silence for a minute then he added, "I called your mom. She is ok with you being here but she wants you to call her."

I do fell bad, I do want to see my mom. It's just that if I talk to my mom and I go home then this all becomes real and I don't want to deal with reality at the moment. In reality Michael will have to go back to Japan soon and I just can't think about that right now. I wish I had Fat Louie to hug though, I could really use a hug from someone who is always there for me.

What I really want is for Michael to hug me, but that's not going to happen. I mean he still lives in Japan, which is like ages away. So I know that all the issues that we had before are still there but still. I guess I still know there is no way that we can work as a couple, at least until he comes back from Japan and who knows when that will be.

He looked so hot and I was kind of sick of waiting for him to kiss me. I mean he had rescued the Princess isn't this where he is supposed to claim his prize. It just got all too much and the silence was so awkward that I did something that a month ago I never would have done. I stood up walked over to him and kissed him.

It felt so nice to be close to him again, but then I started to freak out because when I pulled away he had this weird confused look on his face. OMG! What if he is no longer attracted to me and he only rescued me because I am one of his sister's friends. Maybe he just felt sorry for me.

But then he looked at me and smiled, I guess he must have seen that I was starting to get worried. Then he did the best thing ever!

HE KISSED ME!

ON THE MOUTH!!!

It was so good to kiss him again, it was like everything was ok and nothing in the world could touch me. After a while Lilly came into the room so we had to stop kissing. Which was kind of good thing because I excused myself and went to the bathroom so that I could write all this down. So that I could remember that sometimes good things do happy.

I guess I should call my mom. I just don't want this to end!