Well today is Boots funeral and I am being forced to go. I tried to get out of it by crying and saying that I am not ready to say goodbye and that I want to stay home and she can go ahead without me but mother forced me to come. I sit in the car staring out the window. Map has been asking me about Boots and how he died and he is starting to get suspicious of how Boots died. I am going to have to get rid of him as well and soon because he almost figured it out. I brought Map with me to try and find a way to get rid of him without being noticed or having it tracked to me. I could just shred him to pieces with my paper shredder but that could be traced back to me. I can throw him away because he can just tell the garbage men what happened and I would be caught. I guess I could throw him in a box and toss him in a lake but there is only one lake and that is where Boots funeral is going to take place so I decided that I can do this there. I have Map in the box already and his mouth taped up and I also decided that I can set him on fire too just in case he somehow gets out.
Soon we arrive at the funeral and I tell my mom I'm just heading to the bathroom. When I get to the bathroom I open up the box and see Map there with a frightened look on his face. I smile down at him and light a match. He tries to fight but doesn't escape and I burn him. I watch as he goes up in flames and I shut the lid. I sneak out of the bathroom and to the lake without anyone noticing and toss him far away where the box sinks to the bottom. I head back in the bathroom and force myself to cry and head out wiping my eyes as I head to my family. I listen to the funeral fighting the urge to roll my eyes and even force myself to cry during the funeral. I watch as they lower his coffin into the hole. My family paid for it because we have raised Boots since he was little and have no idea where his family is. We tried tracking them down for months but we had no success. So we took Boots in and loved him as though he were part of the family. He ate our food slept in my bed and stole my family away he deserves this. I think in my head as we leave the lake and head home. I stay silent on our way back home, mom probably is thinking that I am thinking about Boots and am all broken up about it but in all reality I am actually thinking of how I am going to find Swiper he is the reason I am like this then after he is gone I can finally rest in peace and forget this even happened. Boots will never come back but it's his fault he should of saved me he failed me as a friend. He deserves death I think in my head. Map was just too smart for his own good and I am not done yet so I had to kill him. Now for Swiper I am thinking of torturing him for a very long time before I finally finish him off. He will be begging for death and I won't give it to him. He deserves nothing for what he did to me he can go and suck a dick which I bet he already did. I wouldn't be surprised either. I smile in my head as I picture him begging for death on his knees covered in blood as I finally raise up a gun and pull the trigger. It gives me a rush just thinking about it. Then watching as he falls to the ground dead, just like Boots and the map… yes just like them. I head up to my room where I get out my journal and rip out all the pictures and writing of our adventures and instead start drawing Swiper on the ground with blood all around him and cuts all over his body his eyes wide open and bloodshot as he stares at me pull the trigger. I can't wait.
