A/N: I don't own anything WWE related, I just own my OC character. Enjoy!
I woke up on a warm surface, and I remembered that Randy stayed the night. It was a stupid decision to let him stay, after all this time I realised the I wanted to be with Joe. I know it won't happen instantly, and I embarrassed myself by avoiding him and siding with Randy. I don't know what I'm going to do.
"Morning, beautiful." I felt the vibrations through his chest as he spoke to me. I looked up into his eyes and I didn't feel the same way I felt when I looked into Joe's stormy grey eyes. I think that Randy is attractive, but attraction doesn't change the way I feel about Joe, with Joe I feel a mental connection too.
"Morning," I stretched out my arms and sat up, he put his hand on the small of my back and I cringed. I got up immediately, and went to the bathroom to freshen up. I washed my hair and left it wavy because I couldn't be bothered to do anything with it. Randy refused to leave the room so I had to get changed in the bathroom too. I had nothing on my schedule today, so casual clothes it is. I wore high waisted shorts with a simple top and converses. When I left the bathroom, Randy was already dressed and offered to take me to breakfast. Breakfast was only downstairs, jeez.
Randy sat next to me, and put a plate of food in front of me. I have never turned down food, but I've completely lost my appetite. A few minutes later, more superstars and divas sat down for breakfast. Alicia sat next to me and gave me a curious look, I just shook my head and looked down. I felt something nudge me and I looked up, straight into the eyes of Joe. He looked angry, and disappointed, and I felt like crap. I averted my eyes and stared at the untouched food on my plate, I blinked back tears and stood up.
"Where you going, babe?" Randy said, with a questioning gaze.
"For some air, I feel sick." I said, and he stood up, holding my gaze.
"I want to be alone." I nodded at him, and from the corner of my eye I saw two toned hair following me.
I let a few tears fall before I wiped them away. I basically walked out of the hotel and found a wall to sit on. I felt movement beside me and the first thing I saw was Colby's two toned hair, a wave of comfort washed over me. He looked at me with understanding before pulling me into a tight hug, I rested my head on his shoulder and he comforted me by rubbing my back.
"You're such a good friend, Colby." I said, and he hugged me tighter.
"Well, I try." He said, and I felt the vibrations run through his chest.
"Jon's mad at me, what do I do?" I said, I really needed advice on that. I'm scared that I'll wake up to Jon standing above me with a chainsaw.
"Just try to get through to him, it might take a while though." He said and I sighed.
"Okay, I don't want to bother you with my problems, so what's going on with you?" I said, hoping to change the subject into something more positive.
"You never bother me,and eh, nothing interesting. I met this really cool girl, but I'm not gonna put a label on it because you never know what might happen." He said and I looked at him, Colby was so interesting to talk to, everything he says makes me think.
"Aw, you should go for it. You deserve to be happy." I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him tight.
"Playing happy families are we?" Jon's sarcastic voice broke the silence and I pulled back from Colby.
"What's your problem?" I said, frustrated. The last thing I needed right now was one of Jon's sarcastic remarks.
"I don't trust you, you've been seeing Orton and I don't like it." The look on his face was pure anger, which I've never seen before. I felt Colby put his arm around my waist but I shrugged him away, and hopped off the wall.
"Whatever, I'm done." I said looking into Jon's eyes, I saw a flash of sympathy before I walked away.
"Cat, come back! Why the fuck-" I heard Colby's voice in the distance and that brought tears to my eyes. I really don't know why my emotions were fucking with me, I hate it.
I avoided going back to the hotel because I wanted to be by myself without anyone bothering me, I was in a dangerous mood. Right now, if I saw a fast car, I would be very tempted to jump in front of it. I've never been to Ohio before so I decided that it would be a good idea to walk around and take in all the views, and also take my mind off the negativity.
After a few hours of walking around and taking pictures, I settled down in a nearby coffee shop. I checked my phone and I had missed calls from people I didn't even know, the one that shocked me the most was Jon. I switched it off and stared at everyone that walked past. Everyone seemed to be happy and full of life, maybe if I wasn't involved with Josh I could've been like that. The fact that I'm 21 made me naive and vulnerable, and I actually believed he loved me even though he beat me until I couldn't move. I looked at the clock on the wall, and the time was approaching 6 and the show started at 7. I didn't realise that I was out for so long.
I finally got to the arena, and avoided the catering area. I headed straight to the locker room even though I didn't have a match tonight. I washed my face, but it didn't remove the dark circles under my eyes. I look tired, and I couldn't even be bothered to put on makeup to make me look alive. I tied my hair back and headed out, I saw Alicia and Sasha talking and they both ran up to me and hugged me.
"We thought you went missing or something!" Alicia said hugging me again and looped her arm through mine.
I sat down with the other divas and isolated myself from their conversation, I couldn't see Colby so I just stared at the screen which was showing everything that was going on in the ring. I saw The Shield finish their match, and walk up the ramp. Crap.
"Alicia.." I said, but she gave me a stern glare which meant I had to stay here. I sipped some water to calm my nerves but it didn't work, I felt like I was about to have a damn breakdown and I don't know why.
"Catalina, where did you go?" Colby's voice made me jump, and I stood up to face him. A look of horror washed over his features as he looked at me, and I bit my lip in attempt to stop me crying. Jon and Joe were next to him and did nothing but stare. I stared at him for a few moments before walking to the backstage hallways, I don't even know what's wrong with me.
I sat on a crate and just stared at my hands, I really wanted to go back to the hotel and sleep but I have too much on my mind.
"Have you finally opened your eyes?" Joe said, and I realised he was sitting next to me, staring at me but I couldn't bring myself to look at him.
"Why are you making me do this, Joe?" I said in a quiet voice, still staring at my hands.
"Do what?" He said, and I wanted to punch him in his damn face.
"You know I have feelings for you, and you know I don't like talking about my feelings," I said as his hand entwined with mine and my heartbeat ran a mile.
"You know I feel the same way, but-" I moved my hand away and jumped off the crate, luckily no one was in the hallway to hear this.
"Yes I know nothing can happen because you are in a relationship, and guess what? It hurts. When I first met you, I didn't expect you to change my life, but you did. You helped me in ways you don't even know. Breaking up with Josh was the hardest thing I've had to do in my life, but meeting you made me realise that I want to be happy. You give me fucking butterflies and make me smile, and I hate it.. " I looked at him for a reaction, and looked taken aback. I was too, this is what I get for keeping my feelings bottled up.
"Do I really make you feel that way, Catalina?" He said, and his expression softened.
"Unfortunately." I said, and turned my back to him, walking to the locker room.
I was about to walk into the locker room, when I felt someone touch my shoulder. I turned around and saw Jon, dangerously close to me. He put both of his hands on my shoulders and cornered me to the wall.
"I'm...sorry." He said and i literally couldn't escape because his arms were surrounding me. I just stared at him until he rolled his eyes and hugged me. I embraced his warmth and rested my head on his shoulder.
"You would probably hunt me down if I didn't apologise,huh." He said, and I just knew that he was smirking.
"I want a hug!" I pulled away and Colby picked me up and hugged me, I saw Joe next to him and he looked uncomfortable as hell.
"Drinks on me tonight!" Colby said as he high fived Jon, and walked us out.
After a few drinks, I started to feel better and hanging out with the guys again made me realise how much I missed spending time with them. I love spending time with Alicia and Sasha, but these guys were my first friends.
"Dance with me." Joe whispered in my ear as I took a sip of a really strong drink that Jon ordered for me, obviously. I took his hand and he led me to the middle of the bar, he wrapped his arms around my waist and I placed my hands on his shoulders. I used to dance when I was younger, but I think i lost my touch. Maybe not. I swayed my hips to the beat of the music, and I soon took full control. I had no idea where Joe was, or anyone for that matter, the music controlled my body and I couldn't stop moving.
I looked around and saw Joe staring at me, biting his lip. I saw lust burning in his eyes and I'm guessing that mine were doing the same. He moved closer to me, until we were touching again. He whispered in my ear and I had no idea what he was saying, being this close to him made me lose control. I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his chest as we swayed to the music.
"You're so beautiful." He said, and my already fast heartbeat soared. I stayed silent, because I know that I could say something stupid that would probably ruin everything. Instead, I reached for his hair band and took his hair out. I pulled back and he smirked at me, I smiled at him and fluffed his hair.
"Can I braid your hair?" I said, seriously. He laughed at me and pulled me back into a hug.
This was short, I know. I just want to know if people like this story, and I'll continue to write it. Reviews, favourites and follows would be great :) xx
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