Hey guys :D

want a nice song to listen to while reading this? :)

It's entitled Broken by Seether ft Amy Lee :)

Kamui's POV:

I'm broken.
This isn't the kind of ending that I wanted. I accepted my fate years ago when I left her... Why did she have to see this.
I always loved the way she looks up at me like I was the strongest in the whole universe... She was my strength... my only reason for living.
I could never bear to see her watch me wither away with this disease... So I left her... so she could be stronger even without me.

I remember it like it was yesterday... the day they told me I was sick... that I wouldn't live that long... that I'd die just like my mom.

"Don't touch me." I told her.
"But nii-chan! Why are you doing this? Why are you suffering alone? Why are you pushing me away..."
"Because you're a hindrance to all of my plans!"
"What plans?! To die alone? To leave me again?! I won't let you! Not this time."
"You don't understand. No one will! Can't you see how beautiful this tragedy is? Dying in the arms of someone who is stronger than me.
Doesn't it make you excited?" She became silent and she shook her head.
"Don't give me that bullshit. If you're scared, tell me! If you're hurting, then cry on my shoulder! Because it's painful to see you like this.."
It gave me shivers and I wanted to hug her right then but if I let her be closer to me, it'll be harder for her to let go. This is stupid. I laughed a bit.
I don't want her to get too attatched to me so she wouldn't be hurt but here I am hurting her the most painful way. I can't help but laugh.

When they told me that mami was sick, I got mad.
"Kamui, kagura, I need to tell you something important."
"What is it papi?" She looked at him quizically.
"Remember when I told you mami just has a slight fever? I'm sorry I lied."
"What do you mean?" I responded. He grasped our shoulders and hugged us both.
"Your mami is diagnosed with an incurable disease that worsens every second." His voice was shaking. terrified.
"You're lying right? You're always lying! Saying that mami was fine, that the sun would shine, all of them were lies!"
I ran as fast as I could and went to an old abandonned building. I sat on the corner while hugging my knees and repeating the words "lier." like it was some sort of mantra to stop the pain.
"I knew you'd be here!" I hear a small and sweet voice from not far away.
"Go away. I don't want to talk to anybody." I buried my face onto my knees. But she just sat there beside me and leaned her head on my shoulder.
My ears adjusted to the sound of the falling rain and made me deaf to all the noises around me. I liked that kind of silence. Not without noise but without voice...
The silence that made sure you weren't alone...

"You see dear sister, the problem with geniuses is that nobody understands them."
I charge towards her... But this time with doubt in my heart. But I must not weaken for this is the path I chose.

Even if my knees shiver, and my body gives up, I have to keep walking towards this dark road to not see the shadow that I despise...

Sorry for long time no update... I don't know what to write with all the suggestions D:

It's kinda short too.. I just kinda don't know what to write because a lot of stuff has been goin on recently...

And I've been busy these past few months ... college stuff... YAY I'm in college XD