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Kate smiled at Lawerence as she headed for the front door, "Thank you Lawrence", " I just want mum to be happy" Kate smiled.
Kates heart was full to bursting at how much she had fallen in love with this boy, with this whole family as she put her key into the lock and headed straight for the bedroom, lawerence cautiously in tow.
As Kate opened the door she heard the faint sobs of Caroline from the bed, she felt a pang on guilt, she knew Caroline wasn't totally in the right but ultimately it was Kate that had caused this.
"GO away" came a sob from under the duvet
"Caroline" Kate spoke gently scared of her reaction.
she saw the figure sit up and face her, her face red blotched her hair a mess un brushed, her make up smeared from the tears but still she was so beautiful.
"Caroline ".
Caroline jumped from the bed and ran at Kate, leaping on her leaving the floor behind her, as her legs wrapped around her waist her lips found her lovers. The desperate need for contact, for reassurance as they held onto each other for dear life.
Lawrence smiled to himself, dismissing himself Shutting the door.
Kate pushed Caroline onto the bed "we should talk" .. She stuttered "I love you Kate, do you love me?" their eyes so deeply connected "more than anything". Their lips met again more passionately more hungrily "then talking can wait".
Kate agreed opening Caroline's dressing gown she pushed her flush against the bed her mouth finding Caroline's naked chest, letting her lips caresses her moist flesh. She felt Caroline's breathe catch in her throat her back arch as Kate's hand found her centre and wasted no time in gently teasing. Caroline pulled at Kate's trousers after removing her blouse, taking Kate's nipple onto her mouth and pushing her hands roughly into her jeans.
she felt Kate Shake as her hand connected with her sensitive folds, Caroline screamed out her name as Kate pushed her self eagerly inside her deep folds, feeling her buck at her hand, her eyes locked into battle. Their lips tenderly connecting over and over again to heal the pain. As Kate kissed Caroline's ear letting her warm breathe tickle her skim, she hovered above Caroline's ear and whispered " were forever" toppling Caroline over the edge as she came hard.
Her body slowly recovered and her own assault began taking Kate's nipple into her hot wet mouth, nipping gently as her fingers roughly worked across her clit and snaked inside her centre. She felt delicious fiction as Kate's jeans held her hand flush to kates throbbing centre, Kate's walls convulse around her fingers thrusting them in harder deeper, watching as Kate's eyes rolled back in pleasure before she came hard.
Kate let her finger tips trail over Caroline's exposed flesh feeling her body quiver under her sensual touches. "I love you Kate, I'm sorry I should have talked to you. I was just over whelmed i needed time". Kate nodded "I know you well enough to know you would talk to me when you were ready I shouldn't have left".
"Kate I felt like I'd died inside knowing you had left, life wasn't worth living I... Can't ... Be .. With..out...you. She sobbed as Kate pulled her closer "Caroline I love you, with or without a baby I'm so sorry I shouldn't have put such pressure on you. I need you I love you".
Caroline slowly helped Kate from the last of her clothes as she settled under the duvet facing each other, naked and entwined together. They slept the first time either had slept properly since they had been parted. Two halves of a whole.
As they woke several hours later, caroline pulled Kate closer scared she had dreamt it! As she ran her hands down her soft skin, taking in her smell hardly daring to believe it was reality after 3 days of the same dream only to be bit by a ton of bricks when she awoke to find Kate still absent.
Kate woke to a gently weeping Caroline against her chest "hey Caroline it's ok.." "Kate it scares me..." Caroline looked up at Kate soft tears in her eyes "what scares you sweetheart". Caroline looked away "it scares me that you define my happiness it scares me I'm not in control of myself. I need you to love, to be happy you complete me. It physically hurts inside to be apart from you and that scares me. What if you hadn't come..back if you hadn't wanted me anymore."
"why didn't you come to find me?" Kate asked a little saddened "I thought you couldn't love me anymore". Caroline looked away "I thought you wouldn't want me, you left, I thought I'd hold you back if I couldn't give you what you want and need and most of all... I though I didn't deserve you and you'd maybe be better without me". Caroline was now holding her knees In a protective shell she really had never learnt how to express herself it made her feel so vulnerable.
"Caroline how can you honestly believe that, Kate pulled at her shoulder to pull her close as Caroline flinches a way a little "you left". She almost shouts angry now, angry that being in love has caused her such pain And anguish.
Kate watches her "so did you" her voice a little raised but level... "Not for good, just for some air, I didn't take my things I was coming back". Kate nodded "I panicked I was upset" "me too" Caroline turned to face her as their eyes met they smiled at each other both in the wrong, both emotionally inept.
"what made you come back?" Caroline smiles softly as she feel Kate's hand on her thigh knowing she's not going anywhere now.
"The reason I left" Kate smiled, Caroline looked at her confused what had she miss understood now "children" Kate spoke confidently.
Caroline sat up straighter she didn't understand, Kate leant closer seeing her confusion "Lawrence, your son. Is an amazing young man and loves you more than words". Kate watches her eyes sparkle in pride of someone complementing her son, knowing the truth in her words. "What did he say? She sakes timidly almost scared to know She is fully aware the hell he must have endured the last few days, but she couldn't pull herself together how ever hard she tried.
"He said that I'd promised to love and take care of you and I had failed, he told me I had turned everyone's lives upside down and then left when the going got tough. She poked Caroline in the rib slightly smoothing her hair on her head taking the tension away.
"Lawrence told me how since i left left you've cried yourself to sleep every night, Caroline looks up at her, her eyes watery again.. and he listened and then cried himself to sleep because he felt your heart breaking and couldn't make you happy again. It broke my heart to hear him say it. ... ". The tears flowing freely now "oh poor Lawrence he's not had much luck with fucking useless parents like me and john".
Caroline looked thoughtfully at Kate's kind face, the compassion of her sons pain for her and sighs " I didn't know he heard me...". Caroline's sadness returned as Kate wiped a fresh tear from her face.
"He was right Caroline, I over reacted and I caused more pain. I can't bear the thought of any of it, I want you baby or no baby and I'm just grateful I have the boys a well As you".
Caroline's sparkle returned she felt safer she felt happier every moment she was close to Kate. "I've been thinking I don't mind having a baby, I mean I want to. If it will make you happier it will make me happy". Kate smiled "thats sweet Caroline, but let's leave it for a while have a think and we talk about it then, see how we feel".
"All I know is I want you to be happy and with me for us all to be happy" Kate kissed her mouth gently pulling her in closer. "I am happy" her hands skimming over her silk flesh "I'm going to show you how much I love you until Im too exhausted to move" she watched as Caroline flashed those amazing blue orbs at her and her beautiful smile as was almost undone in that second.
Kate moved closer to take her to highs only Kate could take her too, as she heard a scared whispered "please don't ever leave me, I wouldn't survive" Caroline's voice fragile exposed. Their eyes locked again the shared love so apparent so deep "I don't think I could if I wanted to which I don't ever... I'm yours Caroline, always and only yours".
Their bodies pressed together less urgently more passionate and love filled, as they contiued their assault on each other's body until the sheets lay floor bound and their hair a mess, their bodies flushed and their senses drained as climax after climax took over them in a love endured haze of euphoria.