Tobias.

"You look lovely Beatrice; it was such a surprise when Tobias told me the news." My mother says as we settle at our table.

The atmosphere of the restaurant is what I'm used to. The well dressed filthy rich folks prancing around elegantly with their fat wallets and heavy secrets. I know this life. I took it on from my mother.

"Yes, I bet you were jumping for joy." Tris says sarcastically. I nudge her foot under the table and give her a glare. She sends one right back.

I know the second this dinner is over we will go back to my apartment and have the biggest fight we've ever had. We've had too many fights and I don't want to lose her again but I also have my right of being pissed at her. She lied to me, kept that key from me. She's obviously not into this relationship as much as I am. She's been playing me and that's not okay.

My mother holds her breath and looks down uncomfortably.

"I know we haven't exactly been on the best of terms, but I do like you, Beatrice. It's quite obvious why I resented you during the time of war. I wanted my son back and he seemed too involved with you to give me a second chance. But you make him happy so there is nothing else to say. It's been time Tobias settled down."

Tris keeps a straight face.

"It's been five years. I've been dead. The past is the past and it has been forgotten. To the future?" Tris says holding her glass up for toast.

"To the future." Evelyn replies.

We raise our glasses and sip politely. Even me, although I've hardly talked all night. I don't know how I could say anything in front of my mother and pretend that everything is alright with Tris and me. I don't know how she's keeping the act up. She must have a lot of practice with lying.

When we arrive back, we storm into my apartment and I slam the door. I turn to her knowing what I have to face.

"Did you want to move out?" I say in a low, intimidating growl. I want to scare her. I want her to know that I am not someone to mess around with, even if she's Tris.

"No, I don't know."

"What the hell does that mean?"

"It means I've been scared, terrified. Look, I love you, sure. And I'd do a lot with you, for you. I thought moving to an entire new city was what I needed and wanted but it's not. I don't like change and my whole life was there. I left it. For what? To do nothing all day but make calls from my couch and then just "snuggle" all night? That's not me. I need to be doing something productive every second of everyday or I won't have a purpose. My identity is in Indianapolis. That girl Beatrice Smith you met? I am still her. I've been her ever since I can remember."

She sounds defeated as she speaks.

"But, I'm a risk taker and I thought that this was a risk I was destined to take. I don't know if it is anymore."

I don't know what to say or what to think. She doesn't want me? I worked my ass off to get her here, to get her memories back and it was all for nothing. This shouldn't be happening. We are Tris and Four. We were in love, we were perfect together.

But maybe that's the thing. Maybe the fire that burns the brightest isn't meant to last. We were perfect and in love. But were is past tense, and so are we.

"Fine. Then take this key, and get out." I know it's harsh but I can't deal with this or her right now. I don't know where she's going to go, but I also don't care. I don't want her to see me this vulnerable.

She nods, takes the key and leaves.

I punch the wall.

Tris.

I knock on her door. I considered going to Caleb's but he's probably busy with his family, and I don't want him to see me like this. Plus I know I can count on her.

I know it sounds crazy but if I'm being honest, I'm glad Tobias kicked me out. I couldn't stand it in there with him. I don't know what's going to happen now. I don't know what I want or what he wants.

She opens the door.

"Hey Chris, can I crash here?"

Twenty minutes later, I plump onto her comfy couch wearing a pair of her sweatpants and holding a mug of tea. I feel relaxed, finally.

"Before we engage on a long lost gossip session, I missed you."

"I did too. Except I didn't know it. Because my memories were taken away."

"Yeah, I know Tobias filled me in on everything. Now rant to me darling."

"So I came here from Indi thinking all would be well and that everything would be great. I mean why wouldn't it? I have my boyfriend, my family, my long lost friends. And as great as it was, it faded really soon. I was this girl, this Beatrice Smith, Fashion icon, Publisher of Vogue magazine, female business leader, and I thought I was unhappy with her. But the truth is I like her. She was just lonely and that loneliness led her to do lonely things. But now she has her memories back and her life back and everything's going to change for her. Except all of that is in another city that's hours away. So now I'm confused and I don't know where to go or what to do."

She stays silent, soaking it in.

"I think you have a big choice to make. And both choices will lead to major sacrifices. But the main thing is that we have you back. No more mourning, no more whispering your name and crying from thinking of you for too long."

"Don't Christina. I don't like hearing about what my death did to you guys. It's too much."

We both pause, enjoying the silence and the comfort.

"Ahem." I hear from behind me.

"Melony!" Christina exclaims.

"Who is this bitch?" The girl snarls, looking me over. I feel wary from her glare. I look her over too. She's pretty. She's tall with long brown hair and big eyes.

"This is Tris." She says.

Any trace of jealousy is gone. She looks me over again, but in a different way.

"Hi Tris! Sorry about that, I get jealous easily. Chris told me all about you. I'm Melony, her girlfriend." She smiles and holds out her hand. I shake it. I like this girl.

"Erm. Hi."

She plants herself on the floor in front of the couch.

"So, whatcha talking about?"

I look to Christina, she looks like she's blushing. She nods her head at me. I tell her my story again.

"And that's about it." I finish.

They both look at each other and then look back to me. I know that look. I've seen it before.

"I know what you need, a girl's night out." She says.

Okay im so sorry ive been lacking on the updates. Again, personal stuff, school stuff. Im very busy this time of year. Next week is the last week of classes and then finals so I might update once next week and then I cant update again until the week after that. So sorry.

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Btw. Someone asked how old I am. Im 14. Also it was pretty neat that some of you are Indian too. That's cool.

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