Previously (skip if you remember what happened in the story):

Five years after the tragic ending that left us all heartbroken, a mended Tobias and a nostalgic Zeke discover that Tris is in fact alive and living as an above average citizen. Of course, they rush to find her as soon as they can only to be shocked that she has no memory of who she is or where she came from. They find a serum to retrieve her memories yet they do not find out how they were taken in the first place. At last reunited, Tris and Tobias flee back to Chicago to salvage and maintain the romance they once had as teenagers. Quickly they find out that they're relationship has major problems and Tobias gives her the boot. Tris's last resort is her former best friend, Christina.

Tris.

"I know what you need, a girl's night out." Melony finishes.

I snort. That's the last thing I need. What I need is to find out what to do with my life, and my memories, and my boyfriend from five years ago. I need to make a choice about who I am and who I want to be. I do not need to go partying at a time like this.

"Can't we just have a girl's night in? You know, eat pizza, cry, and watch a movie?" I say with a frown.

"Oh, Tris please! I missed you so much and we never really got to do anything fun together. And if you leave, we may never get the chance to again!" Cries Christina.

Point taken. I did miss her too.

"Ok fine. But I look awful."

They both smirk and look at each other.

"We can fix that."

Tobias.

It's 9:45. 30 minutes since Tris left. 60 minutes since we were a happy couple. Or at least since I thought we were a happy couple. Everything in my life has completely blown up within the past 48 hours. I decide to make a list about everything and anything.

Things I know for a fact

-Tris doesn't love me as much as I love her

-Tris isn't Tris anymore

-Tris isn't Beatrice smith either

-Tris is a new Tris that I don't know yet

- I am hopelessly desperate to salvage a 3 month relationship that I had when I was 18

-Zeke is indirectly relying on me to find his dead brother

-Zeke blames me for his death

-Zeke thinks his brother is alive

- Uriah is dead

Things I don't know for a fact

-Tris doesn't love me as much as I love her

- Tris is lost forever

-Beatrice is lost forever

-Tris will never love me again

-Tris is also trying to salvage a 3 month relationship she had when she was 16

-Zeke will never forgive me

-Zeke will never move on

-Zeke will never be my friend again

-Uriah is alive

I down another beer. Since it's Friday, the bar is pretty packed tonight. Even the spots that are usually vacant are packed tight with people. It has not escaped my attention that I come to bars enough to know which spots are empty and full. Just as I am about to leave, I freeze, petrified. It's not surprising that Tris would go to Christina. However I did predict she'd go to her brother. It's also not surprising that she'd drag her out to have a good time. I search for an escape route so that I can leave without them spotting me. Unfortunately they sit at the table right by the door. I pull up my hood and sit back down.

I'm going to be here a while.

Tris.

"Just a few drinks and then we should leave; I don't feel like doing anything drastic right now."

"I just want you to have a taste of what life is like here before you go running away from us."

I frown. Christina could have worded that a bit better. She has a point though. I was a little over my head on the whole moving thing. Indianapolis might be where I'm comfortable but I need to discover new places, meet new people, and find myself. I have to at least give Chicago a chance. Besides, I did live here my whole life didn't I?

"Tris that guy at the bar is checking one of us out."

"Or all of us." Melony mutters.

I look at where she's looking.

"That creepy guy with the hood? I can't even see his face."

"No." She rolls her eyes. "The other guy sitting near him"

"Oh."

He's not bad looking. He has nice hair, nice clothes, and nice face. Like the guys I used to date. Just nice. Nice and boring.

"Tris, why don't you go to the bar and order some more, drinks."

"So he can flirt with me? Christina that's insane I just had that fight with Tobias two hours ago!"

"Exactly, you need to take your mind off him. And I doubt you've met many of the beautiful men Chicago has to offer."

"Fine."

I get up and strut over to the bar.

Tobias.

I glance around urgently for a way out. Tris is coming to close and I really don't want her to see me. Thankfully as she approaches, she doesn't take one look at me. Probably because the hood covering my face is really unsettling. To everyone.

My knuckles clench as I watch her flip her hair behind her shoulder and give a flirty smile to the guy next to her. She orders a drink and as she waits, I hear him start a conversation. I can't hear what they're saying but I really don't want to either. Soon enough she's sitting by him and they're both laughing. I can't take this anymore. It's only been about two hours and she's already flirting with someone else?

I guess I can cross a few things off my list now. I pull up my hood and make a run for the door. I really don't care if people think I look weird. They can't see my face. I try not to look at Chris and Melony on my way out the door.

I trudge back to my apartment and crash on my couch. After a mere moment of silence,

"We need to talk." He says abruptly. Startled, I shout and fall off the couch.

"Zeke, what the hell?" I scream, scrambling to get up.

"It's Uriah. I think I know where he is."

Tris.

I order the drinks and wait for him to say something. I'm only doing this because I don't want Christina to keep bothering me. I also don't want to upset her. I know she means for the best.

"Can I just say, you are the most beautiful girl in the entire bar."

I grimace and sigh.

"Hi. Listen bud, the only reason I'm talking to you is because I know my friends are watching and I want them to think I'm not antisocial and can actually flirt with guys other than my ex. But I just broke up with a guy two hours ago and I have no intention of flirting, talking or sleeping with you ever. So if you don't mind just, laugh and pretend I said something really funny so I can walk back to my table without being called a coward."

He grins and shakes his head. Then he erupts in laughter and I follow. Eventually our laughs die down and I walk back to the table.

"Well done, girl."

"I've learned a thing or two over the years."

I sit back down.

Ok Ok Ok Ok. I know what you are going to say. But I was approaching one of the busiest times of my life. I had finals, then school was out, then I went on vacation and to amusement parks and parties and stuff. But now all of that is over and imp back to the boring part of my life. Im so sorry I didn't update. I really didn't want to be one of those authors who abandon their stories and I won't be. I don't know how much im going to update. That depends on how many reviews I get. Idk I really just lost motivation and I felt like no one was reading my story. But I want to finish it and I already know how its gonna go and even if no one reads it, I wanna write it.

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