Tobias.

Today, I'm doing it today. I've been saying this to myself since Sunday but now that Zeke leaves tomorrow, I have no choice but to tell her. If I do a good enough job at convincing her, I can only hope she believes me. I know this is the stupidest thing I could ever do, and that telling Tris who she is might make her never want to see me again, but I have to do it. It's not fair to keep leading her on. Plus she seems so desperate to know her past. I feel cruel to keep it from her.

We have another meeting in the secret room today; I will have to tell her then.

I come early and wait for her. My hands shake and my palms sweat. Why am I so nervous? If this goes well, everything will be fine. But it might not go well. My heart skips a beat when I see her blonde hair peek through the stairway. I hold in a breath as I look at her.

"What's up?"

She sees my expression and her face tenses.

"What happened?"

"Tris, I need to tell you something. I didn't want to tell you but I know that I need to. I don't know if you're going to believe me or not because I'm not sure how much you trust me but-"

"Spill. I trust you."

I freeze up. I didn't exactly prepare a speech. How do I explain something like this to her?

Oh yeah, you're my dead ex girlfriend and for the past month I've been creating a plan to turn you back into her.

"Her name was Tris."

"Who's?"

"My girlfriend, her name was Tris. Tris Prior. Beatrice Prior, if you will."

"She had the same name as me?"

I nod.

"The same name, the same face, and the same body."

"What are you saying?" She says through clenched teeth.

"Beatrice, you are Tris Prior."

"You're crazy. You're out of your mind. Tobias, Tris is dead. You told me Tris is dead. I'm not her."

She takes a step back, looking at me like I'm some sort of lunatic.

"I know, but that's why I'm trying to figure you out."

"Figure me out?"

"I don't think Tris really died. Someone took her body, erased her memories and sent her into the real world as a new person. As you."

She looks horrified. I'm not saying anything right.

"Tobias, why did you come here to Indianapolis?"

I stay silent.

"Answer me!" She screams.

"I found out you were alive."

She gasps.

"So all of this was just a scheme, you knew all along this-this crazy idea that I am Tris? You really think I'm her, huh? Well prove it, show me a picture!" She shouts.

I don't have a picture of Tris at the moment. We weren't together a long time, and with all the war going on there wasn't much time for pictures. I own on picture that Christina gave me. It's of her, Tris, Al and Will from their initiation. They looked so happy in the picture. Only one of them lived.

"I don't have one here. But Tris, you have to believe me, please!" I plead. I sound desperate but I am desperate.

"Don't call me that! That's not my name it's hers."

"I'm telling the truth, you wanted to know who you are and I told you. Do you believe me or not?"

"I-I don't. I don't believe you. I'm sorry." She whispers sadly.

My heart drops. I feel everything inside me hurt. A deep ache.

"Tris." I whisper.

"Don't come back here. I'll call security. If I see you again, you better look the other way or you'll be sorry."

I see a tear stray down her face and something in me breaks even further.

I hear the click of her heels going up the stairs.

I punch a hole in the wall.

Ok sorry for the cliff hanger but don't worry, this story is far from over and Tris will be back. I also wasn't going to write today which is why the chapter is so short but I really just wanted to post something before I see the movie. Which is in 4 HOURS! Like this is crazy! Ive been waiting so impatiently since April of last year and this doesn't even feel real. The next time I update I will have seen the movie like ommmmggg. Im freaking out so much. Im gonna be screaming my lungs off in the theater. Wish me luck, ill probably die. I hear its been getting a lot of negative reviews by critics which is sad. But I know its going to be great. Because shai and theo. So yeah.

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