A/N: Let's see how Bella deals with the break-up. Better or worse than Jake?
Rated M for Violence, Coarse Language and Sexual Content
I do not own anything
The Blood Of A Chaste Warrior
Chapter Nineteen
As I lay down on my bed I couldn't help feel so empty, stupid accident, with a broken leg, bruised ribs. I just want Jacob here with me. I've never felt so alone.
JPOV
I've never felt this numb, as I lay on my bed looking at a picture of Bella from the Winter Formal. I looked at it and smiled. She always looked beautiful even without a dress, she means everything but this feeling I can't bury.
"Yo Jake!" Paul called
I groaned Paul had become a new addition to the Black household, he is dating my sister Rachel. Who knows what Rachel sees in him but if she's happy then I might as well call him brother in-law.
"Go away," I groaned
"Come on Jacob you've been in your room for two weeks even your mom's getting worried,"
"Well this is how I feel when you break-up with the love of your life,"
Paul came over and sat on the ground next to me
"That bad,"
"I can't get her out of my head,"
"Then go see her you idiot,"
"I can't,"
"Why the hell not," Paul scoffed
"Because, she might not want to see me and I don't feel like getting shot as soon as I hit their porch,"
"But you love her, I see the way you look at her, to be honest I was jealous,"
"Paul Lahote jealous that's a first," I chuckled into my pillow
"Hey, I was I mean you had smoking hot Bella, she's beautiful, smart, not to mention a kick ass in Judo, and genuine and she's everything a guy would want in a girl. I don't think you want to let her go as much as you want to,"
"I don't I love her," I sat up "She means the world to me and I just don't want her getting in the crossfire when Sam is around,"
"That's too late but you can change that, you can be three steps ahead,"
"I don't know how Paul because every time I turn around its game over,"
"It doesn't have to be,"
"What do you mean?" I questioned
Paul got up
"Well the council member, also Quil's mom who we got a hold of is going to replace him and she knows about Sam, they went to college after he was banned here. But first you need to go see Bella and get your fucking shit together,"
I got up and smiled wiping my eyes
"Thanks Paul,"
"No problem, now go take a goddamn shower so you can win Bella back,"
After my shower we stopped by a flower shop and got flowers and then Paul drove me to Bella's house
"Thanks again,"
"No problem, if you need anything I'll be patrolling in the woods,"
I nodded and got out of the car when I got to the front porch I breathed in and knocked I heard faint movement then the door opened Bella appeared her leg brace behind the door, she looked even more beautiful without the make-up and accessories
"Jacob," she breathed
"H-h-hi," I stammered
I looked in her beautiful brown eyes and couldn't help feel that the memory of why I love her so much is because she is who she is doesn't have to be beautiful or wear the most popular thing on the market.
"Hi." she whispered
"Look can we-
She started and we laughed
"No go first," I smiled
"Would you like to come in?"
I nodded
"How have you been?" I asked
"Good, y'know resting, but hate being behind on homework."
"Look Bella-
At the same time she said "Look Jacob-
We laughed again and I stood in front of her
"I'm sorry," I said
"For what?"
"Breaking your heart I promised you I wouldn't and I let you down, but I love you and I want to be with you, I just don't want to see you get hurt again,"
"Jacob I love you too but you can't keep hovering over me like I'm a doll,"
"I know. I want to be with you but I can't and it's hard,"
"Jacob,"
"It's harder for me to deal with him when you're in the middle and I can't put you through that," I said tears slowly starting to surface
BPOV
Once I saw that Jacob was crying I started crying. His pain was ultimately my pain
"I can't do this, I came here to get back together because I miss you, and I've felt so out of place without you,"
I cried even more
"You're the most beautiful and well-driven, enthusiastic, feisty woman I have ever met," he confessed
He came forward stroking my cheek
"I can't," he whispered he dropped the flowers and went outside
I quickly limped following him outside, it started pouring rain
"Jacob! Please stop!" I yelled
He stopped and turned his short hair flattening by water, he came and held me through the downpour
"Please don't do this not again," I whispered crying
Jacob started crying even more
"I'm sorry," he whispered
He slowly walked to the truck and went in he started the engine and slowly drove away. I cried and slumped my way inside I walked upstairs and slumped on my bed feeling number than ever. I curled up into a ball and cried myself to sleep.
CPOV
When I got home I saw it was dark, I edged slowly upstairs and heard crying.
"Bella?" I whispered
She kept crying, I opened the door a crack and saw she was facing the window and her figure was shaking.
"Jacob," she cried
I slowly closed the door and went to my room, I got the box Renee had given me the day before she died, I unlocked it and there was a letter. I opened it
Dear Charlie
I know we never got a chance to talk about my past with Sam, but just make sure he does not destroy, the line because there won't be anyone to protect the next. Bella is a Warrior of Light her hair turns Blond because of her destiny. Her protector is Jacob Black make sure she is under his protection. Do not forget that my father is always available; I know you two have never been on best terms but this is our daughter and she needs to know when to be strong. Call my dad, I love you Charlie. If this is my last words to you remember that you were always been the one and only.
Love Renee Bellatrix Swan
I closed the letter and searched in the box there was a number I sighed and dialed it
"Hello," A gruff voice said
"Hello Abraham,"
"Well, well if it isn't Charlie Swan,"
"Yes."
"Come to finally talk about your daughter,"
"Yes,"
"When do you want me to take her?"
"The sooner the better," I whispered
"I will be over in eight hours," Then he hung up