A/NWant to apologise loads as I am doing to my readers from my other fics. I am so so sorry it has taken me so long to update. Everything has been so hectic of late, and if you are still with me, it means the world. I hope this chapter has been worth the wait. I know it's been a while, but I am definitely going to aim for lots more regular updates from now on.

BIG WARNING: THIS CHAPTER WILL INCLUDE MENTIONS OF RAPE AND VIOLENCE. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ, PLEASE DO NOT READ IT, YOU CAN JUST PM ME FOR THE GIST OF THE CHAPTER.

NIKITA'S POV

"Hello Nikita"

Those words cut through me as I stood glaring at the bastard that made my life a living hell. He hadn't changed a bit, just a litle bit older. He raised an eyebrow at me.

"What the fuck do you want?" I snarled. He tutted at me.

"Now, now, play nice"

"What part of your sick mind would make you think I want to play nice with you?" I snapped. He moved closer to me, and I moved back, effectively trapping me against the wall. He smirked as we both realised that I was helpless. He placed his hands either side of me, trapping me further

"Well, for one, you can't go anywhere, and two, you always played nice for me, remember?" he smirked. I raised my hand to slap him, and he grabbed my wrist.

"Tut, tut Nikita, I only want to talk"

"What about?" I asked quietly. I don't easily get scared, but there is something about him that shakes me to the core.

"You, how've you been Nikita? It's been a long time since we last saw each other. How's Alex? Or even better, how's Michael, you and him looked quite cosy" he replied.

"I'd be better if I didn't have to look at your face right now. Alex is none of your business, and how do you know about Michael?" I asked.

"That's a shame, I miss Alex. She always was rebellious. I liked that in her" he replied smug.

"I swear if you've touched her"

"Oh, I did more than that" he replied.

"You sick bastard" I snarled, spitting at him. He recoiled, digusted, before smacking me across the face. I touched my cheek where it stung, and tried not to show that it hurt. I tried to go for him, but he was far too quick, and grabbed my hair. I let out an involuntary scream of pain, making him laugh. He shoved me roughly against the wall, before launching his mouth onto mine. During this I managed to scratch him. He growled in pain.

"You bitch" he snapped, his voice rough, unlike his usual clam and measured tone. I had snapped him. He prowled towards me, and kicked me. I went down in a heap, and the next thing I knew, everything faded to black.

When I woke, I didn't know where I was. I tried to move myself, but I looked down and noticed two things, that my arms were tied up, and that I was wearing a lot less clothing than last night.

"You're awake. Good" he muttered.

"Where am I?" I asked.

"You don't recognise it?" he taunted. I looked around me and it all came flooding back. All those nights. My mom had no idea what he had done.

"Remember now?" he asked.

"How could I forget? She had no idea, did she? I ended on the streets because of you" I muttered.

"Well that's your fault for telling lies" he tutted again.

"What you did to me was not a lie. You abused me" I forced out.

"I think you'll find you agreed to it" he mocked.

"I didn't fucking know any better. I was fucking 14 Percy" I yelled. Only he could justify what he did.

"Well, let us take a trip down memory lane, shall we?"

"No, lets not" I replied, earning a smack for my troubles.

"I don't want to have to gag that pretty little mouth of yours Nikita, I always did like the way you cried out my name" he replied, mocking me again. I closed my eyes, as he hiked my dress up, and roughly yanked my underwear down. I tried to block it all out, as I heard him unbuckling his trousers, and the rustle as he stepped out of his boxers. I let out a gasp as he forced himself inside of me. It took all I had not to throw up as I felt his callous hands move up and down my body and pounded into me without mercy. I felt repulsed as I heard his grunt of satisfaction when he had pleased himself. That didn't stop him though, when he yanked my hair and made me look at him.

"Your turn" he whispered, and carried on, until it felt like he ripped my orgasm from me. He pulled out as roughly as he went in, and re-dressed himself. He punched me a few more times for good measure, before putting me in his car, and driving back to my apartment. He dropped me on my doorstep, and whispered,

"Just remember, I know where you live. You are mine Nikita, and I never lose." He knocked on the door, before quickly exiting. The door opened, and Alex gasped in horror, as she laid eyes on the state of me.

"Fucking hell, Niki. Did he do this to you?" she asked. I nodded weakly.

"That bastard. I am going to kill him" she roard.

"No point Alex. He's done it before" I whispered, unable to speak properly.

"Is that what he meant when he said that you always come for him" she asked. I nodded again.

"Sick bastard"

"Please tell me he never did anything to you" I pleaded. She shook her head, and I let out a sigh of relief. At that point the phone rang. Alex went to answer. I shook my head.

"Let it ring" BEEP!

"Hey, it's Michael. It's been a crazy night, and I don't have a clue what's going on, but I absolutely can't stop thinking about you, if get this message, please call me back as soon as you can, I want to see you" BEEP! The message ended, and Alex looked at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Call him back" she replied, pulling a 'duh?' face.

"I can't" I whispered.

"You can't let what that bastard did to you hold you back. One of these days, me and you arw take him down, but you can't let this go with Michael. I think you guys could have something" she replied.

"You do?" I asked. She nodded, and handed me the phone. I pressed dial, and it rang out a few times before he picked up.

"Michael, it's Nikita. Can I come over? Great, I'll be there in 10" I grinned, and ended the call.

"Go get him girl" Alex cheered as I left. I drove as quickly as I was allowed to. I actually wanted to see him as well. I just hadn't realised until now how badly. I arrived at the apartment, and knocked on the door. My face fell as he opened the door, and saw who was with him.

"Nikita, hey. I'd like you to meet my boss, Percy."