Sunday 11th October, 11pm, the loft

I have had the worst and the best weekend ever! I just can't believe it.

Ok so yesterday I cam out of the bathroom and I called my mom, she told me that the reporters had found out where we lived. I wonder who told them, NOT! She said Mr G took Rocky to his parents until this all cools down and she was just waiting for me to call. She wanted to come see me and I felt bad so I said that she could. After I asked Lilly if it would be OK, it is her house after all.

Lilly told me that Tina was coming round because there was nothing she could do to stop her. Which I have to admit was kind of good because I sat there with Tina (with Wahim of course), Boris (he had come with Tina), Michael, Lilly, mom, and Lars (he had come with my mom) and I found out in pieces what had happened. Oh and mom had brought Fat Louie with her, so I was with all of the people I cared about most, apart from my dad, Mr G and Rocky of course.

After we had got all the hello's and the hugs and my mom had called the Moskovitz's to see if it was alright for all of us to stay there for a few days. They said it was alright and that they were having a great time in Australia, which they said, was surprisingly more cultured then they had thought. Then we sat down and I asked the question I had be burning to ask since I had first seen that Newspaper article.

"He can't actually publish that book can he?" I said with more hope then I actually felt. Everyone kind of averted their eyes.

"Well," said my mom. "Your father is doing everything that he can to stop it but because of the country that we live people are kind of free to say what they want especially if what they are saying is true and they have the proof to back it up."

"What kind of proof does he have??" I asked because I really didn't know I mean he was my friend and people knew that we hung out but I mean stuff that people have seen happen wouldn't make for much of a book because everyone knows it.

"A lot of it is public knowledge," said Lilly because my mom didn't seem to know what to say. "Like how you became a princess and stuff that the press has witnessed. Even you told everyone that you were dating. And well he has a whole bunch of notes that you too sent to each other, and internet conversations. So really there is not much that your father can do and if you try to block it only more people will read it."

"We aren't even going to try to block it???" I was starting to freak out, I mean they can't let him publish it they just can't.

"Mia," said my mom. "Your father is doing everything he can. We will know more on Monday, there is no use worrying about it when there is nothing that we can do."

Yeah easy for her to say she is not the one who has her personal life written about her in a book by her ex boyfriend.

"It'll be alright Mia," it was Michael who had spoken and it sounds silly but I believed it. Michael always makes me feel better…

"And anyway JP got what he deserved," said Tina with a smile on her face.

"What happened?" I asked. "Did you find him Lars?"

"No Princess I didn't but I someone did," said Lars with a smirk on his face.

"WHO?" I screamed with anticipation.

"Lana," said Tina trying to hold back her laughter. "Let's just say that you should read the paper in the morning."

"She was not very happy with JP," added Boris.

Even Michael had a smile on his face and I could not wait to see the paper.

I love Lana!

Oh an apparently JP had told the papers about the night we had had but everyone else had denied it. I mean everyone not just the people that I know. But everyone who was at the party and everyone who JP had said was out with us after the ball. He now looks like a liar and a fake and all the papers.

So then after we talked for a while mom said that she was going to go and see Mr G, I should really call him Frank but doesn't it just sound weird. So she left and she left us some money to order some Pizza and said that Lars had to stay with us. But that was cool because I kind of felt safer with him anyway. He was pretty cool about it he just sat in the living room with Wahim watching re-runs of old war movies and told me to stay away from the balcony so that no one could spot me.

It was great I had a really awesome night, we watched all four of the Die Hard movies in a row. We even stopped and attempted to act out the really awesome parts. Lars and Wahim even joined in they made really good European terrorists. We ordered Pizza, just cheese for me because for the first time in a while I didn't feel like eating meat.

At about ten o'clock at night Tina and Boris left and went home, to separate homes of course it's not like Mr Hakim Baba would let Tina have a boy sleep over. Her curfew isn't until midnight but I am pretty sure that she and Boris just wanted to make out for a while before they had to leave.

Then it was just me Lilly and Michael, it was like things were back to normal. Lars went to bed I think he has had a long day because I have a feeling that he may have been tailing me last night. So Michael, Lilly and I sat on their parent's bed and talked about who we would choose if it was the end of the world and we had to choose a partner.

After a while Lilly said that she was going to go and read and that I could stay up as late I wanted but she needed her beauty sleep. After she left it was kind of weird to be alone with Michael again seeing as the last time we were we had made out. But there was a question that was I had been waiting to ask since I had seen him standing there at the ball.

"Why did you come back?" I asked looking at him in the eye.

"Don't you know Mia," he said taking his hand in mine. "I love you Mia, I always have and I always will."

"I love you too," I said because I did, I really did love him more then I could ever see myself loving anyone else.

"But we can't do this," he said with sadness in his eyes.

"I know," I said, because I did as much as I loved him I knew that he had to build his robotic arm and I was always going to freak out while he was there. Boris was right there was no way that I would wait for him and it has nothing to do with the fact that I don't love him, it's just sometimes love isn't enough.

"Can we," he said looking hopeful. "Can we just pretend for the night that I don't have to leave in the morning?"

"I'd like that," I said smiling. So we kissed and we held each other as if we would never leave. We didn't do it, I'm not going to do it with a guy who I am not even going out with. It was the first time that I had really wanted to though, but Michael said that we shouldn't and he was right. But it was nice just to sleep next to him, I felt safe.

He left early this morning and I think that it was harder to watch him go this time then it was the last time. I didn't cry but it was really hard, I didn't go to the airport with him because I didn't want to cause anymore trouble. I guess I am ok with the fact that we aren't together and it is nice to know that he loves me. I know that one day he will be back and maybe if he hasn't met a hot geisha girl, then we can maybe go out on a date some time.

Lilly says that she thinks I am being very mature about it all, even though then minute Michael left the apartment I started to cry and I didn't really stop for a good few hours. When Lilly could stop me crying she invited Tina around and Lung Su and Perin and Shameeka, she even invited Lana and they all tried to cheer me up.

They did sort of I mean Tina was all sorry because of the whole telling me to date JP thing and Lilly was really sorry for not telling me about JP's book. I guess I forgive her I mean if she had kissed Michael apart from being gross because they are related I would have hated her. So then I was all sorry to Lilly for not standing by her when she needed me.

I didn't really cheer up until I saw the paper which Lana had kindly brought a copy of.

On the front page was a photo of JP NAKED!!!

That's right NAKED!

It turns out that Lana happened to run into JP just after she had seen a newspaper. She went up to him told him that what he was done was so cool and she was only using me to get in the paper but she now realized that he was so much cooler then me. Well I said that no boy could resist Lana and I was right because she totally convinced him to go into a bathroom in a department store with him and take of all of his clothes, then she left him there naked in the girls toilet and went and told the press where to find him.

He tried to run out discretely and find something to wear but he was greeted by the flashing of cameras!

LANA IS SO COOL! I wish I had to guts to do something like that.

It was the funniest thing ever and the best thing was that they also had a picture of Lana kissing JP (I am ok with it because it was in the name of revenge) and they were calling him shallow and heartless and there was this totally cute picture of me looking all upset which they must have had from when I had just broken up with Michael.

They had interviews with a bunch of my 'fans' all of them saying that they hated JP for cheating on my and that they would never read that book because he was a liar so there was no way that anything in there was going to be true. Really seeing JP naked and humiliated on the front page of a major newspaper was the best gift anyone could have given me.

We spent the whole day laughing at JP there was even footage of him on the

news, which we taped so that we could watch it over and over again. We ate ice – cream and everyone told how they were sure that me and Michael would get back together when he comes back from Japan. Tina even suggested that maybe he might finish the robotic arm thing a lot quicker then he thought and be home for Christmas.

Lilly said that it would most probably not happen, but when she saw my face she added that he might come home for the break anyway. After I while I really wanted to go home and the good news was that I could. Some one had leaked to the press that I lived somewhere else and that I would be staying at the Four Season, I have a feeling it might have been Lana again.

So now I am at home and I'm thinking about everything that has happened to me. I am also thinking that this is the last page in my journal and I don't think that I am going to need another one. I think it's time I rely on something else… for a while anyway.

I do hate JP, but I guess I kind of feel sorry for him that he had to do that and I am really glad that me and Lilly are friends again. I mean I kind of don't feel right if I am not friends with her.

Michael will still be on a plane but he said that he would call me when he got there. I will really miss smelling his neck but I think I can spare it when it's for such a good cause. I love Michael and it will be weird to not be with him, but I know that he loves me and one day he will be mine!

The end!