Felix stood by Ryan still shocked that Ryan had called him by his nickname for his YouTube username. When the trunks were paid for they got back in the car and started toward the water park. Felix's hands were sweating as he beat himself up mentally about how he hurt Ryan. I'm so stupid! I'm a horrible person to make Ryan hurt this badly. I mean to normal people this wouldn't be a big deal but to me it is. I don't want Ryan to stop being my friend just because I don't know how I feel about him.
"Pewds, are you ok?"
"Eh, yeah just thinking."
"Ok but I think it would be best if you pull over and let me drive."
"Why?"
"Because you're sweating really badly and sorry I really don't feel up to dying today."
"Sure." The Swede pulled over and got into the passenger seat. Well that relieves some stress. But still I don't like this feeling. The feeling that I really hurt Ryan; it makes me sad and makes me hate myself for being so stupid.
"Hey Pewds, where do we turn?" The brunette said not taking his eyes off the road.
"Huh, you turn right." Pewdie turned his gaze out the window. Damnit Felix get it together! Be calm like Ryan. He may have been blushing at every turn earlier but now he is calm so I must be too.
Was I too harsh with him earlier? I just didn't want to call him his actual name until he told me his answer to going out with me or not. And besides I'm having a hard time containing my reveres of him and me together alone. I'm also trying not to cry cause after I imagine those things it will never happen and I get depressed. Well whatever happens I have to be strong. I just hope that whole name thing doesn't bother Felix that much.
Ugg I think I should just go to asleep so that I can wake up and there'd be fun water slides. But I can't, Ryan needs me to tell him the directions to the place. Unless.. "Hey Ryan could I just right the directions down on a piece of paper?"
"Sure Pewds, but why?"
"I'm just getting a little tired. I didn't get much sleep yesterday." The Swede said as he grabbed a sheet of college ruled paper and a pink pen. He started to write down the directions and within a minute he was done. He laid the directions on the cup holder in-between them. He closed his eyes and he was asleep in a few seconds.
Cry looked at the directions that were now laid on the cup holder to the right of him. Wow Felix has such pretty hand writing. I've never noticed before, I wonder why I just realized it? Well it doesn't matter right now I need to get to this amusement park so I can ride on the rides and go down water slides. I can't wait!
Several minutes passed and the American finally made it to the amusement park. He was looking for a place to park. The whole parking lot in the front row or even 10 feet away from the entrance were occupied. Finally after going up and down each row of cars there was a spot to park. Well we'll have to walk a bit but I don't think Felix will mind…too much.
Ryan thought then turned to the blonde. "Hey Pew…" Ryan was silenced by the sight which held strongly in front of him. He's so handsome. Ryan thought as he looked at his stomach slowly going in and out with each breath the Swede took. His buff chest showed when he did that. His gold locks on his forehead moved slightly in rhythm with his breathing. His face looked that of a prince's from an old fairy tale. His hand made the whole thing better it was the support for his head but that just made it sexier for Ryan. His hand being there made his face pop out more than anything. His other hand laid gently on his stomach moving up and down in rhythm with his breathing.
Wow, Felix that is such a turn on. I can't believe you would let your guard down in front of someone who wants to ravage you. But I won't attack you Felix therefor please tell me your answer soon. Cry thought as he brushed the bangs on Pewdie's forehead lightly. I'm sure he'll forgive me if I just do one little thing. Cry slightly got up and put his lips gently on the sleeping Swede's. Yep that's defiantly cherry. Cry smiled.
"Hey Pewds, wake up we're here." Ryan shook his body lightly.
"Hmmn … give me five for minutes." Felix said as he grabbed Ryan's waist and brought him closer to him earning a gasp from Ryan. He cuddled his head against Ryan's waist.
Ryan blushed a crimson red. "Hey Pewds, wake up!" Ryan said louder and shook him harder.
"Hmm…eh Ryan why are you so close?"
"Ask yourself!? We're here so get your stuff and let's get going! Oh and by the way get off me!" Ryan said in a loud and irritated voice.
"Uh…yeah…" Felix said then released Ryan's waist and got out of the car. And with that they each got their stuff and headed off toward the entrance. When they got there, there were several people and shortly after all the people were gone. It was now their turn to go up.
"Money please." The lady at the desk said to Felix. Felix handed her the money and she gave them two tickets to go in.
Ryan elbowed Felix once they were past the gate. "Hey Pewds I think she's a robber." Ryan said as a smile appeared on his face.
"I was thinking the same thing." Pewdie held up his hand for a high-five and Cry gave it to him. "So what ride do you want to go on?"
"Hmm I'm not sure." The American thought for a moment. "Ah, how about we go on the whirlpool."
"Cool, sounds like a plan. But first let's go change." The Swede pointed to the changing room. Ryan nodded and then they headed toward the rooms.
"Man it sure is packed." Ryan said followed by a sigh.
"Yeah, but hey if you really were in a rush you could change from out of the stalls."
The brunette blushed a little. "You idiot! Why would I do that!?" The blonde laughed at the shorter man's reply.
"Ah there's one, go in it." Pewdie pointed at the stall door that just opened and then pushed Cry toward it.
"But what about you?" Ryan tried to look at Felix.
"It's fine just go. I'll be patient and wait a bit longer."
"Ok." Ryan closed the stall door and started to change. Putting his dry clothes in his sports bag that had the words Brofist on it with a picture of a fist. Ryan looked at the bag and remembered the day he was given it from Felix. It was on Christmas. It had come in, in the mail. Ryan was so happy that Felix had thought about him even though it was a holiday.
As the sweet memory faded away Cry finished putting the trunks on and was now opening the dark blue stall door. It was cool to the touch and it made the heat -which Cry was receiving from the sun- dimmer in a refreshing way. But soon the coolness was gone and he walked out of the stall. He looked around to see if Pewdie was anywhere in sight. To his surprise he was standing straight across from him with his arms across his bare chest.
Ryan's heart skipped a beat at the sight and shortly after Felix took notice of him. He walked toward the brunette and his heart sped up even more. He swore the people around him could hear it as clearly as thunder striking. But as the blonde continued to walk up to him he was aware that he was the only one who could hear his heartbeat.
"You ready to go?" The Swede smiled at him.
"Y-yeah, let's go." The American's voice stuttered lightly.
"Alright, so we're going to the whirlpool first right?"
"Yep." Ryan smiled and the weary voice from a few seconds ago disappeared.
Ryan and Felix put their sunscreen on and then made their way to the whirlpool.
"Hey, Pewds I challenge you to a competition." Ryan smirked at the blonde.
"Hmm sounds interesting what's it about?" The blonde smirked back.
"Whoever screams the loudest loses and has to by the other 5 games they want at whatever price it is."
"You're on bro."
With that they got on the ride. The one who lost was Pewdie, he had screamed like a little girl when they flew up in the air slightly. After that ride they went to several other rides and on each in every one Pewdie was the one to scream. Ryan had let a few screams out but not as loud of Felix's. Occasionally Ryan would look at the sky to check the time. When Ryan realized that the sun hung proudly in the sky he figured it was about 3 o'clock and they needed to eat.
"Hey Pewds, it's about time we eat lunch."
"Hmm you're probably right but can we ride one more ride before that?"
"Sure, which one do you want to ride?"
"The Java Palouva."
"Ok let's hurry then." Ryan started to run ahead of Felix.
"Ryan! Hold up for a bit!" Felix said between breaths.
"Haha no way!"
After a few minutes Felix caught up with Ryan and they were now waiting in line to get on the ride. After the billions of people before them finally got on it,it was now their turn. Ryan looked down at the sign to make sure he was ready to get on the ride without any trouble when something bothered him greatly. The sign before him showed to people in a position that was going to be trouble for him. The two people in the picture showed the shorter of the two would hold onto the taller ones waist and the shorter ones legs laid on the taller mans.
Why me!? That is such an embarrassing position to be in. God what am I going to do!? As Cry thought that Pewdie walked over to him and looked over the directions in a matter of seconds.
"Alright, let's go Ryan."
"R…right." The brunette walked back over to the ride and waited for the blonde to sit down. When he did Ryan got behind him and rested his legs on Felix's.
"Come on Ryan put your arms around me. It's in the directions so you need to do it." Ryan nodded and hesitantly put his arms around Felix's waist. He blushed at the contact as he felt the toughness of the blonde's muscles. Felix's skin was cold but it felt nice against Ryan's burning hot body.
My neck is starting to hurt; I hope he doesn't mind too much… Ryan's thoughts trailed off and he set his head against Felix's broad back.
"Go!" The person shouted and with that they were set off through the ride. Soon it was over and they got off and headed towards the food area. They got pizza and they both ate three slices of it. To go with it they both got a soft drink and Felix had three refills, Ryan had two. After eating the discussed what they would do for the rest of the time that the water park part was open. They decided to go to the lazy river.
Pewdie had gone before Cry so he didn't have to worry about being nervous. He could actually just sit back and relax. Ryan grabbed a float and headed off traveling through the calm waters.
Ah, this feels so nice. I can just relax here with my thoughts. I guess the major thing bothering me right now is the fear I feel about Felix telling me it's never going to happen. Oh stupid Ryan! Forget about that; just go back to your happy place from earlier. With that thought Ryan's eyes slipped closed and he was imaging the same exact thing from earlier the flowers, the beautiful soft blue sky, the gentle breeze from the wind, the itchy feeling of the grass against his bare arms, and Felix.
Ryan was almost asleep when he felt rough arms grab his bare chest and pull him to a stop. What's going on? Who stopped me? It can't be Felix he went ahead of me. Right when Ryan opened his eyes he felt someone's lips on his in a rough manner.
Ken…what the!? Ryan pushed Ken away roughly and swam to the edge where he saw a wide eyed Felix.
