Pewdie stood in the doorway of Cry's bedroom shocked. He had just walked in on Cry when he was masturbating. He stared at the sight displayed in front of him blankly. The only sound that filled the room was Ryan's panting.

"Don't look! Get out!" Ryan said blushing an even darker red than before.

Felix took a few minutes to let Ryan's command to sink in. Once Pewdie came to his senses he rejected the command and walked over to the bed.

"What are you doing!? Get out of here!" Ryan protested helplessly. But that didn't stop the Swede. He lifted one leg on the bed and continued till he was completely on it.

What am I doing!? Why is my body acting on it's own!? Felix thought as he took his finger and traced from Ryan's feet all the way to his neck. Ryan shivered at the pleasure that the tracing gave.

"Damnit Pewds stop messing with me!" Pewdie's hand went down to Cry's erection and started rubbing. "Ahn st..op" Ryan managed to say in-between moans.

"You mean touch me more." Felix smirked. What the hell am I saying!?

"No! ah!" Ryan felt the pressure of Felix's rubbing go up. "I don't…want…this. You…" Felix put his hand over Ryan's mouth.

"Just be quite and let me take you."

Ryan was so shocked that Felix was doing this. He looked him in the eyes to see if he was serious, sure enough he was. But when he looked into his eyes they weren't the medium blue he knew they were a very dark blue, almost black. When he saw that he knew there was no way he was going to stop so he just gave up and waited for him to make the next move.

Once Felix saw Ryan's pre-cum he stopped stroking and put mouth on Ryan's member. He felt the heat in his mouth and started to lick the top.

"Ah…Pewds…if you do… that I'll …ah!" Ryan came in Felix's mouth, his back arching and hands tangled in the blonde's hair. Felix swallowed the come and stood up on his knees looking at Ryan with lustful and dangerous eyes. "Pewds…please no more… I can't accept this..." Ryan breathed between pants.

Felix ignored his protest and held down his hands against the bed. He grabbed a nearby belt and tied them together. Felix unzipped his pants and took off his shirt. He pulled Ryan's bottom half up and positioned him and then thrust a finger in his back entrance.

"Ah!" Ryan screamed out in pain. "It…hurts…"

Shit! It's even his first time. I need to stop but my body won't listen! Just what the fuck is wrong with me!? This is wrong! I'm going to hurt Ryan badly both emotionally and physically if I don't stop now! Felix thrust in and out slowly at first. He gradually added a second finger going a bit faster trying to find the sweet spot in Ryan.

"Ahhhh!" Ryan screamed and Felix smirked, he had found it. Ryan's eyes filled with pleasure and desire. Felix obeyed at the sight and slid a third finger in. Shortly after a few thrust Felix positioned himself at Ryan's entrance and looked at Ryan. He looked away but nodded slightly. Felix smirked and with one push he was in Ryan. Thrusting in him as he shot up several times from the bed.

Felix was near his climax and could feel it. Ryan was a little bit away but Felix fixed that by pumping him in rhythm with his thrust. THIS IS WRONG! I don't like this, damnit! Felix thought as he reached his climax and fell on top of a panting Ryan. A few seconds passed and Felix plopped over next to Ryan as he gradually fell asleep besides the brunette cradling him in his arms.

Several hours had past and a naked Felix was sitting up on the bed his eyes shut and hand holding his head up. I need to leave. After today I can never face Ryan again. I'll go somewhere far so I won't meet him again. That is for the best for both of us. Felix stood up and then turned back to Ryan. He bent over and gently stroked the short dark brown soft hair as he did so he earned a smile from the sleeping male. "Goodbye…my friend" Felix whispered lightly near Ryan's ear causing him to shiver slightly. He stood back up pulled his clothes and went down stairs.

He stood staring at the light blue door in front of him and gulped. This is goodbye. I won't see Ryan ever again. I'm sure that's what he wants. As Felix thought this warm tears rolled down his face. His eyes went wide at the action his body had taken and quickly brushed the tears away with the back of his hand. I don't deserve to cry I'm the one who caused this scandal and with every action there is a consequence! With that he opened the door went outside and stared back at the house once more. "Goodbye…" he muttered under his breath. He walked off heading in the direction of the airport, his head low.

Ryan woke up several hours with sleep eyes. He struggled to get to a sitting position and looked around for Felix. "Felix?" He lifted the side of the blanket next to him and felt the mattress underneath it. It's cold! Just how long has Felix been gone! Ryan started to panic. He tried to get up from the bed but pain from his back side prevented him to do so. Damnit! Why does it have to be like this!? Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Ryan thought as he beat his knuckle against the floor. "Felix…why?" Ryan bit his lip and started to cry.

After crying awhile Ryan pulled enough strength to his arms to pick his body and sat back down on his bed. Pulling his covers over himself as he clutched his knees once again to his chest and started to bawl into them. He had no clue what to do. He couldn't go after Felix like this and he had a feeling that he wouldn't find him anyway. Felix why? I love you but you don't feel that way about me, so why? Just why would you do something like that to me? Why would you just leave me here without telling me where you were going? Will you ever come back? Did you just feel so disgusted with me that you could only do a one-nighter?

Why the hell am I thinking this? I already know he hates me and will never come back. These thoughts only have negative answers and their just stupid. "Haha" Ryan laughed bitterly at himself, "I'm such an idiot." Ryan started to cry again, the bitter smile still not fading but turning to a sad one.

Felix….Ryan thoughts filled with the times they spent together as he slowly drifted to sleep with his tearstained face and broken heart.