The gifts fate

Chapter 5

'He's useless and dangerous…I bet he doesn't even let Thor touch him once…'

That sentence echoed in Loki's head.

Wait! That was it! That could actually work…but…

Loki looked at Thor, a slight blush appearing on his face and he swallowed.

'If I make myself useful and keep Thor busy for the night, they won't get the chance to even come near me…' Loki thought. But there was only one way to keep Thor up for the night…and for that, Loki had to give up the only thing he still had…His virginity…

"So, I guess that's enough for today." Thor said proud of his work and distracted Loki of his thoughts.

"Thank you…" he mumbled, not daring to look at the prince, afraid that he might see his blush or could read his thoughts.

Thor smiled. "No problem"

"Well…if that was all, I'm gonna go and-"

"No!" Loki shouted panicky and grabbed Thor's arm, before he could stand up.

"Huh?" Thor looked at Loki with an irritated look.

"I-I…don't leave just yet…I want to pay you back…for your help…" Loki mumbled and tried not to sound too embarrassed and uncomfortable.

"Loki, what do you mean?" Thor asked.

Loki pulled Thor closer carefully and slowly, their faces only feet away from another.

"I want to serve you…" Loki whispered, moving in for a kiss slowly.

Thor was rather surprised at that sudden closeness and character change of Loki.

But as soon as Loki laid his lips onto his own, he lost himself completely.

Loki's lips were cold, but so soft…Thor wanted more of that feeling between cold and warm.

He gently stroked over the cold blue cheeks of Loki, which were warming up a bit under his touch.

There went Loki's first kiss, which he actually saved for a Jotun he'd marry one day…and soon his virginity would be gone too. Would it be worth it?

That question stuck in the back of his mind, while Thor kissed back him deeply. Well at least he was loving and gentle. He felt quite egoistic by his actions.

Loki let himself sink back into the pillows and let Thor do whatever he pleased with him.

"Is it really okay for you?" Thor asked after they separated.

Loki nodded slowly.

"Okay…" Thor said absently as he stroked over Loki's clothes.

Loki watched Thor's hands closely, as they removed his clothes.

"Nhh…" Loki bit his lip as Thor's warm hands stroked over his skin. Thor looked Loki in the eyes, not leaving them, as he trailed soft kisses over his neck and chest.

Loki tried to enjoy the feeling as best as he could, but with the fear of the warriors in the back of his head, it wasn't very easy.

He sometimes imagined how his first time would be like in the past.

He imagined a strong yet gentle Jotun above him, who'd love every inch of his body, loved him just as he was.

He imagined that it would happen in his wedding night, as the moonlight shined through the window and made their bodies glow.

Never had he thought that it would turn out like this.

More or less forced, he let an Asgardian prince touch him.

Thor carefully removed the rest of Loki's clothes and caressed Loki's hips.

Loki looked down at Thor, getting nervous suddenly.

Nobody has seen him naked before, but now that was over too…He was getting afraid of the pain now.

"Nh…" he bit his lip again, as Thor stroked his inner tight gently.

Thor met his eyes again.

"If you're nervous, this won't work. You really don't have to do this…" Thor mumbled.

But Loki just shook his head.

"Just be gentle…" he breathed.

Thor nodded and got a bottle of oil from the bedside table.

Loki watched closely as the prince slicked his fingers with the oil, his face was heating up and he swallowed, as Thor bowed over the Jotun again and stroked over his entrance.

Loki breathed heavily, as Thor pushed his index finger inside slowly.

Thor looked up at Loki again, trying to read his expression.

Loki avoided Thor's look. He laid his head back into the pillows and tried his best to relax.

"Ah nh mh…" sounds escaped Loki's lips, but Thor couldn't quite say if they came from pain or pleasure.

"Loki, you need to tell me if it hurts…" Thor said in a gentle voice.

Loki nodded and shut his eyes. He didn't want to show any weakness towards the prince and he didn't want to seem like the whole thing was forced…

Thor moved the finger as gently as he could, adding a second finger soon, as he was getting impatient.

Loki gripped the sheets. "Nhh…"

"This is your first time, isn't it?" Thor assumed.

Loki blushed madly. 'Was it that obvious?'

Loki was brought back to reality, as he heard himself squeak, he felt himself being widened by Thor's fingers.

He let out a sigh, as Thor removed his fingers.

Though the relief didn't hold up for very long.

Loki watched, as Thor removed his own clothes. Thor was well built, Loki didn't question that.

He looked away ashamed, a slight blush on his cheeks, after Thor noticed his gaze.

Thor gently put Loki's legs over his shoulder and bowed over Loki once again.

Loki looked away, this was the most embarrassing and humiliating moment in his life. He was fully exposed and Thor could see every inch of his body…Loki felt like jumping from the bed, running into the bathroom and lock himself in there for the rest of his life.

'Will I ever get used to this?' He asked himself, as he was sure, this wasn't going to be the last time doing this with Thor. Loki could just hope that everything will get better some time.

Though Thor seemed to enjoy the sight. Loki admired him a bit, for being so gentle to him.

Thor kissed his lips softly and pushed inside slowly.

Loki groaned into the kiss and broke it.

He gripped Thor's shoulder and digged his nails in. Thor didn't mind, since this was just a little part of pain, which Loki felt right now.

By the time Thor was completely buried inside, Loki's was trembling all over.

Thor slung his strong arms around Loki and held him close.

"I-it's so hot…" he whimpered.

Thor kissed Loki's neck gently. "It'll get better…" he mumbled against his neck.

Loki shuddered at the feeling of hot breath on his cold neck.

"I-It's alright, you can start moving…" Loki breathed.

"If you say so…" And with that Thor rocked his hips back and forth gently.

Loki arched his back and laid his head back, closing his eyes, as he tried to adjust to the feeling.

"Thor, ah ngh" he moaned, his hips moving to meet Thor's slow, gentle thrust.

"Oh God" Thor groaned. Loki felt so good inside.

Loki squeaked as Thor thrusted deep inside.

"T-Thor!" Loki felt so hot, he felt like he was going to melt.

"Just bear with me a little longer…" Thor moaned and held Loki close.

Loki held onto Thor's shoulder, making quiet sounds and squeaks.

Thor marked Loki's neck, he wanted everyone to see, that this Jotun was now his.

'Mine' he thought. 'Only mine' This beautiful Jotun will be his for a long time. He found himself attracted to the Jotun very much. Never had he seen a more beautiful Frost Giant, he'll never give him to anyone…

Mine…

A/N: So I hope this chapter isn't too shitty ^^;

The feels got over me again ;-;

This took me a long time and patience to write

Hope you like how the story turns out…

Sorry if the characters are a bit out of character