Morning was now arising and Felix could feel the heat of the sun warming him from the stream of light that was coming in from the navy blue curtain. Felix woke up due to the extra heat he was given and then opened his eyes slowly. Then when he came to his senses he jumped up from the light blue couch and marched up the stairs with a wide grin on his face.

He walked up to Ryan's room and knocked lightly. "Hey, its Felix can I come in?"

Ryan jumped at the sound of the voice and whipped his tears from his eyes tenderly with his thumb. He had been up all night sobbing and thinking about the events that had accrued in the last 24 hours. "Yeah…Come on in." Ryan said weekly as his voice cracked.

Felix opened the door and saw Ryan still clutching his knees to his chest. Felix seeing this walked toward him and sat down on the edge his bed. "Ryan, it's ok I'm here for you." Felix embraced the American in his strong arms.

Ryan cried once again. If you don't love me don't be so kind to me. Ryan thought crying harder into his knees. Shortly after Ryan pushed Felix away from him gently.

"Ryan?"

"I'm sorry Felix, but I think you should leave." His voice shook.

"Wait, what do you mean by that?" Felix asked concerned and confused.

"It means exactly what it sounds like." Ryan looked to the side sadly but coldly.

"Yeah, but why? I just got here yesterday."

"Just cause."

"Ryan, what's going on with you?"

"Nothing! Besides what would you know about me anyway!? You have ignored me ever since you hit 4 million bros on YouTube! How do think that makes me feel!?

"Ryan,"

"Just shut the fuck up! I can't believe I fell in love with a person like you! Uh…" Ryan covered his mouth.

Felix looked at Ryan in shock. "You love me?" Felix asked in a slow, deep voice.

Ryan looked away. It's already too late, he knows. I might as well confirm it. I'll be rejected right away anyway. Ryan nodded;his cheeks turning a bit pink.

"Ryan,"

Here it comes.

"I really don't know how I feel about you. Earlier I was thinking of you as a little brother. But when I saw Ken on top of you I got really pissed. So if I were to say so myself I would say, yes there is a possibility that I might feel the same about you. But for now just give me time to think about it ok."

Ryan started to cry a little.

"Ryan, I'm sorry. But how about we put this all aside and go to a water park?"

"Eh."

"You see I was looking it up on my phone and there's a water park/theme park near here called: Cat's Get Splashed. So what do you say, wanna go?" He smiled

Ryan sighed. "Sure."

"Ok then go get your stuff." Felix said grabbing Ryan's wrist and pulling him off the bed. Ryan blushed a light red.

"Wait, now!"

"Of course."

"But I don't have a swimming suit." Ryan tried to keep up as he was being dragged by the Swede.

"Where do you think we're going?"

"Eh?"

"We're going to the store; after all I don't have a swimming suit either."

"Ok, but how are we going to get there?" The American asked still being dragged by the taller man.

"Yeah about that…we're going to have to use your car."

The brunette sighed as he continued to be led to his car by the blonde. Soon the two males reached the vehicle and the Swede gasped. Cry's car was a beautiful, vibrant blue sports car. It had no scratched on it at all.

Wow, I didn't know Ryan had such an awesome car. I'm pretty sure this car was just bought yesterday, it had to have been. There's no way that this car is more than at least a year old. Felix thought clouded in amazement. I have to ask him. "Hey," Pewdie turned around and looked at Ryan. Ryan blushed. "How long have you had this car?"

"U…uh about five years." The American looked down at his toes in embarrassment and grief. How could I be so stupid! If I blush because he looks at me I'm pretty sure he'll come to think I'm disgusting and reject me when the time comes.

"No way! Your car is so clean and without scratches. There's no way you've had it that long!" He said surprised.

"Well uh…it's true; I've had it for about five years."

"Tell me your secret! There's just no way someone could have such a clean car without having a trick or two up their sleeve."

"Hmm let me think…nope. It's my secret so I'm not telling you." Cry held up his pointer finger to Pewdie's face and smiled.

"So mean! Come on tell me!" The blonde whined playfully.

"N.O.P.E." Ryan chuckled.

"Come on Ryan!" The brunette shook his head and in response the Swede's body technically fell over.

"Come on let's get going. After all we have to get the store so we can get our swimming suits."

"You're right let's go. Is it ok if I drive?"

"Yeah it's no trouble. Anyway could you please let go of my hand now?"

"Ah, yeah I totally forgot that I was holding it. Sorry."

"It's alright." Felix let go off Ryan's hand.

Ryan got in the car, buckled up, and stared out the window. He's acting like nothing happened. I can't act like this, I'll be like him; I'll act as if I never said anything to him. That way we can still be friends. Ryan thought as tears -once again- welled up in the corner of his eyes. Feeling the moist of the tears he brought his hand up and whipped them away. No Ryan, this is for the best. I must not myself get sad over this anymore.

The car drove out of the garage and they were now heading for down town. The Swede glanced at the American. Is he upset? I wonder if I hurt him? I hope not, I really just told him the truth. But still I hope he isn't brooding over it too much. I swear Ryan I will tell you my answer when I sort out all my feelings. Felix thought and then turned his sight back to the rightful place.

The brunette looked at the passing buildings, his hand holding his head up. I wonder what this land looked like when all of it was just grass and trees. I mean, I can imagine what it looked like but I can't help but actually wanting to be there and see it with my own eyes.

Lying in the grass, breathing in fresh air, and feeling the heat from the sun on my face. Flowers would be nearby and I would be able to smell the sweetness of them. A slow but refreshing small breeze would rustle my hair and there next to me, Felix would be smiling at me with his beautiful smile. I'd be smiling back at him and we'd be holding hands enjoying the scenery together as a couple.

Felix looked at Ryan and saw his eyes were closed. "Hey Ryan, are you asleep?"

"Eh, no why would you ask that?"

"Well your eyes were closed so I just thought that."

"Ah, you're right."

"By that you mean you didn't know that?"

"Yeah."

"How could you not notice your eyes closing?"

"I bet it was because of that image."

"What image?"

Cry shook his head and smiled gently. "I guess I just found my happy place."

"Eh?" Pewdie asked more confused than before. "Well whatever we're here."

"Already!?"

"Yeah. So let's go in." The Swede said looking down at the American still in the car.

"Yeah ok." Ryan said then slid out of his car. Then they walked in the store.

"I'm gonna go over there." Pewdie said going towards the opposite direction of Cry.

"Sure." Cry waved at him. Then started rummaging through the trunks in front of him. "Ah, this one looks awesome." Ryan was holding up a black pair of trunks that had red and blue flames at the bottom of them. Then he looked at the size and his head sunk. It was two sizes smaller than his own size. "Aww these ones looked awesome, I really wish they were in my size."

"Hey, did you find anything?" The blonde said as he walked towards the brunette with the trunks he had just got. They were blue with two black stripes on the side of each leg.

"No. These were the ones I wanted but they're too small."

"Ah, it's no big deal. Besides I found one in your size anyway just in case. I guess it actually became useful this time to get one in your size." Pewdie smiled.

"How do you know my size?"

"I don't, I just took a guess after I analyzed your body."

"Why would you…never mind. Anyway let me see them." Pewdie nodded and handed Cry the black trunks with two blue stripes on each side of the legs. Technically it was the exact opposite of Pewdie's. He looked at the size and his eyes widened. "You…actually got my size exactly right…" Ryan said; shock still lingering in his voice.

"Ah, for real! That's awesome, so how about we go check out now?" Felix's smile got brighter.

"Thanks Fe…" Ryan looked at the ground then back at Felix, "Pewds." Ryan looked back at Felix and gave a weary smile. Then started off towards the cash register leaving a shocked and confused Swede behind.

Why would he call me that now? We said we would call each other by their given name awhile back. I hurt him…I hurt him a lot, that has to be the reason. I'm so sorry Ryan. So very sorry. Felix thought devastated; though his face was blank as he walked to the cash register and caught up with Ryan.