"Absolutley," I said with all my confidence and straddled him.

/

That morning I woke up peacefully the sun shining on my skin comforting. I moved my eyes to see Dean was already awake.

"Good Morning," I smiled and closed my eyes, laying my head on his chest.

"Morning babe," He said in a gruff sexy voice.

We layed there chatting enjoying the fact that we didn't have to go anywhere today.

"We've been dating for almost five months now," I told him while I traced circles on his skin.

"Good job my girl can do math," He teased playing with my hair; I gave him a little smack.

"Not nice," I pouted and he kissed my lips.

/

I put my mic on me this beautiful Wednesday morning and I giggled watching Dean fiddle with his.

"I love you," I pecked his lips.

"For how much I'm struggling with this I better get a whole lot more then that tonight," He groaned, and I helped him clip it on.

"No, were in my home town tonight were staying with my parents babe," I told him grabbing my bag.

Day one of filming / pissing off my boyfriend has begun.

"Are we really spending this weekend with your Mom and step dad?" He asked as we walked out of the hotel room to the rental car. We weren't riding on the bus for a good few weeks, the company wanted us in and out of hotel rooms and rental cars instead.

"Well maybe if we got our own house," I rolled my eyes getting into the passenger side of the vehicle letting Dean drive.

"You know I don't want to talk about that," He told me putting the car into drive glaring at the little cameras in the vehicle.

"Dean we need our own place to stay when we're not traveling," I told him taking my phone out and putting my purse in the back seat.

"Listen Mer I'm not getting into this, we've only been together for five months," He turned a sharp left making me hit my head on the camera.

"Five months, oh I'm sorry do you not see us lasting longer than we are now?" I asked looking at him my eye brows raised and tears threatening to spill from my eyes.

"Oh come ON," He groaned. The drive was four hours. I was stuck in here for four hours now.

"Seriously? DO you not think before you speak?" I asked him glaring, my thumbs moved quickly on my phone.

Where are you at right now? – M

We just stoped at the gas station on 59 – K

Stay there, can I get in with you guys? –M

Of course! – K

"Stop at the gas station up a head," I told Dean, my voice cracking.

"Why?" He demanded speading up.

"I'm getting in with Kaitlyn," I informed him. I watched his fingers grip around the steering wheel until his knuckles were white.

"Why are you being like this?" He asked me stopping at the gas station.

I ignored him and went into the back seat to grab my purse.

"Hey," Kaitlyn came over and gave me a hug we pulled my luggage out of the trunk.

"What the hell Mer?" Dean was out of the car standing infront of me.

"Look, I'm going home Kaitlyn will drop me off, I'll text you. I hope you find a nice hotel room," I said and got into the back of Kaitlyns car because her boyfriend was in the front seat.

Well that was a GREAT start to the week.

I vent to Kaitlyn the whole way to my parents place.

/

"There's my princess!" My mom opened the door for me welcoming me into her arms.

"Long time no see ," I hugged her tight.

"Seth's already here," She told me helping me with my bags into the house.

"Hey girly!" My step dad picked me up for a hug.

"Hows it going?" I asked as he put me down.

"Great! I see you on TV all the time!" He put my bags in my room for me.

"Where's Dean?" Seth asked coming through from his room and giving me a hug.

"He's in a hotel room tonight," I replied, letting my hand rest on Seths shoulder and his on my waist.

"Is that the boy youre dating oh I wanna hear about everything!" Mom gushed grabbing my hand and pulling me.

"There's nothing to tell," I shrugged.

"Oh Merideth! C'mon how long have you guys been together?" She asked me and I noticed Seth typing away on his phone.

"Um, five months for now, I don't know Mom," I wasn't up for answering these questions I didn't know where we stood especially after this little stunt.

"What do you mean? I want to meet him I have to meet him, I just get what your step father see's on TV," She said pouting like a four year old.

"Look Mom stop," I walked away and into my room.

It was pink and glittery like it was when I was little. Even when I was a teenager I never changed it from when I was a little girl. It kept my hope up, like a little kids fairy tale.

I layed down in my twin bed and held my stuffed giraffe. Why did everything have to be so complicated?

RING RING RING

"Hello," I answered my cell phone with a cracked voice.

"Merideth, I need you to come do a photo shoot tomorrow please. I'll see you at two," It was Stephanie. I sighed that was the last thing I wanted to do.

"Sure see you then," I said and hung up.

I rolled over and groaned.

/

"Seth let's go," I jumped into his bed shaking it and I got a big glare.

"We have to go to the photo shoot," I said jumping on him giggling when he pulled me tight to his chest so I couldn't jump anymore.

Soon enough we were in Moms car on our way to the shoot. It was all the shield so I had to go too. I didn't wanna see Dean.

We got there and I was put into a dressing room with Black leggings, a Black crop top and some high sparkly black heels.

I was getting my hair done in curls when Roman came over to me in his Shield gear.

"Hi sweetie," I smiled being careful of the hair dresser not to get burnt.

"Hi Mer, hows it going?" He asked sitting across from me.

"I'm okay and yourself?" I asked him closing my eyes, They were about to start the make up.

"Good… um so I know it's not my place but cut Dean some slack.. you know how he is Merideth. He has commitment issues to start off youre his first real girlfriend in four years," Roman said, I could feel him place his hand on mine.

"I know.. I know it feels like I'm rushing it but I just need a decent place to stay in between travels… I want him to be mine Roman… I love him with all my heart.. I just want him to stay.. I'm so scared he's going to leave," I said my eye's still closed, I could feel the eye liner being placed on me, and the fake eye lashes, his hand wasn't on mine anymore.

"I love you too Merideth," It was Dean's voice now not Romans.

"Can you give us a second?" I opened my eyes and looked at the make up lady. She nodded her head and left.

I stood up and hugged my boyfriend tight.

"I'm not going to leave you ANYTIME soon," Dean told me petting my hair.

"Please don't," I mumbled into his neck.

"Never," He kissed me passionately.

"Good thing they didn't do my lip stick yet," I giggled.

We did the photo shoot, acting all tough and bad was hard when you were so happy go lucky like me. They boys did it well they made me proud.

I changed into my Iron Man leggings, and a black crop top to go back home.

"Come meet my Parents don't stay in a hotel room tonight," I said to Dean holding his hand to the car.

"Sure," he kissed my cheek and opened the door for me.

/

"MOM!" I opened the door Seth and Dean were dragging behind us carrying a box of presents we stopped at the store to buy for mom and step dad.

"Home just in time for dinner," She said from the kitchen, I took my shoes off to get inside and Dean and Seth followed suit.

"Oh you're the boy!" My mom dropped her spatula and ran over to us.

"Mom calm down," I felt my cheeks burn with a blush and I could hear Seth 'haha' moment of satisfaction that it was me not him.

"Hello Ma'am," Dean shook my moms hand and she looked angry.

"Don't call me Ma'am, my name is Maria," My mom said in her little Spanish accent. She was short but super thin and very Mexican, my REAL dad was Persian which is why my skin and Seth's was so tan, and my natural hair color was pitch black.

"Hello Maria I'm Dean," He gave her a heart warming smile.

"Good to finally meet you," She hugged him and he was caught off guard you could tell, but hugged her back regardless.

"You as well," He nodded and handed her the presents, I had made him carry.

"Christmas isn't for four more months," My mom said looking between us.

"Just open it," I said to her taking Dean's hand in mine.

She opened it to find a big 8x10 picture of me and Seth and her from last year around this time when my grandma died, we all had smiles on our faces because we helped each other through it, we were a strong family.

"Mer," She put the frame down and hugged me.

"Now maybe I can get more frames for some wedding pictures I hope to be seeing in the next year," She winked and Dean and mines face dropped.

Talk about moving too fast, I just wanted to move in together and Dean could barely handle that.

"I'm so funny! I knew that would freak you out I'm just kidding," She smacked my shoulder and Dean and I both tried to laugh.

/

Two weeks had gone by with the cameras everywhere and I could tell Dean was getting agitated. Maybe that was an understatement.

RAW had been good lately, our story line was going well. We were terrorizing CM Punk at the moment. I was really liking it, it was kind of AJ and Punk against the Shield.

Me and April were gone to lunch before I went to train with the bella twins later.

"I need to tell you something," She told me when we sat down and ordered.

"Whats that?" I asked her sipping my coffee quickly, it was scorching hot.

"I'm dating Phil," She said and I spit out my coffee and she squealed.

"Sorry," I coughed trying to clean up my mess, I had gotten it all over the top of my dress.

"Are you really that surprised?" She asked me cleaning up with me looking amused.

That wasn't what was bothering me. There was camera's and mics on the both of us. Was she going to be okay with that being on TV? I just looked at her trying to play it cool.

"No I'm not at all I just, wow. Congrats I guess," I smiled at her warmly.

"Thanks, I couldn't not tell my best friend," She said to me and we got our food.

"Well, I kinda figured after you and Dolph broke up that had something to do with it," I took a bite of my food.

"Not at first but storylines effect your personal life sometimes, that's the reality," She shrugged munching on her hamburger.

"I guess so," I agreed thinking about me and Dean, but we had had our own personal conflict for years before this.

We definetly didn't flaunt our relationship around the locker room or anything, not many people knew we were dating.

I headed to nxt training area to get some practice in, I was going to train with Nikki and Brie today.

"Hey girl," Nikki waved as I got in the ring.

"Hey," I gave her a quick hug and we got right to business. We threw each other around for a good hour until I got a rest and let her have at er with her sister.

"So we've decided that the new girl get's a challenge to prove her worth," Brie jumped down from the ropes and came up to me.

"Oh ya?" I asked raising an eye brow.

"See if you're willing to embarrass yourself," She winked.

"Oh boy," I laughed looking at her questionably.

"Now I know you've worked with him but rumour has it you guys hate each other," She said motioning to Dean who just walked in with Punk.

"Okay…" This girl obviously didn't know anything.

"Go plant one on him," Nikki said after a few moment.

Oh this was going to be good.

"What no!" I tried my best to act embarrassed, I think I even got some blush going.

"Yes!" Both sisters gave a small laugh.

"If you say so.." I turned around pouting and tried to walk timidly up to my fucking boyfriend who I apparently hated…

Then I started sprinting and Punk got Dean's attention just in time for him to catch me as I jumped wrapping my legs around him giving him a long big kiss.

"Hello to you too," He said breathless and I could hear Punk dying of laughter.

I turned around to see the shocked faces of the Bella twins.

I started laughing and Dean started spinning me around and finally put me down.

"You should do that more often," He smacked my butt.

"Yeah okay," I rolled my eyes and walked backed to the twins.

"So was that good or..?" I asked them with a huge smirk on my face.

"That um wasn't what we were expecting," Nikki replied.

"Were dating, so your dare kinda sucked," I told her.

Then I had to explain since when we've been dating but then the girls starting asking some real sexual questions that I just didn't want to answer.

"I gotta go," I was blushing for real now as I grabbed my bag and headed out.

I walked to the bus god I hated it we need our own apartment, we need to be away from Roman and Seth, I love them don't get me wrong but we need privacy.

Suddenly my phone started ringing.

"Hello," I answered putting it on speaker so I could get a glass of water.

"Hey it's Nattie we're all going to dinner tonight come with us," She said, awe she was such a sweet heart. I really loved her a lot.

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