It took Kurt a good ten minutes to move from his seat and go home after Blaine left. He grabbed his sketchbook from his bedroom and curled into the corner of the sofa, idly sketching onto the page. Drawing was something he'd randomly started doing for fun when he got bored - which was quite often - and he'd become fairly good at it. It wasn't until there was a knock at his door a few hours later that Kurt realised that he'd been drawing Blaine.
He dragged himself up, leaving his book open on the sofa, and opened the door. The second the door was open, he was being pulled forward and there were a pair of familiar lips on his own. They pulled away a few minutes open, but Kurt kept his eyes closed for a few minutes, afraid to open them in case everything was a dream.
"Blaine?" He breathed hopefully, opening his eyes and meeting hazel eyes.
"Can I come inside?" He asked, his teeth chattering. "It's pouring down, in case you haven't noticed.
Kurt looked up and realised that there was a full on rainstorm outside, and Blaine looked like a drowned rat. He pulled the boy inside and closed the door, realising that he, too, was wet.
"You look ridiculous," Kurt laughed. "Do you want to go take a shower?"
Blaine nodded, his whole body trembling. "Yes please."
For the first time since he'd lived there, Kurt turned on the heating in his apartment while Blaine showered. He heard the water turn off and suddenly the bathroom door was opening, Blaine's head peeking out.
"Um...Kurt?" He trembled. "I need some clothes...and a towel."
Kurt looked at him confusedly for a few moments before jumping off the sofa. "Oh!" He exclaimed, grabbing some of his pyjamas and a towel. "Sorry, I keep nothing in there because it's so small so I kind of forgot..." He said, handing them to Blaine.
"Thank you." Blaine said, putting his head back in and shutting the bathroom door again.
Kurt went and changed into some clean pyjamas while Blaine got changed, and when he went back to the living room, he found Blaine sitting on the sofa with unruly wet curls, his sketchbook on his lap. He went and sat down next to him, unsure of what to say.
"Did you draw this?" Blaine asked, looking up at him. Kurt nodded in reply. "You're really talented." He said, staring back down at the drawing.
"Thank you," Kurt replied. "We, um...we should probably talk."
Blaine nodded, closing the sketchbook and putting it on the arm of the sofa. "So..."
"You kissed me." Kurt said.
"Yeah..." Blaine breathed. "I...I've been thinking about it all day, and I couldn't...I couldn't get the thought of being with you out of my head. It could possibly be the worst decision of my life, but I know that if I don't try being with you then I'll just regret it."
"So, what are you trying to say?"
"I want to be with you," Blaine said. "But can we just...start over? Pretend that none of this ever happened?"
Kurt smiled and nodded. "I'd like that."
"And about what you said earlier...about the feeding thing," Blaine said. "I can't ask you to change your lifestyle like that, Kurt. You can't change your whole life for me."
"It's not for you," Kurt said. "I mean, it is, but...it's for me too. I know that killing innocent people is never going to feel right, and I'm going to feel guilty every time I do it."
Blaine smiled, crawling onto his knees and leaning forward to press another kiss to Kurt's lips. "Thank you."
Kurt shook his head. "Thank you," He said. "For giving me a chance, even though I probably don't deserve it."
"You're not a bad person, Kurt," Blaine said. "You've made mistakes, yes, but who hasn't?"
"I killed my dad," Kurt pointed out, tears pooling in his eyes. "That's a pretty huge mistake to make."
"Do you regret it?" Kurt nodded in reply. "Exactly. It was a long time ago, Kurt. You need to learn how to forgive yourself."
Kurt nodded, wiping his eyes and sniffling before letting out a little chuckle. "I don't think I've ever cried so much before," He said, looking up at Blaine with a smile. "You're a terrible influence on me." He teased.
Blaine laughed, shaking his head and leaning back in to kiss Kurt once again.
