Cry quickly got on the side of the lazy river and stood in front of Pewdie. "Pewds, I swear I didn't know he was here please don't get the wrong idea!"

Felix stayed silent as his medium ocean blue eyes narrowed and filled with a burning rage. He pushed Ryan by the shoulder roughly and set his sight on Ken as he jumped in the water.

The Swede looked at Ken straight in the face his eyes gleaming with disgust and rage as it was before when he saw Ken on top of Ryan. After a few minutes of staring him down he clenched his hand into a fist and punched him dead in the face forcing him to fall into the cold water that splashed the blonde's heated body.

Ken got back up and stood his ground scowling at Felix. "What right do you have to punch me?" Ken asked in a silky, cruel, calm voice.

"What do you mean?" Felix responded sternly as he glared at the brunette.

"You see Felix," Ken smirked evilly, "I love Ryan unlike you. So all I was doing was showing him my feelings."

The Swede clinched his fist and frowned. "How do you know I don't like Ryan? And hah showing your feelings, yeah right! You technically molested him."

"How do I know? Cause he told me. He was so sad that you didn't return his feelings and that when you helped him get off he got hurt because you had no affections behind it."

Pewdie swallowed hard. "You baster, that still doesn't give you the right to rape him!" A dribble of sweat ran down the blonde's cheek.

"Oh it doesn't? Well you're wrong. Because I love him I could easily make him love me back. I think he deserves to be loved. He's stunningly handsome and has such a sexy voice. Just imaging him flustered and his bare body below me is enough to set off the trigger. And really having an unrequired love for 5 years, I mean geez he is so sexy I can see several females founding over him with their stupid acts of kindness and their stupid pleads just to be alone with him on a date. But yet he has never been in one relationship since he started loving you. Yet you do something so vulgar with no feelings of love behind it. Am I really the enemy here?" Ken smirked mockingly as those coursed words left the his lips and got of the water and walked away from the blonde.

Damnit! Damnit! Damnit!Felix clenched his fist once again and looked to his side in frustration. Ken pisses me off! The blonde sighed. But that's not really what pissed me off. It's what he said. Wither I like it or not it was the truth. 5 years, that is such a long time. Yet I didn't know or even got the slightest clue that he loved me. Man I'm cruel. It must have been torcher for him to see me with Marzia. I hurt him several times over the years; I had to have, and getting too distracted with making videos that I didn't even come and visit him must've been horrible. Yet he still stayed loyal and waited for me, no not 'waited' waiting. He's still waiting for me to answer his confession. Shit! Why had I never noticed!? The Swede thought as he got out of the water and went over to his American companion. Pewdie pulled a fake smile, "Come on let's get out of here." He said in a caring voice. Ryan nodded and started walking back to the changing room.

Cold air brushed over the American's bare chest making him shiver slightly. It was now 5 P.M. and the sun was setting. The clouds and the sky were stained a variety of pinks, oranges, and yellows. It's so beautiful. Ryan admired as he looked up at the sky. Cry continued to the changing rooms with a silent Pewdie walking besides him. I'm worried. I couldn't hear what Ken and Felix were saying in the water. I'm seriously curious and scared at the same time. They could've talked about something bad and that's why I'm scared. But I can't stop the curiosity from spreading throughout my mind about what they said. Maybe I should ask Felix what's got him so silent. Ryan nodded to himself just as he turned to go in the changing room.

"Hey Pewds, what's got you so silent?"

Felix gasped at the sudden question. "Oh, it's noth…" The blonde was cut off as he slammed into the wall.

"Pewds!" Ryan's words escaped from his lips in a concerned tone. "Are you ok?" Ryan offered to help Felix up to his feet.

"Yeah. I'm fine." Felix pushed away Ryan's hand and got up himself. He rubbed his now red nose and walked into the changing room, not waiting for the American in the process.

What did I do? Felix why did you do that? I don't get it, why must it always be like this? I don't want him avoid my touch or me. Maybe it would be better if I just tell him that he doesn't have to worry about giving an answer and just shrug off my confession. A warm tear traced the outside of the brunette's cheeks and jawline. He whipped them away with the back of his hand. No, I can't cry. This is for the best. Besides if Felix is happy I am too, so if I have to stay with this unrequired love I will. I would do anything to see him smile. If I have to suffer I will.

Ryan walked into the changing room and went to the same stall as before. He got changed quickly and stepped out of the stall and searched for the Swede. It took him a while to find him. He was in the far right corner looking out in a daze as if he was in deep thoughts. "Hey Pewds, let's go." Ryan waved at the blonde male but he didn't respond. The American walked toward Felix. "Pewds?"

Felix snapped out of his daze and looked down at the shorter man. "What is it?"

"Let's go home."

"Yeah. Right, let's go."

After a long walk back to their car they drove home in silence. When they got there Cry unlocked the door and they entered the quarters of a comfy home. Heat engulfed both of them as they walked in.

"I'm going to take a shower and go to bed. If you need anything you can wake me up." Ryan broke the long lasting silence.

"Ok."

Ryan walked up the wooden stairs, his head low. Felix…dose he hate me now? Ryan walked into the bathroom slouching against the door once it was closed. He slowly undressed and got in the shower. As he felt that dashes of warmth all over his body, Ryan rested his head on the shower wall. Man I really wish I was normal. Loving a male watching romance animes, could I be even weirder for a teenage male? If I liked girls I wouldn't have to feel this much pain or even better, not love anyone. If I were independent I wouldn't hurt so much I wouldn't have such desires as I do now? Damnit! Why do all these things have to happen to me!? I hate the throbbing of my hurt heart that beats loudly in my chest.

Cold tears that blended in with the water that was flowing all over the brunette's body. Soon enough after sobbing in the restroom Cry walked out of the room with a slightly refreshed air around him.

He was wearing sweat pants that were loose on his slim figure and a plain white t-shit. He walked across the hallway to his bedroom. He opened the door and sat on his bed clutching his knees as the night before. The room was silent and Ryan started to review the stressing day's events. When reviewing the amusement park he began to notice Felix's bare chest more. Every detail coming to him in his mind. Soon enough he got an erection. Well shit! Why does this always happen? Cry held the back of his head and it hung in shame on his knees.

"Well there's no helping it now." He mumbled under his breath. He pulled his pants and boxers down reviling his hard member. Might as well try something new. The American pulled off his t-shirt and started messing with his nipples. The rubbing of the nipples matched the rhythm of him pumping his dick. Muffled moans filled the small quarters of his bedroom as he bit his lip. Blood flowed from the bit but he didn't care. He continued the process trying to get himself off as he thought of Felix's smell, appearance, lips, body heat, naked body, and other things like them having sex.

Felix roamed the kitchen in search for food. Hmm what should I eat? Ah, I know an egg sandwich. So I need the spatula, spray oil, a plate, sliced ham, sliced cheese, bread, and a pan. Ok, spatula…check

Spray oil…check

Plate…check

Sliced ham…check

Sliced cheese…check

Bread…check

Pan…umm where was that again? Felix thought back to what Ryan had said to him before getting in the shower. I'll go ask Ryan where it is. I need to tell him not to worry about me. He looked worried about me earlier when I pushed his hand away. I have to tell him that I meant nothing by it. Pewdie walked up the stairs, looked at the bathroom, saw it was empty and then went to Ryan's room and opened the door.

"Hey Ryan, I need to kn…." Felix was cut off by the position Ryan was in. His legs spread apart wide, his hand on his dick, his other hand gripping his nipple, and face flushed with pleasure and desire. His eyes were teary and wide with surprise.

"Ry…an"