Ceylans Pov: I hate this so much. I was paired up with Toxsa of all people. We both were just sitting on a bench watching fishes swirming around the glass case in the maraine ocean life section. Toxsa's face was pressed against the case as if he was enjoying this.
"Come on Ceylan you should watch watch the show." I glared at him "If you call watching fish swimming around a show then forget it." He made a loud sigh "Shesh your hard to have fun with Ceylan." He looked at me. I crossed my arms " Hey who did Chooki get paired up with." Toxsa shrugged his shoulders "Im not sure but it would be good to hear his sports metaphors about now."
I got up form the bench and started to walk around im just hoping that we can leave this place soon. I wanted to go to the diner to get some lime parfait. Id rather be on quarton then exploring the musem. Just then a girl with lavender long silky hair that reached her knees, with lavender colored eyes. Who had short white t-shirt, tagged with a yellow blouse and black flip flops walked in my direction.
"Hey Melodie." Toxsa called out startling her.
" Oh hey Toxsa." She replied "Hi Ceylan, i havent heard from you in awhile whats up." My cheeks turned to a rather bright pink. Her eyes were locked up to mine which caused me to breath fast.
"Nothing much what about you."
"Same here, so what are you guys doing?" Toxsa stood up and yawned rather loudly. "well im pretty tired." Melodie was my childhood crush since the second grade. I always tried to confess my feelings to her but the words just never come out the way i would want it to. Either something embarrasing comes out or something stupid. Right after 5th grade i tried to loosen my emotions with her but sometimes i end up trying to kiss her which never works out.
Cameron... where are you? what are you doing? Do you miss me? My elder brother was tooken away from me when i was 8 years of age. I had many painful emotions that were bubbled up inside of me, I use to never show anybody the way i would be feeling. "Ceylan." Melodie called out to me which made me snap into reality. I turned back to the conversation she appeared right in front of me with her hand folded on top of the other.
"Are you okay?" She asked in a concerning tone.
I nodded and smiled slightly "Yeah im alright, what made you ask such a quiestion."
She leaned closer to me "You looked down to the ground and to me you seem like you have something on your mind." I couldnt stop thinking of her lavender colored eyes the eyes that gave me hope of my brothers return. My eyes widen i can remember how loud he screamed when the officers pulled him away from me. How hard they squeezed him the color of his peach skin in which it turned a bright blue from the preassure they gave him. "Ceylan." She whispered " I know you arent okay your eyes are trembling. its almost as if something is blocking your mind."
My tone turned sullen " I told you, Im alright." Cameron was diagnosed with Lung cancer when he turned 6. My parents would give all their attention to him. I was never of any value to them. They would take shifts on who would take care of him first while the other parent would go to work. Since both of my parents work their schedule fitted nicely. Every cough that he would let out brought pain to my heart. To me he was worth more then my own life. I could hear his voice call out to me. He sounded miserable but fearless at the same time. The hairs on the back of my neck stood up. I could feel everyones eyes looking at me.
"Please tell me whats wrong." Melodie pleaded laying her right hand on my shoulder. I shrugged her hand off of me. Why does she continue to ask? Ive already ran out of patience. "Hey Ceylan." Toxsa said "Im going to go check on Chooki, and give you some time to be alone." He turned away from me and started walking. Right after he left the atomosphere grew quiet.