Disclamer I don't own yu yu hakusho…. There are just some thing wishes cant buy

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"you gatta tell him Hiei" Yuske said to his shorter companion.

Hiei Hned in response.

"Fine" Yuske mumbled "Be THAT way" the teen began to walk toward a convince store.

Hiei thought of what the rapidly disappearing teen had just said.

Should I tell him? No you idiot! Kurama will think your crazy! That's the last thing you want…

Hiei sighed and continued walking why the fates thrown this at him? He wasn't supposed to fall in love! Not him!

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Meanwhile at Kurama's house

Kurama lay on the bed shivering. Was life really worth living without Hiei? Was life really worth living at all? "Don't think like that" Kurama scolded him self shaking his head. Was it? The thought kept returning like a bad dream he couldn't chase it away! "No." he finally whispered "its not". Kurama walked slowly over to the desk, that cheery desk. And counted the drawers 1, 2,3,4,5, fifth from the left. Slowly Kurama's hand reached out and opened it. All alone in the empty drawer rolled a katan, an extra in case Hiei ever lost his. Kuramas hand was shaking and he carefully removed it from the drawer, he heard the metal scraping agent the case as he removed it and brought the blade to his face. He rotated it sideways catching a glimpse of his emerald eyes. He shut his eyes in frustration and breathed steadily in. slowly his eyes still closed he brought the blade down on his wrist slicing neatly through the vein.

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Hiei was running to kuramas house. He had decided to tell him. Hiei's heart was filled with fear, excitement, and terror. What would kurama do when he told him? That's what worried him. Hiei's keen eyes soon picked out kuramas house about 200 meters ahead.

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don't ya just love writers block I had the hardest time writing this chapter. Hope yha like it.

As for killing kurama….. guess you just have to wait and read.

Syanara for now

Paniced