Chapter VI

Say Something, I'm Giving Up On You

By: Elsa Alicorn

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Night had fallen on the street Arendelle, accompanied with a soft, cool breeze. The snow was falling down slowly, and quietly covered streets and roads. The castle was all calm and peaceful. Sometimes there would be heard the sound of guards walking. In her room, Elsa was lying in her bed, staring at the ceiling. All night she was awake, thinking about all her mistakes she in her life. After a few minutes, she stood up. She was sick of lying. She went to the balcony. She lifted her head and looked up at the sky. Of course, it was empty and black.

'Just like my heart.' She still blamed herself for what happened to Anna. She was still not found. Her only consolation was that Olaf had come several times to comfort her, telling her that everything would be alright. But she knew it would not be. Her whole life was full of disappointments and sorrows, so why would this end well? She sighed and looked out. She started to create a blizzard.

Your sister is dead, because of you!

Once again, Hans' voice rang trough her head. She tried to get rid of it, but it just wouldn't go away. All guilty, all her failings were coming back to her. And she couldn't handle it anymore. She took the black hood and engraved out of the room. First, she went to the room where Hans' was. The guards let her in and she slowly opened the doors.

"Kai?" Kai turned and bowed.

"Your Highness." Elsa smiled. She looked to her left and saw Gerda sleep. She was sorry for them. She doesn't like to suffer them, but she musted until the situation is calm.

"Kai. I will leave you in charge of Kindom... I need to do... something. Can you do that?" She asked. Kai nodded. Elsa gave him a little smile. Then, she looked at Hans.

'You! You're the one who started all this! And still, I can't get rid of you! ' The ice slowly started to grow out around her. After a few moments, she jumped out of a daydream and without a word, ran out. When she finally arrived at the front door, she ordered the guards to bring her horse. Then she put a black hood over her head so that people would not recognize her. Then she heard the sound of hooves in the distance. It was her horse. When they brought her horse, Elsa sat on it. Before she left, one guard stopped her.

"Your Majesty. Are you sure you want to go alone at this hour?" Elsa turned her head towards him.

"Yes. Besides, I have my powers. So there is no need for me being followed." Before the guard could say anything else, Elsa disappeared in the distance.

While looking around for Anna, Elsa was thinking where she might be. Knowing her sister, probably somewhere where you would never expect. Then she remembered something. Every time something bothered her, Anna went to Kristoff. But, there was a problem. She didn't know where Kristoff lived. She knew that he lived somewhere in North Mountain, but never knew exactly where. She sighed, heading to her Ice Castle, hoping to find his sister and return her to safety.

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Elsa came to the middle of nowhere. From a distance she could see Arendelle which was covered with snow. She took a deep breath and stepped down from her horse. She Tied him to a tree and looked up at the sky. Sky was still cloudy and the snow was falling softly around. Elsa went alone for rest of her search. She knew that Anna must be there somewhere because Anna told exactly where to pass, but as she explained, Elsa wasn't listening. And she regretted it. She looked up at the sky. The sun is slowly coming out from a distance.

'Already?'She thought as she walked, looking for any clues that could say Anna went that way. But she had no luck. As the snow fell, it buried all the clues. She sighed and walked away, no matter where it led the way.

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After hours and hours of searching, Elsa stopped beside a rock. The strange thing is that the area around the stone was green, with lots of moss, and there was no tree above the rock. However, Elsa decided to ignore it. She just didn't have time for such things. She was more worried for her sister. She could be anywhere.

"Oh, Anna. I would do anything to find you... What have I done?" She sobbed quietly, alone. Suddenly, she heard something from behind her what sounded like...

"... Human Voice?" Elsa shook her head.

'No. I was probably imaging it. I haven't sleep for hours and-' Elsa woke up from her daydreamp by the same voice. This time, she heard where it came from. She turned around and poked her head slightly above the rocks. Not so far away, she heard something what was circling... something. That 'something' looked familiar to her. The small creatures with green hair. Elsa's eyes widened and she gasped.

"They are Trolls." She whispered to herself. "They are Trolls!" She said a little louder this time, but loud enough to be heard the trolls. Everyone turned and stared at her.

"Queen is back!" One of them shouted. Suddenly they all began to celebrate and came running to her. Elsa started to laugh and she hugged them them all. Or at least she tried to embrace everyone.

"Queen Elsa. What are you doing here?" Femine voice asked behind her. Elsa turned around and she faced young troll.

"Oh. I was searching for Anna. She was ang -" Another voice cut her off. But that voice sounded more familiar for Elsa.

"E- Elsa?" Elsa turned around and faced Anna, who was silently laying on the cold ground. Their eyes met, and Elsa felt shiver run trough her body. Elsa took a few steps foward.

"Anna?" She tried to reach out for her, but her sister pushed her away.

"No, go away!" She shouted. Elsa's heart was breaking into pieces.

'Now I understand how she felt like when I shut her out.' Elsa thought on the edge of tears.

"Please, Anna. Just let me explain..." Elsa pleated. Anna just shook her head.

"I think you said enough." Anna turned away from her elder sister and she closed her sleepy eyes, trying to calm down. Elsa ran up to her. She put her arm on Anna's shoulder, trying to help a little bit, but Anna didn't seem to care.

"Get away from me!" She pushed away Elsa. "You knew he tried to kill us, and yet, you helped him! Why, Elsa? Why would you do that to me? To us?!" Anna asked through tears. Elsa tried her best to show no emotion. She took a big breath.

"Anna, don't you want to know why did he do all this? What was his motive for it? Did you think that people are born evil? Well, I know that there is a reason and explanation, and I want to find it!" Elsa said as calmly as she could. Anna began to cry even more.

"I do not care for a stupid reason! I don't care for him! You don't understand me! You don't know how it feels when you lose someone you really love! When someone you love becomes an evil and cruel! Yes, I love Kristoff with all my heart, but that pain me never left. Did you really think that if I laugh, I'm happy? Do you really think that, Elsa? Are you doing anything except work and responsibilities? I forgot how to have fun with you. It's like you disappeared in the half year! It's like you're not my sister at all!" Elsa couldn't stand it any longer. She started to cry and she turned away from her sister.

"Yes. Yes, I know." She spoke Quietly. Anna turned back to her with question look what that was drawn all over her face. "Do you think it was easy to tell 'no' to your sister when she needed you the most? Do you think it was easy to watch the person you love freezing to death just because of you? Do you really think I don't understand?" Anna remained silent. She advoided look at Elsa and looked at the ground. Elsa sighed and turned around.

'It's best to let it go.' She thought as she walked away. All eyes were on Elsa. Elsa turned and looked at Anna for the last time.

"Goodbye, Anna." One crystal tear ran down her cheek as she walked away.

Here I am , once again .

Feeling lost but now and then .

I breathe it in to let it go ...

And I'm back! With new upload, of course! Man, it took me really long to upload! As I said, I had many tests and little time. And I guess I'll have even less free time this week. I'm drowning in tests! And with that I have something else to do. So sorry that you will wait a long time, but it's the end of the school year and people are bombarding me with everything.

To be honest, I thought this chapter will be small, but man, it turned out it's long enough! And it's even more awesome than I thought it'll be!

Well, I hope you like it. And wish me luck with school! I'll really need it... :/

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