Wow guys my inbox was flooded with reviews and subscription alerts from Chapter 6, it means soo much to me. Thanks! Ok like promised this chapter is going to be Edwards POV. There is also a link to see what kind the outfits Bella wore in the last chapter. Okay on to chapter 7!
E. POV
Bella Swan, she is one of my best friends, part of our group and just one of the guys… until recently. I don't know what has been happening with me but I just haven't been normal around her. She is the one that I am closest with but I can't even talk to her any more. Don't tell anyone but I am actually really glad to be going away from the summer. I can clear my head and just play baseball, the one sport I feel most myself playing.
I have known Bella for forever and she has always been an extreme tomboy and I was comfortable with that; it makes it easier to be around her. I mean I always knew she was a girl, hell I walked in on my mom showing her what tampons and pads were when we were thirteen, but besides that little episode she was always acting like a boy. Don't tell her this, but Em and I were sorta thinking she wasn't into guys for a little while.
I am cool with whatever she wants to do as long as she is happy but when Bella mentioned something about wanting to become more girly something woke up in me. I actually realized that Bella had changed and she wasn't a little awkward thirteen year-old anymore.
When Bella fell and busted her head I felt a strong surge of protectiveness over her I had never felt before and didn't really understand. I stayed at the hospital till she woke up even though Charlie kept telling me to go home. I just told him that she hurt herself while I was with her so I felt that I needed to make sure she was alright. I am pretty sure he didn't believe me. During the pickup game of basketball I went easy on her for the first time and I could tell that she was getting pissed. Normally when we all play together I would be pushing her down, throwing her around and just not holding anything back. I told everyone it was because she had a concussion but she saw right through it but I just shrugged it off.
That was also the first time I ever realized how hot Bella could be. When we were done playing, to cool off she took her jersey off and poured water down her. I mean it isn't like she hasn't done that before but it made her cold, if ya get what I am saying. I am only a guy though I couldn't help but notice. Apparently the other guys did too and I let out a low growl, the guys didn't need to look at my Bella like that.
Anyway back to the present. I am currently at baseball camp and honing my pitching skills even more. When I wasn't practicing or playing in the camp league I was just chilling with Emmett and Jasper. Those two guys really know how to make me relax and keep my mind off a certain someone.
Jasper knows more about what is going on in my head than Emmett, naturally, and has been helping me. I have a feeling Emmett knows a little because he likes to joke around about her whenever I am around just to see my response.
I have spoken to Bella a few times over the summer and she has always been running out of the house to meet up Jake, who the hell is Jake and why is he always with my Bells? I mean she had also been with Alice a lot too so Alice must know about Jake. I think there is something going on with Bella and Jake. I mean it's not like I really care or anything. I'm just looking out for my friend.
Anyway, Bella seems happy and normal; she has told me a little about her going shopping more, only complaining a little about Alice's Nazi shopping ways. I tell her about how much I have improved at pitching and she says that is impossible since I have the wickedest arm ever. I have to admit that it strokes my ego a bit.
I was walking to the batting cages when I ran into Emmett… literally.
"Yo, Ed man! I was just coming to look for you. I found out the coolest thing. You know how we have like the whole day and night off? Well I was down at the general store in town- you wouldn't believe how long it takes to get to that store I mean it takes like a year to get there!"
"Emmett! What happened at the store?" I interrupted his rambling and just rolled my eyes.
"Oh right, well did you know that there is a cheerleading camp right across the lake? Well there is and I started talking to a group of them at the store and they are throwing this party and they wanted me to bring a few friends so that is what we are going to be doing tonight. We are gonna get fucked up!" Emmett said doing this little dance that reminded me of a twelve year old Alice.
"Em, how are we going to get over there if it is across the lake?"
"D'uh take one of the boats."
"Who is going to be sober enough to drive a boat."
"Jasper."
"What if you get an STD?"
"… they have medicine for that shit now right?"
"God damn you, of course you have thought of every answer."
"Come on Eddie, you need to get your mind off home and have fun! Just for one night let go and just get a girl!"
"Ok, ok. When do I have to be ready by?"
"Uh Jas and I will swing by and pick you up around 9; you better be in a good mood and ready by then."
I flipped him the finger and set off to the batting cages. Truth be told I was a little excited about tonight. It had been a while since I went to any party and just cut loose. After about two and a half hours at the batting cages I went off to the showers then went to hang out with some other pitchers from the camp until it was time to meet up with the guys for some food.
Soon it was almost nine and I was just finished getting dressed when the guys came barreling into my bunk. We fucked around for a little then headed off to the docks hoping for a great night.
As we got closer to the girls camp we heard music growing louder and louder. Emmett was grinning from ear to ear.
"We are all gonna get laid tonight boys!"
"Um Em, you forget that I don't have to get some chick drunk just to have her sleep with me. I have Alice." Jasper replied rolling his eyes.
I just stayed quiet and looked around. When the boat hit the dock we started walking towards the girl's bunk hall.
It has been over two hours since we all got to the party and to be honest I was feeling pretty good. I was talking to this girl, Tammy, I think her name was. Wait no it was Tanya, yeah Tanya. Surprisingly she lived near Seattle so that was cool. She was hot but not gorgeous like Bella. She had this strawberry blonde hair that went down half of her back, wearing a pink tight tank top and super short black mini skirt. Hell I'm still a guy.
"HEY EDWARD!" Emmett came over basically tackling me. Yeah he was completely gone, I was surprised that he would actually pulled his tongue out of some girl's throat long enough to remember Jasper and I came with him.
"What's up dude?"
"Did you see all the hot chicks up in herre?" oh yeah I forgot Emmett likes to think he is gangsta sometimes when he is plastered.
"Yes Em, I am talking to one right now. Tammy this is my idiot friend Emmett." I said laughing.
"Uh its Tanya." shit
"Yo, excuse my bro, he is shit awful with names." Thank the lord for Emmett…. wait did I just actually say that?
"Oh, haha that's ok then, as long as it isn't some other girl's name." Tanya laughed at her own joke.
"There is only you baby." I purred, having no clue where that just came from.
After saying that she pulled me onto the dance floor and we started grinding on each other. Well she started grinding on me; I really couldn't get into it for some reason. Tanya on the other hand didn't seem to notice I was barely moving. What the fuck is wrong with me! Here is a banging girl probably willing to do anything and I just can't get into it. Maybe I just need more alcohol.
After the song I told her that I was gonna get a drink, trying to get rid of her but she fuckin followed me. I downed two shots, one right after another and felt the hot liquor run down my throat. She ordered a fucking girly ass drink. Bella never drinks girly shit like that. After drinking the two shots I was loosened up and agreed to a few more dances. I was getting into the beat of the third song when Tanya pulled me outside to 'get some fresh air', how was I to know what she really wanted.
When we got out the door I was pushed up against the hall and assaulted, yes assaulted, by Tanya's lips. At first I resisted but then just got caught up, God her lips were deadly. After waging war with her tongue for about five minutes we broke apart, both needing to breathe.
"Come on baby; let's go somewhere more private and quiet." Tanya whispered seductively into my ear.
I was too drunk to even think about anything and allowed myself to be pulled away from the party and into a bunk hall. Once we got into the room she handed me a bottle of tequila, we both drank half of it and that was pretty much the last I remembered.
I woke up to some annoying beeping and in some soft plush blankets that I knew weren't mine. I also had this splitting headache, it literally felt like a thousand tiny construction workers were jack hammering on my skull. I looked around and saw another body on my left. I poked it a couple times to wake the person up and I heard a groan; a woman's groan. Holy shit what did I do! She turned towards me and I remembered her name and bit by bit I could remember what happened when we got into her room. Flashes of legs, chests and other body parts moving together in sweaty movements entered my mind.
Oh my god, I couldn't believe I did what we did last night. I guess I had a look of pure shock on my face because all Tanya did was just laugh.
"Don't worry Edward, we wore a condom every time and each time it was amazing." WHAT THE FUCK!
"Uh… I really don't know what to say."
"You really don't have to say anything. We had fun last night, that's all it was. I am certainly not looking for a relationship or anything. I just want to have some fun this summer and last night was certainly fun, wouldn't you agree?" Tanya asked, sitting up on her forearms, hair looking like she was thoroughly fucked and her comfortable blanket covering just above her breasts. I have to say the condition of her sex hair boosted my ego greatly.
I quickly got out of her bed and started gathering my clothes that were spread all over her room.
"Impressive" Tanya remarked.
I just smirked and put on my clothes, "Thanks, well my guys are probably looking for me."
"OK well you know where I sleep if you ever want to do this again. I'll see ya around Edward." She said bidding me farewell with a little wave.
I stepped out of the bunk to bright sunshine, which didn't help my still pounding head ache, I looked around and saw Emmett laying in what would be the fire pit and Jasper just standing over him shaking his head.
"I can't wake him. If it wasn't for his loud snores I wouldn't hesitate to think he was dead." Jasper said with a smirk on his face.
"I know the trick." With that I gave a quick kick to Emmett's leg.
"Ow! What the fuck! Oh hey guys." Emmett said struggling to get up. "Yo, it looks like our boy Eddie got lucky last night."
"How the hell do you know that? Where you watching or something?" I asked joking around.
"No but I think the whole side of this camp heard you guys. I must say Ed I am pretty impressed. Almost beat my record of four times in a night; with the same chick of course." Emmett said smirking and wiped off his shorts as he finally got up out of the fire pit.
"Come one guys, let's just get into the boat and get some food." Jasper suggested. Emmett and I both ran to the boats. Food would definitely help our monster hang over.
The rest of the day we just hung out, nothing too extreme since two of us were still under the weather. Emmett and Jasper only had a few days left until they were going home. Able to see Bella, god is it weird that I feel a little dirty from last night. I feel like I betrayed her or something, which is ridiculous since we are not going out, we are just best friends. Maybe I just feel dirty from having sex with someone I don't even know, yeah that has to be it.
Anyway, yes, Emmett and Jasper are leaving in a few days and I have no clue what I am going to do when they leave. I haven't exactly hung out with anyone on my team other than just doing sports exercises or other sports related activities. I guess I always have baseball to consume my time. I can never get enough of baseball. I really haven't told anyone but I really am hoping to get recruited by a major college then get recruited by a Major League team to be a pitcher.
Well a lot has happened since the party; Emmett and Jasper have left the camp and I will be heading home in five days. My team has won the camp championship. I even had a no hitter one game of the finals. I also have been seeing Tanya frequently, when I say frequently I mean every weekend. She isn't really my girlfriend and we aren't really seeing each other. More like we are just 'having fun' to put it in her words.
Oh my god does she know how to 'have fun'. I mean I am not an inexperienced man by any means but the things that girl knows how to do it just blows my mind.
I have talked to Emmett and the first thing I asked about was how Bella was. He said I was in for a surprise when I get home but I think he is just fucking with me. He also said that he is in love with the new girl, Rose I think her name is. This is something new because Em has never said he has loved anyone in his life other than our group and his family. I just miss home and everyone there. I still feel weird about messing around with Tanya but I don't think it could hurt anything right? Once I get back home everything will be like before.
Ok guys thanks for being soo patient! I am not sure how I feel about this chapter and would love to get some feedback on this chapter, good or bad. I felt I needed to give Edward a chapter to establish his personality and feelings. I don't know if I am going to have more chapters in his point of view so let me know if I should or should not. Thanks guys you are the best 33
