Chapter 2:

My mom and I live in a drafty eighteenth century farmhouse on the outskirts of Coldwater. It's the only house on Hawthorne Lane, and the nearest neighbors are almost a mile away. I sometimes wonder if the original builder realized that out of all the plots of land available, he chose to construct the house in the eye of a mysterious atmospheric inversion that seems to suck all the fog off Maine's coast and transplant it into our yard. The house was at this moment veiled by gloom that resembled escaped and wandering spirits.

I spent the evening planted on a stool in the kitchen in the company of algebra homework and Anne, our housekeeper. My mom works for Jeff in an Auction Company, coordinating estate and antique auctions all along the East Coast. Yeah he doesn't really got a last name. This week she was in upstate New York. Her job required a lot of travel, and she paid Anne to cook and clean, but I was pretty sure the fine print on Anne's job description included keeping a watchful, parental eye on me.

"How was school?" Anne asked, drying her hands in her apron, after washing dishes.

"I have a new biology partner," I said, harshly slamming my book down on the table.

"This is a bad thing," she mumbled to herself. I nodded.

"Nudge was my old partner."

"Humph."

I sighed in agreement.

"Tell me about the new partner. This girl, what is she like?"

"He's tall, dark, and annoying." And eerily closed off. Fang's eyes were black orbs. Taking in everything and giving away nothing. Not that I wanted to know more about Fang. No sir. Since I hadn't liked what I'd seen on the surface, I doubted I'd like what was lurking deep inside.

Only, this wasn't exactly true. I'd liked a lot of what I'd seen. Long, lean muscles down his arms, broad but relaxed shoulders, and a smile that was part playful, part seductive. I was in an uneasy alliance with myself, trying to ignore what had started to feel irresistible.

At nine o'clock Anne finished for the evening and locked up on her way out. I flashed the porch lights twice to say good bye; they must have penetrated the fog, because she answered with a honk. I was alone. For the whole night. Nothing new…

I took inventory of the feelings playing out inside me. I wasn't hungry. Though I could eat some of mom's famous chocolate chip cookies…if she were here. I wasn't tired. I wasn't even all that lonely. But I was a little bit restless about my biology assignment. I'd told Fang I wouldn't call, and six hours ago I'd meant it. All I could think now was that I didn't want to fail. Biology was my toughest subject, even though Nudge says I'm a pro at it. My grade tottered problematically between A and B. In my mind, that was the difference between a full and half scholarship in my future.

I went to the kitchen and picked up the phone. I looked at what was left of the seven numbers still tattooed on my hand. Secretly I hoped Fang didn't answer my call. If he was unavailable or uncooperative on assignments, it was evidence I could use against him to convince Coach to undo the seating chart. Feeling hopeful, I keyed in his number.

Fang answered on the third ring. "What's up?"

In a matter of fact tone I said, "I'm calling to see if we can meet tonight. I know you said you're busy, but—"

"Max." Fang said my name like it was the punch line to a joke, I felt him smile. "Thought you weren't going to call. Ever."

I hated that I was eating my words. I hated Fang for rubbing it in. I hated Coach and his deranged assignments. I opened my mouth, hoping something smart would come out. "Well? Can we meet or not?"

"As it turns out, I can't."

"Can't, or won't?" I snarled. This guy…

"I'm in the middle of a pool game." I heard the smile in his voice. "An important pool game."

From the background noise I heard on his end, I believed he was telling the truth—about the pool game. Whether it was more important than my assignment was up for debate.

"Where are you?" I asked.

"Bo's Arcade. I'd say it kind of would be your kind of hangout."

"Okay…I don't feel like I want to go there, but maybe we could—"

He hung up on me.

I stared at the phone in disbelief, then ripped a clean sheet of paper from my notebook. I scribbled Jerk on the first line. On the line beneath it I added, Smokes cigars. Will die of lung cancer. Hopefully soon. Jackass, Dick-head. Idiot. Want to knock his lights out every time I see him.

Excellent physical shape.

I grunted at the last part and scribbled over it.

The microwave clock blinked to 9:05. As I saw it, I had two choices. Either I fabricated my interview with Patch, or I drove to Bo's Arcade. The first option might have been tempting, if I could just block out Coach's voice warning that he'd check all answers for authenticity. I didn't know enough about Fang to bluff my way through a whole interview. And the second option? Tempting.

I delayed making a decision long enough to call my mom. Part of our agreement for her working and traveling so much was that I act responsibly and not be the kind of daughter who required constant supervision. I liked my freedom, and I didn't want to do anything to give my mom a reason to take a pay cut and get a local job to keep an eye on me.

On the fourth ring her voice mail picked up.

"It's me," I said. "Just checking in. I've got some biology homework to finish up, then I'm going to bed. Call me at lunch tomorrow, if you want. Love you."

After I hung up, I found a quarter in the kitchen drawer. Best to leave complicated decisions to fate.

"Heads I go," I told George Washington's profile, "tails I stay." I flipped the quarter in the air, flattened it to the back of my palm, and dared a peek. My heart squeezed out an extra beat, and I told myself I wasn't sure what it meant.

"It's out of my hands now," I said.

Determined to get this over with as quickly as possible, I grabbed a map off the fridge, snagged my keys, and backed my Fiat Spider down the driveway. The car had probably been awesome in 1979, but I wasn't wild about the chocolate brown paint, the rust spreading unchecked across the back fender, or the cracked white leather seats.

Bo's Arcade turned out to be farther away than I would have liked, nestled close to the coast, a thirty minute drive. With the map flattened to the steering wheel, I pulled the Fiat into a parking lot behind a large cinder block building with an electric sign flashing BO'S ARCADE, MAD BLACK PAINTBALL & OZZ'S POOL HALL.

Graffiti splashed the walls, and cigarette butts dotted the foundation. Clearly Bo's would be filled with future Ivy Leaguers and model citizens. I tried to keep my thoughts lofty and nonchalant.. Double checking that I'd locked all the doors, I headed inside. Why did the idiot think this was my sort of place?

I stood in line, waiting to get past the ropes. As the group ahead of me paid, I squeezed past, walking toward the maze of blaring sirens and blinking lights.

"Think you deserve a free ride?" hollered a smoke roughened voice. I curled my hands into fists, feeling this would get ugly.

I swung around and blinked at the heavily tattooed cashier. I snarled, "I'm not here to play. I'm looking for someone."

He grunted. "You want past me, you pay." He put his palms on the counter, where a price chart had been duct taped, showing I owed fifteen dollars. Cash only.

I didn't have cash. And if I had, I wouldn't have wasted it to spend a few minutes interrogating Fang about his personal life. I felt a flush of anger at the seating chart and at having to be here in the first place.

I only needed to find Fang, and then we could hold the interview outside. I was not going to drive all this way and leave empty handed.

"If I'm not back in two minutes, I'll pay the fifteen dollars," I said. I ducked under the ropes. I didn't stop there. I hurried through the arcade, keeping my eyes open for Fang. At this point I just wanted to find Fang.

The cashier followed after me, shouting, "Hey!"

Certain Fang was not on the main level, I jogged downstairs, following signs to Ozz's Pool Hall. At the bottom of the stairs, dim track lighting illuminated several poker tables, all in use. Cigar smoke almost as thick as the fog enveloping my house clouded the low ceiling. Nestled between the poker tables and the bar was a row of pool tables. Fang was stretched across the one farthest from me, attempting a difficult bank shot.

"Patch!" I called out.

Just as I spoke, he shot his pool stick, driving it into the table top. His head whipped up. He stared at me with a mixture of surprise and curiosity.

The cashier clomped down the steps behind me, vising my shoulder with his hand. "Upstairs. Now." My face turned into a "get your hands off me before I kill you" face. He looked at me and removed his hand looking at my expression.

Fang's mouth moved into another barely there smile. Hard to say if it was mocking or friendly. "She's with me."

With that I took the first several steps in stride, but found my confidence slipping the closer I got to him.

I was immediately aware of something different about him. I couldn't quite put my finger on it, but I could feel it like electricity. More animosity?

More confidence.

More freedom to be himself. And those black eyes were getting to me. They were like magnets clinging to my every move. I swallowed discreetly and tried to ignore the queasy tap dance in my stomach. I couldn't quite put my finger on it, but something about Fang wasn't right. Something about him wasn't normal. Something wasn't…safe.

"Sorry about the hang-up," Fang said, coming beside me. "The reception's not great down here."

Yeah, right. I rolled my eyes in response.

With a tilt of his head, Fang motioned the others to leave. There was an uneasy silence before anybody moved. The first guy to leave bumped into my shoulder as he walked past. I looked up just in time to receive cold eyes from the other two players as they departed. I scowled at them and my knuckles turned white.

Great. It wasn't my fault Fang was my partner.

"Eight ball?" I asked him, raising my eyebrows and trying to sound completely sure of myself, of my surroundings. Maybe he was right and Bo's was my kind of place. That didn't mean I was going to stay. "How high are the stakes?"

His smile widened. This time I was pretty sure he was mocking me. "We don't play for money."

I leaned forward on the table. "Too bad. I was going to bet everything I have against you." I held up my assignment, two lines already filled. "A few quick questions and I'm out of here."

"Jerk?" Fang read out loud, leaning on his pool stick. "Lung cancer? Idiot? Dick-head? Jack-ass? Want to knock his lights out every time I see him?"

I fanned the assignment through the air. "I'm assuming you contribute to the atmosphere. How many cigars a night? One? Two?"

"I don't smoke." He sounded sincere, but I didn't buy it.

"Mm- hmm," I said, setting the paper down between the eight ball and the solid purple. I accidentally nudged the solid purple while writing Definitely cigars on line three.

"You're messing up the game," Patch said, still smiling.

"I do not give a crap, dude," I said. I caught his eye and couldn't help but match his smile—briefly.

"Hopefully not in your favor. Biggest dream?"

I was proud of this one because I knew it would stump him. It required forethought.

"Kiss you." I flinched and stiffened. I narrowed my eyes at him.

"That's not funny," I said, holding his eyes.

"No, but it made you blush."

I boosted myself onto the side of the table, trying to look impassive. I crossed my legs, using my knee as a writing board. "Do you work?" raising an eyebrow.

"I bus tables at the Borderline. Best Mexican in town."

"Religion?"

He didn't seem surprised by the question, but he didn't seem overjoyed by it either. "I thought you said a few quick questions. You're already at number four."

"Religion?" I asked more firmly, sighing after I asked it, sounding bored.

Fang dragged a hand thoughtfully along the line of his jaw. "Not religion…cult."

"You belong to a cult?" I realized too late that while I sounded surprised, I shouldn't have. I don't care about him, only about this assignment.

"As it turns out, I'm in need of a healthy female sacrifice. I'd planned on luring her into trusting me first, but if you're ready now…"

Any smile left on my face slid away. "You're not impressing me." I scowled, and jumped off, facing him. He's a head taller than me. Who does he think he is?

"I haven't started trying yet." If he gets any further…

"Nudge told me you're a senior. How many times have you failed tenth grade biology? Once? Twice?"

"Nudge isn't my spokesperson."

"Are you denying failing?"

"I'm telling you I didn't go to school last year." His eyes taunted me. It only made me more angry.

"You were truant?"

Fang laid his pool stick across the tabletop and crooked a finger for me to come closer. I didn't. "A secret?" he said in confidential tones. "I've never gone to school before. Another secret? It's not as dull as I expected." I raised my eyebrows.

He was lying. Everyone went to school. There were laws. He was lying to get a rise out of me. Which he's doing a pretty damn good job at.

"You think I'm lying," he said around a smile.

"You've never been to school, ever? If that's true—and you're right, I don't think it is—what made you decide to come this year?"

"You."

The impulse to feel scared pounded through me, but I told myself that was exactly what Patch wanted. He's lying.

Standing my ground, I tried to act annoyed instead. Still, it took me a moment to find my voice. "That's not a real answer."

He must have taken a step closer, because suddenly our bodies were separated by nothing more than a shallow margin of air. "Your eyes, Max. Those big, chocolate brown eyes are surprisingly irresistible." He tipped his head sideways, as if to study me from a new angle. "And that killer curvy mouth."

"That's it!" I rolled up my sleeves fast and punched him in the jaw, making him stagger back. Since no one is here… I kicked him on where it hurts and on the side and punched his stomach, hard. Making him fall with an oof. I punched him on the chest, until I was sure he had enough. My dad told me I threw mean punches.

"What's with you and punching me?" he said, after staggering up. Fang wiped the corner of his mouth with his finger, since blood ran down. It looked really dark. I studied is closely. Fang noticed and tipped my chin up, and forced me to stare into his eyes. I snarled a curse and was about to punch him, when I froze.

I felt this weird pressure in my head, like forcing something out. It's like my thoughts slipped into the air. I couldn't remember what happened a minute ago. Relax…nothing happened. Forget about what happened, whispered a seductive voice in to my head. I did what it told me. Then I answered Fang's question.

"I punch people I hate. People I can't stand. People who are idiots. People like you," I growled and punched his chest one more time. After a while, I calmed down. My psychologist has told me to count to ten and exhale long deep breaths, with eyes closed.

"You seem to know a lot about me," I said, making the under statement of the year. "More than you should. You seem to know exactly what to say to make me uncomfortable," I hissed.

"You make it easy."

A spark of anger fired through me. "You admit you're doing this on purpose?"

"This?"

"This—provoking me."

"Say 'provoking' again. Your mouth looks provocative when you do."

"We're done. Finish your pool game." I grabbed his pool stick off the table and pushed it at him. He didn't take it.

"I don't like sitting beside you," I said. "I don't like being your partner. I don't like your condescending smile." My jaw twitched— something that typically happened only when I lied. I wondered if I was lying now. If I was, I wanted to kick myself. "I don't like you. At all" I said as convincingly as I could, and thrust the stick against his chest.

"I'm glad Coach put us together," he said. I detected the slightest irony on the word "Coach," but I couldn't figure out any hidden meaning. This time he took the pool stick. I shook with anger.

"I'm working to change that," I countered.

Fang thought this was so funny, his teeth showed through his smile. He reached for me, and before I could move away, he untangled something from my hair.

"Piece of paper," he explained, flicking it to the ground. As he reached out, I noticed a marking on the inside of his wrist. At first I assumed it was a tattoo, but a second look revealed a ruddy brown, slightly raised birthmark. It was the shape of a splattered paint drop.

"That's an unfortunate place for a birthmark," I said, more than a little unnerved that it was so similarly positioned to my own scar.

Fang casually but noticeably slid his sleeve down over his wrist. "You'd prefer it someplace more private?"

"I wouldn't prefer it anywhere." I wasn't sure how this sounded and tried again. "I wouldn't care if you didn't have it at all." I tried a third time. "I don't care about your birthmark, period."

"Any more questions?" he asked. "Comments?"

"No."

"Then I'll see you in bio." Ugh…

I thought about telling him he'd never see me again. But I wasn't going to eat my words twice in one day.

"See ya dick-head," i said, and walked out.

Later that night a crack! Pulled me out of sleep. With my face mashed into my pillow, I held still, all my senses on high alert. My mom was out of town at least once a month for work, so I was used to sleeping alone, and it had been months since I'd imagined the sound of footsteps creeping down the hall toward my bedroom.

The truth was, I never felt completely alone. Right after my dad was shot to death in Portland while buying my mom's birthday gift, a strange presence entered my life. Like someone was orbiting my world, watching from a distance.

At first the phantom presence had creeped me out, but when nothing bad came of it, my anxiety lost its edge. I started wondering if there was a cosmic purpose for the way I was feeling. Maybe my dad's spirit was close by. The thought was usually comforting, but tonight was different. The presence felt like ice on the skin.

Turning my head a fraction, I saw a shadowy form stretching across my floor. I flipped around to face the window, the gauzy shaft of moonlight the only light in the room capable of casting a shadow. But nothing was there. I squeezed my pillow against me and told myself it was a cloud passing over the moon. Or a piece of trash blowing in the wind.

Still, I spent the next several minutes waiting for my pulse to calm down. Even though people say I have no feelings, I do get scared sometimes…since dad died and the presence appeared…

By the time I found the courage to get out of bed, the yard below my window was silent and still. The only noise came from tree branches scraping against the house, and my own heart thrumming under my skin.