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Elizabeth knocked on her brother's front door and then took a step back. When the door opened she looked into the face of the love of her brother's life, Tara. A smile she couldn't suppress spread across her face as the other woman stared at her in shock and then quickly embraced her.

"Oh my God! Lizzie!" said Tara squeezing her.

"Hi Tara," she laughed hugging the other woman back.

"It's been ten years!" Tara pulled Elizabeth into the house. "I didn't even know you were coming back."

"Jack called, twin thing, I know when he really needs me," she shrugged her shoulders. "Where would my dear brother be?"

"He's right here," said a voice that felt like the other half of her sliding into place, she turned to see her twin brother for the first time in ten years. "With a nephew you've never met." Elizabeth stared at the small child in her brother's arms.

"Can I hold him?" she asked walking towards him. Her brother smiled broadly and held the little boy out to her, she scooped him into her arms and stared at his little face. "Hi Able." She saw tears fall on his face before she even knew she was crying. "I missed so much," she said as a sob slipped out. She hugged the baby to her chest, the weight of her leaving finally setting in on her. "I'm so sorry Jack," she sobbed again as Tara took the baby from her and she crumbled into her brother's arms. "I was so selfish. I'm so sorry."

"It's okay Lizzie Lizzie," he said holding his sister and calling her by the nickname he had given her when they were children. "You're here now and that's all that matters. You get to be cool Aunt Lizzie." She laughed taking a step away from him as she wiped at her eyes.

"I'm sorry," she said again. "He's beautiful Jack."

"He is," smiled her brother proudly. "Wanna help me feed him before he takes a nap."

"Fuck yeah," she said, which earned her a chuckle from her brother and his girlfriend as well as a baby back in her arms.

"So you asked me to come back to read this book?" asked Elizabeth as she looked down at the leather-bound thing in her lap.

"That and Opie," said her brother.

"What happened to Ope?" she asked.

"Among other things his wife got murdered," Jax let that sink in before he told her the rest. "Clay called the hit and Tig did it. This ATF bitch made him look like a rat and Donna picked the wrong night to drive their truck."

"What the..." Elizabeth couldn't think of a word strong enough to express her shock.

"It's gotten bad Lizzie," said Jax nodding his head.

"Jack I can't start-up with Opie again," she said.

"I'm not asking you to," he said. "But besides me you were one of his best friends and I thought it might be easier for him to talk to you than me."

"There's something else too Jack," he stared at her expectantly. "I may or may not have slept with someone named Juice last night." Jax stared at her for a minute and then burst out laughing. "It's not funny asshole he has a weird effect on me I'm all... High schooly again."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh I just... Juice really?" he said. "I tell you some heavy club secrets and you hit me with sleeping with Juice? Does anyone else know?"

"Chibbs caught me leaving his room this morning," she said with a sigh.

"Don't tell mom you know she always wanted better for you," he said still laughing a little.

"Yeah, I don't know why bikers are in my DNA," she shook her head. "Can you take me back to the club house I need to follow Able's lead and take a nap this has been a long day already."

Elizabeth walked down the hallway of the club house; she stopped at the door to the room she'd slept in the night before. She remembered Juice saying she could have the room so she opened the door and dropped her bag on the ground before falling on the bed. It smelled like him, like sexy biker and sex. She rolled onto her side not bothering to get under the blankets.

Something poked her arm; she swatted her hand at it. It poked her again.

"Cut it out," she said still half asleep. It poked her again. "I swear to God Jack I will punch you in the neck."

"You're so violent," said a voice not her brothers. Her eyes flew open and she rolled over quickly.

"Juice I swear if you try to seduce me again," said hissed through her teeth as she quickly got out of the bed he was also laying on.

"It's not my fault I keep finding you in my bed," he said as his face broke into that adorable broad grin of his.

"You said I could have this room!" she said angrily sitting down in a chair and pulling out her phone.

"I never said I wasn't going to sleep here too," he chuckled.

"Obviously I need to find another room because I am not having sex with you again," she said.

"So… you're Gemma's kid, Jax's kid sister?" he said rolling onto his back, it did not help the situation that he was shirtless and stretching.

"Not kid sister, twin sister," she said as her eyes hungrily ran over his body, what was wrong with her?

"But you guys don't look-alike, he's blonde," said Juice confused.

"We're fraternal twins, that means we don't look-alike because we were two separate eggs not one egg that split into two babies," she rolled her eyes and tried to make her glances at him conspicuous.

"So when were you planning on telling me that little secret?" he asked.

"I wasn't really, it's not a part of my history I'm big on sharing," she gave him a snarky grin.

"Is there any part of your life you're big on sharing?" he asked, his normally happy face became very serious.

"Not really," she said softly. "I'm not proud of a lot of the things I've done in my life but it's my life and it's the reason I am who I am today. That crazy lady who is the lifeline of this club is part of that, you're VP is the other half of my soul."

"Very poetic," he said sincerely.

"Yeah well, it's a twin thing," she said rolling her eyes again.

"So you gonna tell me who the other Son you slept with is or do I have to find that out second-hand?" he asked.

"Oh lord," she said standing and starting to pace around the room. "Why do you even care? It's not like you're my boyfriend or something, we fucked," she turned to make eye contact with him to show him how serious she was, from the amused expression on his face she figured she came off more crazy than anything. "One time, we fucked one time."

"We could fuck again," said Juice folding his hands behind his head. "But you still haven't answered my question."

"Opie," she said finally sitting down on the edge of the bed facing away from him. "We kinda dated in high school."

"How do you kinda date someone?" he asked sitting up.

"Well, every time we ended up alone together we kinda... Ended up boning," she shrugged her shoulders and hung her head. "He never actually asked me to be his girlfriend."

"Now see," he put his face over her shoulder, "that sounds like it was probably a problem." He kissed her shoulder and a shiver went down her spine, where his lips touched her skin was like fire.

"Y-yeah," she said.

"Sounds like he broke your heart Lizzie," he said wrapping his arms around her and pushing his face into her neck.

"I broke his in return," she said as she leaned against him.

It had been such a long time since she'd had a man to hold her, to kiss her, to make her feel something other than the anger and hurt she had felt all these years. She just wanted someone to love her. He pulled her back onto the bed and began kissing his way along her collar-bone.

"Don't," she said. "Not now."

He looked up at her, his eyes serious and a small grin tugging at his mouth. He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear and his eyes showed a warmth not common in a lot of the bikers she'd met. He flopped back on the bed next to her and motioned for her to come closer to him. She moved and curled against him, her head on his shoulder listening to his heartbeat. She let out a long sigh and closed her eyes.

"You're not like other girls," he said with a chuckle. "You're much crazier."

"Fuck you," she smiled a little as she drifted back off.