There pinned against the wall Ryan stood shocked but happy. I love this so much but right now but I need to find out what's up with Felix. He has Marzia so there's no way he would do this to me because he loves me. Ryan thought as he pushed the Swede away. "Felix, what has gotten into you and why are you soaking wet? Ryan asked as he looked at the slightly taller male in front of him.

Felix said nothing and tried once again to push the brunette against the wall. Ryan slapped his hands away. "Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you!?" Ryan asked getting a bit frustrated at the fact that Felix was trying to kiss him without any true feelings. "Felix, answer…me." Ryan was cut off guard by the Swede's eyes. They were usually a medium blue that shinned brightly in the light, but what Ryan saw was not that. He saw the beautiful blue eyes clouded with despair and sadness.

Ryan knew that something was defiantly wrong now. But what could've happened in the hour they weren't talking to each other over the phone? That is what Ryan wondered. "Felix," Ryan cupped the blonde's face in his hand. "What's wrong? Tell me what happened." What Ryan said seemed to knock Pewdie out of whatever he was in because tears started to stream down his face. "Felix don't cry, just calm down and tell me what happened." Ryan gave Felix a gentle, reassuring smile and embraced him. Felix returned the hug.

"Ma..Marzia left me…" Felix said in a quiet voice. Ryan was shocked so much that his eyes went wide. But Ryan hugged his friend tighter trying to comfort him.

"Felix, tell me what happened." Ryan said as he pulled the Swede away from his body and kept his hands on his shoulders as he kneeled in front of him.

"When I said I was going to your house she got mad at me. I don't know why she just did. Then she started yelling at me saying that you were more important to me than her and that I should just dump her if I was going to your house. I tried to explain to her that she was just as important as you but she didn't listen and that's when she said…" Felix shut his mouth and stayed silent.

"Felix do you want to hear my opinion on this whole thing?" He nodded. " I say don't try to get her back. If she said those things just because you were visiting me than you're better off without her. If she gets that jealous over something so small I'm pretty sure she'd be trouble for you in the future. Like if you didn't want to say who you were going to see because it was your parents or something she would probably take drastic measures just to find out who you were going to see. Truly Felix you deserve better. You deserve somebody who will always be there for you and trust you when you go see others even though they're worried. That's my opinion, but if you think something else would be better just follow what your heart tells you."

Felix stared at Ryan and then smiled brightly; his blue eyes finding their color. Ryan blushed at the sudden action. "Thank you Ryan. I'm glad you're my friend." Felix fidgeted a little and then said, "But um… what are going to about that." He pointed at the erection in Ryan's pants.

"Ah um." Ryan looked where Felix was pointing then covered his area as he blushed a crimson red. An awkward silence rose between the two males.

"D… do you want me to get you off…" Felix said shyly as he blushed. Ryan blushed an even deeper red that would seem impossible for anyone else but him.

"Um… I don't think you should dirty yourself because of me so I think I'll deal with it in the bathroom." Ryan said as he started getting up. "Ow." Ryan accidently let slip out of his mouth.

"Ryan, are you sure you don't want me to help you?" Felix said as he went over to Ryan to support him as he tried to stand up."

Oh shit! Him touching me will only make it worse. "I'm fine so please, just let go."

"But doesn't hurt? You should at least let me help you up the stairs."

"No it's ok,really. I can make it on my own."

Ugh that's it! It's obvious that he's in pain. I can't just stand here and not help. I mean it may be awkward between us for a bit, but he needs to get out of that state. So I'll get him off…but it's not like it's anything besides that, so it won't be that bad. "Ryan," Felix said as he gripped his wrist hard and pulled him onto the blue couch.

"Felix, I said it was ok." Ryan tried to push Felix away. But his strength was not with him. He knew he wanted so badly for Felix to touch him and love him. But there was no way that was going to happen, so he doesn't want Pewdie to dirty himself.

"It's not ok! You're in pain so there's no way you could make it up those stairs." Pewdie calmed down. " Just be quiet and let me do this." Ryan was struck silent; the look in Pewdie's eyes caused this. They were filled with worry and seriousness. But what made Cry sad was like he suspected, there was no love in them.

Felix was surprised that Ryan didn't fight anymore but proceeded with what he was to carry out. His hand went down to Ryan's black jeans and unzipped them and pulled them down along with his purple boxers. Then he pulled up his green shirt a little just in case and started rubbing Ryan's cock. Ryan let out little moans that bounced throughout his whole house.

Cry couldn't believe this was actually happening. He had to muffle his moans though. He loved Pewdie and so he knew he was going to be dying of pleasure that made his moans really loud. The feel of Pewdie stroking his dick was so amazing and sent waves throughout his whole body. He felt the pleasure build up in his hips and knew he was going to cum soon.

Felix saw that Ryan was covering his mouth so that his moans would be quieter and removed his hand. He saw that Ryan was surprised by this action but he wasn't that surprised that he looked that way. After all Felix was confused as well, for some reason he wanted to hear Ryan's sweet and sexy voice screaming in pleasure.

"Fe…Felix …cumming…ahhh!" Cry's hips buckled and a white substance came from the tip of his member and hit Pewdie in the face. "Oh my god! I'm so sorry Felix." Cry panicked and took his hand and whipped off the white substance from Pewdie's face.

"It's alright, but can I go to the bathroom real quick?" Felix said with a surprised expression.

"Yeah…" Ryan replied sadly. I knew this would happen. Felix will probably avoid me now. Why am I so stupid?! I should've tried harder to reject him. I know I love him,but if he avoids me because of this I will probably end up taking my own life. I'm such an idiot! Ryan thought as he put his hands over his eyes blocking his tears from showing.

What was that?! Why did I want to hear Ryan cry out in pleasure? Just what is going on? Why do I feel so aroused? Why can't the image of Ryan's face as he came get out of my mind? What is going on with me? Pewdie thought as he leaned against the pale green wall and pulled down his blue jeans along with his blue boxers. He started to stroke his dick and soft moans escaped his lips.