Hello,

here's a nice new update on a Greylight saga: Blue moon. I'm going to follow New moon a little, and add my own story line. The nightmares are like new moon. I mean, she has nightmares that is. The nightmares have a different reason. And mind just not be normal nightmares. What do you think: Is Meredith having normal nightmares or is it an omen to something that mind be happening. What do you like about the Finn/Meredith relationship? And is she being selfish?

But what do the nightmares mean? And are they influenced by her fears? And do you think that Meredith is being mean to her sister? Okay, please answer this questions in review. Suggestions for the Vanessa/George baby are still welcome. I'm thinking about naming her Amelia Jane Grey? What do you think about that? And please do sent me suggestions. About how you want it to be. Sometimes other people have better ideas. So review! If you want to get a new chapter up, fast, REVIEW!

Enjoy this chapter, TempeGeller(Ellen)

3. Finn and Night terrors

Meredith walked trough the halls of an empty hospital. She was tired. Walking trough them. She was wearing white scrubs. And walking trough the halls. The lights were on. And outside it was clearly night. In the halls she could hear voices. Familiar voice. The doors went to parts of her life. Some parts she didn't want to repeat.

"I'm in love with you." She heard Derek's voice. But she couldn't see his figure. He was still gone. Still gone. There was nothing she could see about him. Her foots kept walking trough the empty hospital. It was like a haunted house. There was no blood, and her sister was no where near. Which made her happy.

"You don't belong in my world." Derek's voice. A cloudy version of him, passed her by. She stared at him. Slowly following it. She entered a room. A morgue.

"You're nothing but ordinary." Meredith could hear the voice of her mother. "I wish I never had a child."

Meredith had tears in her eyes. And then she opened one of those cabinets. Where they kept dead bodies in. She didn't expect to find anything. When she opened it, she could find her sister. Bide marks in her neck. Meredith slowly hung above her. She wasn't able to protect her sister. She failed.

"Meredith." Meredith stood up, to stare at her sister. Her eyes were open. "Meredith."

"Vanessa." Meredith had tears in her eyes. "You're okay."

She ignored the fact that her hands were ice cold. That her skin was pale. And that her heart wasn't beating anymore. Meredith touched her cheek.

"Save me." Vanessa had tears in her eyes. "Save me."

"This is just a dream. It's not real." Meredith had tears in her eyes. "You're just trying to scare me."

"Meredith, please." She got up. Walking on the floor. The blood was all over the floor. "Meredith, save me. It's killing me. They're going to kill me. Mer.. Save me!"

"Nes!" Meredith woke up screaming. She stared above her. Finn's dream catcher was above her head. She couldn't help. Vanessa walked over to her bed side. Meredith could see her stomach. It was definitely getting bigger. She smiled at her.

"Another nightmare?" Vanessa got in bed with her. "Where do they come from?"

"It was Derek." Meredith lied. "He was leaving me. It still hurts."

"Okay." Vanessa hugged her. "I get them to. The nightmares, where George leaves. And there's nothing that I can do. Scary. But I never wake up screaming like that. It's something else."

"Do you believe that dreams could be visions?" Meredith stared at her. "Like they show you the future, so you could stop it. Stop an event, coming your way. Could you believe that?"

"No." Vanessa laughed "That's not logical. That's.."

"You say that." Meredith replied "But the last 5 month, we learned that vampires are real. That vampires have super natural powers. And that they like base ball. I won't be surprised if dreams actually predict the future."

"so, Derek left you." Vanessa turned to her. "That's not much of the future."

"I lied." Meredith replied "I didn't dream that."

"So what horrible future thing did you dream up?" Vanessa laughed "That they are going to kill Derek."

"That you die." Meredith stared at her. "You were in the morgue. Asking for my help. You said, they're going to kill me. I'm something else. And then there was this dream that you wanted to eat me."

"Mer.." Vanessa lay down next to her. "Don't worry. I'm going to be okay. I haven't dreamt anything. And I'm sure if anything would be happening to me. That Callie would see it. And then George would be rushing back."

"What are you other syntomps?" Cristina was sitting over her.

"There's the Derek thing, The sister thing. The mother thing." Meredith stared at Cristina 'And then there's the whole, I used to date a vampire, and now he left me.'

"You have to many things." Cristina stared at her. "I can't believe that your sister got knocked up. She seems so smart. What was she thinking? That he was sterile?"

"Please can we just talk about the something else." Meredith stared at Cristina "I can't sleep. I can't sleep without getting that dream. And then I see her in dead. And she says save me. Save me, freaking save me. And she says she's something else."

"Something else?" Cristina stared at her. "Like a reaper?"

"No, I don't know." Meredith replied "And the panic attack. When I wake up, I'm always looking for her. Seeing if she's still okay. And if I don't find her right away. I panic. I call her phone. What's wrong with me?"

"As far as I can tell, severe abandoning issues." Cristina replied "I mean it's logical. Derek left you, out of the blue. He just left. With his happy family. To god knows where."

"oh, it's crap. Psych is crap. Issues?" Meredith took a bit of her lunch. "I don't have any issues. I mean me and Derek dated for like 3 months. And in the end he left me, broke me. And now, I'm just broken."

"I mean it's in the book. The book said it. Not me." Cristina stared at her. "Have you considered that you should stop sitting in your room by yourself, and try to date someone? I mean I hear that Finn is available."

Meredith stares at Cristina "Okay."

"He said that he wasn't right for me. That he would hurt me." Meredith stared at her. "And then the drinking my blood thing. He was all over drinking my blood thing. He said I was like heroine."

"What do you mean?" Cristina stared at her. "Seriously"

"Nothing. It's a Derek thing." Meredith turned around. "Derek is a vampire."

"That's funny." Cristina laughed "You're really funny. This whole drinking blood thing, I should try that joke with my mother. She'll freak. "

"Yeah, that's me." Meredith reacted "Funny."

"Want to go to a movie?" Cristina asked "I mean they are showing the new Avatar. I heard it's good. And I don't want to see my mother. She's been asking if I have sex. Since one of my friends got knocked up. I mean, it's serious."

"Sure." Meredith reacted "I need to get away from Lexie, Susan and Vanessa. They are making baby clothes. Vanessa not, she doesn't really like it. She's most of the time painting on the walls. Lovely, tough. But every time I see Nes, I get this images. I just need to get out."

"Good." Cristina replied "Susan she really starts hovering. I mean, she's around all the time."

"I like it." Meredith replied "But I still miss Derek. I can't explain it. Nightmares. And in class, his essences is everywhere. Everywhere. I even had to sit in another chair at biology."

Meredith took her sell phone. She entered a short message. 'Me and Cristina are to the movie. Home later. Don't worry.' Meredith put her phone away.

Meredith and Cristina walk out of the movie. Cristina is walking next to them. All of the sudden, she passes by a group of motor guys. Meredith recognizes them. They were the once that were trying to attack her a while ago. She stood still staring at them.

"How about a rid girls?" Meredith heard on of them yell.

"Go, Meredith." Meredith turned around. She freaked out. A version of Meredith was standing right there. She slowly walked on. He disappeared. As easy as it was. Meredith slowly turned around. She walks back. Derek appears in front o her. "Don't go there Mer."

"Meredith, we need to go on." Cristina pulled her arms.

"I think I know them." Meredith pulled her arms loose. "I need to check something out."

Meredith walks toward the guys. She can see that they are checking her out.

"We have a taker." She can hear a guy yell. Meredith is scared, but she keeps walking closer to the guys. Cristina is behind her. Worried. She can see that Cristina wants to do anything. She would call the cops. But Meredith knows what she's doing. She climbs at the motors of one of the guys.

"Get off, Meredith." Derek whispers to her. She can see him clearly now. The guy starts the motor. "Get off, Meredith. You promised me."

"You promised me something to." Meredith stares at the shadow. "You promised me that I would never see you again. You broke that promise. So I can break mine."

"Meredith." She hears Cristina yell. But the motor is driving down the road. Very fast, and very dangerous. She can see everything passing by. Derek's ghost to. She can see him, coming to her. And then he fades in the air around. She can see that all. But she can't see anything else. Derek is there.

"Stop!" Meredith yelled. The motor stopped. They were at the exact same place where she had gotten on. Meredith walked away. Releasing that she made a mistake, by getting on that motorcycle.

"Are you insane?" Cristina walked closer to her. "I mean is dark and twisty Meredith, gotten worst. Are you suicidal. I don't think Derek would like you behaving this way."

"It was a kick." Meredith replied "And Derek ahs nothing to tell about what I do, or don't. He left me, remember."

"So that's what you are.." Cristina stared at her. "An adrenaline junky?"

He wasn't real. I knew that.

I didn't care. I needed to see him.

If danger is what it took to see him.

Then that's what I find.

"Meredith." Finn walked towards her. He hugged her, pulling her in the air, and twirling around his body. He put her down. And then once again hugged her. "About time you dropped by."

"I brought you something." Meredith lifted the sheet. She had brought her father's truck. There were two motorcycles on it. Both of them were rather old. And it looked like they couldn't be worth more then 2 cents. And they were not ready to drive.

"Scrap metal." Finn smiled "You shouldn't have.."

"I rescued them from the dump" Meredith explained "They'd cost more than they're worth to fix, unless one had a mechanic-type friend."

"Me being the mechanic-type friend?" Finn smiled at her. "I didn't know you love motorcycles"

"Recently." Meredith replied "I know it's stupid and reckless. But.."

"Stupid and reckless." Finn nodded his head. "When do we start?"

"Right now?" Meredith hang closer. Finn pulls the motorcycle of the truck. " They're actually.."

Finn takes the cycle, it doesn't even look that hard. He just pulls them down. Like he's been training for a very long time. Meredith stares at him. She smiles. "Oh my God, Finn. You got some muscles."

"If we work every day." Meredith leaned closer to him. "And we should include school work. You don't want your dad to say that you are a bad influence on you."

"I'm older then you, Mer." Finn replied "I'm suppose to be saying that. You know that. You know what, age is just a number. Remember that."

"Finn, are you in there?" Jackson Avery, one of the friends of Finn walked in. Meredith tried to hide the bikes.

"Meredith, it's okay." Finn took her hand. "This is my fried. Jake Avery. This is Meredith Grey."

"So the bike building story is true." Jackson replied

"Yeah." Meredith smiled. "Taught him everything he knows."

"What about the part that you're.." Jackson smiled at Finn "his girlfriend?"

"I'm not.." Meredith turned to Finn.

"I said that she was a girl, and that she was my friend." Finn was sweating.

"I don't remember you making that distinction." Jackson smiled at her.

"So you guys have girlfriends?" Meredith stared at him. "What do they look like? Tall, blond, maybe brunette?"

"He had to take his cousin to prom." Finn replied "They were the joke of Mercy West High school."

I never forgot my reason why I was doing this.

But being with Finn perk then I imagined.

Being with him, makes me forget about Derek.

Or at least the best I can.

Meredith and Finn spent a lot of time together, working on the bikes. Doing homework together. Growing towards very good friends. Meredith can't understand why she didn't spent more time with Finn before. Weeks pass by. Vanessa got bigger. And Meredith tried to ignore her. Tried to ignore the nightmares. She had a secret stag of Hyponcil. A dream suppressor. A medicine that was still in early face of development. But it made her feel better. It made her feel safer. Safer. And that is what she wanted. She didn't want the nightmares.

"Jackson is asking if you come over." Finn smiled "I think he likes you a bit to much."

"Tell him, I'm not in to the cougar thing." Meredith laughed "I mean how old is he? Like 5?"

"What is it with you and age?" Finn smiled "It didn't seemed to bother you with the Shepherd guy?"

But in the end, nothing kept the nightmares away.

Meredith walks trough the woods. Old woods, it's dark. Dark enough to find vampires haunting for an unwilling victim. In this scenario. She was that. Meredith walked on. She found herself on a field. An open field. There was nowhere there Only a body. She slowly walked closer. Staring at the body. It was once more again, Vanessa.

"Save me. Meredith." Vanessa's eyes stared at her. "Save me!"

The Terror

Meredith's eyes flew open. She stared around in the room. Thatcher was staring at her. He stared at the dream catcher. And then once more again at her.

"This thing doesn't really work that well." He stared at her.

"It has gotten better." Meredith replied "I mean.."

"I know what it's like." Thatcher stared at her. "When your mother left me. I had nightmares to. But being with Finn seems to help you. I mean he's a good guy. But I thought that about the Shepherd boy. I just hope he doesn't break your heart, sweetie."

He walked out of the room. Vanessa got up in the bed.

"Finn seems to help you." Vanessa tossed the bottle of Hyponcil towards her. "Or is it the experimental drugs that you're taking that helps you. Meredith, this stuff is dangerous. You get addicted. And you take more, the next thing you're in a coma."

"Then stop asking me to save you." Meredith yelled "Get out of my head."

"Is that why you're ignoring me?" Vanessa got next to her. "Meredith, what's going on with us? We used to be friends. Did that Finn guy replace me. Him an Cristina."

"No." Meredith lay herself down. "You're just imagining things."