p class="MsoNormal"span style="background-image: initial; background-attachment: initial; background-size: initial; background-origin: initial; background-clip: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial;"Back at the jeep, Stiles and Lydia are trying to fix the jeep and their bonding again, like old / Lydia's POVbr / br / Stiles keeps complaining that I'm not holding the flashlight still and I argue that I'm shaking it like that because were in the middle of nowhere with a broken down jeep and I'm terrified and he replies with, "Well just be slightly less terrified" I sigh when he gestures for me to hold yet another part of the engine he has yanked out. "What's this?" I ask him, a little concerned. And with a little / " I dunno but I'm hoping it's not important"br / aha, I say to myself. It's like a few seconds earlier when I suggested since it was taking so long "Maybe we should just walk?"br / He replied very sternly, "I will never abandon this jeep, you understand me? Ever!" ha-ha Classic Stiles, why didn't I ever confess my true love for him when we first truly became friends, yes I'm in love with Aiden now and he's with Malia but things could have gone so differently but I doubt he ever felt the same way about me, a spoilt, short girl who would do anything for the ex captain Jackson( people used to call him Jackass Jackson but since he moved away to London he has apparently changed and become nicer or at least bearable) ugh I can't believe Ii used to play dumb and suck at everything for him that's one of the things I like about Stiles, he was one of the first people who I felt like I could be my true self / God would I do anything to start over with Stiles, not ignore him when I hung out with my friends or when he said hello or, I remember this one time, it was the year Allison moved to Beacon Hills, I was walking into school right passed Stiles and as I passed he was talking to Scott with a big amazed, goofy look on his face and he said, "The most amazing thing since" (then saw me walking next to him) "the birth of Lydia / I smiled to myself as I thought of all the complements he gave me like "Well I think you look lovely" at the school dance, or maybe he just said that to shut me up because I was rambling on about how I wouldn't lower myself esteem or pull up my dress at the first flattering / As I tried to recall my exact words I was interrupted by Kira shouting out after Malia for running off into the woods to hunt out something she heard, saw and unfortunately / /spanBy the gang found Malia and brought her back, Stiles and I, well mainly just Stiles had fixed his / Everyone clambered in, Stiles was driving and Malia was in the passenger seat. AGH I was jealous I mean no I'm not! Were just friends, he's like my brother I have never had. Another thing we have in common, we are both an only / I looked to my side and all the were- whatever's were covering their noses, at first I was confused but then I noticed Malia's leg. She saw my concerned look and as i said, "That doesnt' look so good"br / a little / "It's ok" she says "I can feel it healing"br / Stiles then lectures her about how she shouldn't take off like that and leave them behind."I would never leave without you" Malia says innocently, I saw Stiles eyes light up, "Them I would leave" Malia says back to her normal self gesturing to the rest of the gang behind her. I rolled my eyes and Stiles defends her by saying- AGAIN "It's a working process"/p
