Felix pulled away from Ryan and looked at his now red face. "I love you." Ryan could've cried right that second but kept them in and gave the blonde a hug instead.

"Thank you. Thank you so much." Ryan hugged Felix tighter.

"What can I say you're just so adorable. And I'm sorry for all the pain I caused you."

Ryan shook his head as he pulled away from Felix, with his hands still draped over his shoulders. "No, it's ok. All that matters is that you have returned my feelings. I'm so happy I could die right now."

"Hey, you can't die."

Ryan laughed, "I know, I know but you know, I think it's about time you tell me where you went."

Felix started to back away from him. But then Ryan gave him the look and he stopped grabbing the brunette's hands in the process. "Ryan, I was traveling."

"Ok, I know that much. But where were you traveling?"

"Several places. However I didn't go back to my country. I traveled through the states here and through Europe. Really anywhere you could think of is where I went." He smiled slightly.

"Japan?

"Yep."

"Russia?"

"Yep."

"Southern Korea?"

"Yep."

"Australia?"

"Yep."

"Africa?"

"Yep."

"Austria?"

"Yep."

"Damn you really have been to a lot of places."

"Told you so." The blonde smirked at the still shorter man.

"Oh, Shut up." The American stood up hands still intertwined with the Swede's.

"Why are you getting up?" Pewdie asked getting up still not breaking their connection.

"I want to get some food."

"Oh, ok I want something too."

"Sure just let me go find something and I'll cook it."

"You can cook?"

"Well yeah and pretty damn good if I do say so myself." Cry smirked at Pewdie and then let go of his hands as he turned to the kitchen. Pewdie whined at the loss of the warmth but followed after the short male. Once he stepped in the kitchen he saw a horrified looking Ryan. Felix rushed to his side to see if it was anything serious.

"Ryan, what's wrong?"

"Nothing important I just sorta forgot the state of my kitchen. Wait," The brunette trailed of and ran to the refrigerator, Felix not far behind. "I thought so there's really nothing I'll be able to cook with in here. Sorry Felix, I wanted to cook you a homemade meal but obviously I can't do that with any of that." Ryan looked back at Pewdie with an apologetic expression but when he turned around to see Felix he was scowling. "Felix, what's wrong?" Ryan asked nervously backing away from the superior aura.

"What's wrong nothing! How the hell have you been eating while I was away!?"

"Well I sorta ate out all the time." Cry said in a small voice.

"And you're telling me sorry for not having any ingredients to cook with?" Ryan nodded. "God damnit Ryan! Get off your lazy ass and go to the store!" Ryan nodded but stayed in one place. "Really, Ryan when I say go to the store you sorta need to get ready to go."

"Oh, right. But what about the kitchen? If I get back from shopping it will be pretty late."

Felix face-palmed himself and said, "I'll take care of the cleaning so just go."

"Ok." Ryan said and then started for the stairs. When Ryan got to them he went up them and went to his room. Man I'm such an idiot! I can't believe I just got yelled at from my boyfriend! And over eating orders! How stupid could I get! Ryan thought angrilyas he crossed the hall and went into the bathroom. He got dressed in a classic t-shirt that was black and normal jeans that were a dark blue. After he put cologne on he made his way down the stairs. "I'm leaving now!" Cry called to Pewdie who was stacking what seemed like millions of dishes. Cry grabbed the keys and Pewdie heard the jingle the always make and made his way to Ryan. "Felix, what's up? I just told you I was about to leave." Ryan managed to finish his sentence as he stared at the blonde in amazement. His dirty blonde hair was tied back in a ponytail that was suitable size for the length of his hair. His hair being pulled back, Ryan could see his medium ocean blue eyes pop out at him. He had stripped of his shirt and laid it on a nearby chair. He was now wearing a white tank top.

"You are not taking the car." Felix said sternly.

"Eh, but why?!"

"Well let's say you probably need to do some walking. Eating all that fast food, seriously what were you thinking?"

"Felix, that's mean…" Ryan said as he started to cry.

"Oh gosh I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you I just want you be healthy." Felix lowered himself to Cry's sight line and whipped away his tears tenderly with his thumb. "I don't want there to be anything that can bring you closer to death." Pewdie smiled and kissed Ryan lightly. But Ryan surprised Felix by entering his mouth and fighting for domination. Felix gave in letting small moans out of his mouth as Ryan worked his way in his mouth. Then finally Ryan broke the kiss leaving a trail saliva on Felix's chin, showing that he had taken the lead for once but he had one too in the exact spot. But that didn't last long he smiled at Felix, innocently then whipped it away with the back of his hand. He headed for the door hanging up his keys and grabbing his wallet.

Felix was left shocked and now blushing a bright red. What the hell was that!? How did he learn to do that so skillfully!? The blonde thought as he brushed his hand over his lips and held them there for a bit. He shook his head and mumbled, " I got to get back to cleaning." Felix walked in the kitchen once again and looked around smelling the horrid smell of mold and spoiled food. Then he walked over to the refrigerator and saw nothing but spoiled fast food and sighed. I sure got my work cut out for me. The blonde sighed again and then made his way back to the sink and turned on the water starting his job.

While I'm glad Felix is worried about me he could have said something nicer. Ryan thought as he roamed the ails looking for something he should cook for Felix and himself. Maybe I should make something fancy and drink wine. Hmm no I should make something fancy and have sparkling. That way there's no alcohol, I'm a bad drunk anyway. Yep that's the way to go. But what is something fancy to eat? Pork with some vegetables on the side? A casserole? Ugg I just don't know! Hmm… Ryan's thought's trailed of as he saw some premade sandwiches that were cut in triangles. That's perfect! I know what to get! Ryan picked up the sandwiches and made his way over to the deli. He got some cold friend chicken, a box of cake mix, cold potato salad, and some sparkling. After successfully getting all these things for dinner he smiled and went to the cash register to buy his products. He paid and grabbed his bags and headed home still smiling as he walked.

"I'm finally done," Felix whipped the sweat off his forehead. "With the dishes. Now I have to clean out the fridge." Felix went to the bathroom put gloves on and went to the fridge. He brought the garbage can to him and started to sweep things of the shelves and dump them in the garbage. Once he had cleared the fridge completely out he took the garbage out and came back in. He got the sponge and whipped down the shelves. Just as he threw the sponge away he heard the door open and went to it. "Welcome home." He said to the brunette who just came in and was now taking off his shoes.

"Good to be back." Ryan walked past the blonde and went to the kitchen. "Oh, my gosh I can actually see my counter!"

"Yep, now if you'll excuse me I should change out of these clothes so I don't smell like spoiled food. Mind if I barrow some clothes and take a shower?"

"Go ahead I'll start cooking while you're changing." Ryan started to unpack the grocery bags. Putting the items on the counter.

"Sounds like a plan see you in about ten."

"Kay." The American said not moving his eyes away from the food items. Pewdie went up the stairs and Cry was now in the kitchen alone. He finished unloading the items on the counter. He grabbed the light purple table cloth and opened it. He threw the plastic bag it came in away and set it up neatly on the table. Thank god I went to that other store! This will make it more romantic for us. Ryan thought as he went back to the counter and grabbed the candles that were in a holder that had three slots, he had two of these and placed them on the table across from each other horizontally. Now to get the lighter. Cry thought excitedly as he went to a drawer in the kitchen a got out a dark blue lighter and brought it to the candles and lit them. Now the food! The brunette went to the cabinet and got four plates out. He set up two plates across each other vertically the other two horizontally a little ways from the candles in the front. He went back to the kitchen grabbed a medium size bowl and put that in the middle of everything but a little to the left. Then he grabbed two spoons putting them beside the vertical plates. Finally he grabbed another medium size bowl put ice in it and got the two bottles of sparkling. He put the bottles in the bowl with their labels showing and put the bowl next to the other bowl in the middle. He then got the cold fried chicken and heated it up in the microwave. Put them on the plate to the left, then grabbed the sandwiches and put them on the plate across from the chicken, got the container of potato salad grabbed a wooden spoon from the kitchen and emptied the container into the bowl next to the sparkling. Last thing, start the cake. Ryan grabbed the box of cake mix after putting on his plain white apron and read the instructions. After reading through the instructions he set the oven to 450 and waited for it to preheat .After a few minutes it did and by then Cry had already mixed the cake mix with the eggs ,oil, and water. He poured the mixture in two circler cooking pans. 25 minutes passed and he took it out of the oven then let it set of the stove for 5 minutes then it was done. It came out perfectly when he put it on the plate. Then he put purple frosting on the first part of it, then put the second part of it on top of that part and covered it with the rest of the purple icing. Perfect! Now to put it in the fridge till we finish eating. The brunette thought then put the plate with the cake on it in the fridge. Now for the finishing touch…Cry thought then went over to light switch and turned off. He made his way back to the table and sat down waiting for Pewdie to make his way down here.

Finally I'm done! I didn't want to smell like spoiled food so I guess going over my body 5 times with soap was necessary. Felix thought as he got dressed in Ryan's dark blue t-shirt and his black blue jeans. Wow, I just realized that what I'm wearing is exactly the opposite of what Ryan is wearing. Felix blushed at the thought and then quickly made his way to the stairs. He stopped at the top noticing that there was no light below. I wonder what's up? The blonde pushed the thought away and made his way down the stairs. He saw a light glow and went towards it.

"Hey Felix~" Ryan said in his normal voice.

"Ah!" The Swede screamed in horror and backed up.

"'Ah' what's up with that reaction Felix? I'm hurt, I did all this for you." Ryan got up and went towards the blonde.

"Oh sorry," Felix said as he took in his surroundings. "It's great thank you." Felix leaned down and kissed the brunette tenderly.

"Well then," Ryan took the taller man's hand in his own. "shall we start eating."

Felix blushed once again. "Yeah." He fallowed the brunette and sat down across from him. "You really did go all out with the table cloth and the candles. I never thought you could be so romantic."

"What's that supposed to mean!...I just do my research…" Ryan blushed thinking about the show he had watched two years ago while waiting for Felix to get to his house. Felix chuckled at the response he got from the male across from him then started eating. Ryan did the same.

A few minutes passed and with a little bit of chatter here and there they finished eating. Ryan was ready to get the cake out but Felix had different plans. He blew out candles and grabbed Ryan's wrist and led him up the stairs. When he got to the top of the stairs he went towards the bedroom and opened the door flinging Ryan on the bed. "Felix," Ryan said as he looked at the blonde who was standing at the edge of the bed. But shortly he was hovering above him. Felix passionately kissed him, it got deeper within seconds. But when Felix broke the kiss he fell on top of Ryan. "Hey Felix what's wrong!?" Ryan asked panicking as he saw Felix's eyes shut and twitching beneath his eyelids. Sweat was rolling down his face at such a fast pace Ryan was having a rough time whipping it away with his arm.

"Shit! I need to call a doctor!" Ryan picked up Felix and put him on his back . For a grown man he was light but Ryan was still having trouble going down the stairs with the extra weight. When he finally made it down the stairs he laid Felix gently on the light blue couch. He grabbed the phone and called 911 then ran over to the light switch and turned it on. Then ran back over to the sick male and sat on the floor next to the couch and held his hand tightly as he waited for the police to answer the phone.

"This is 911 please state your emergency ."

"I need an ambulance right away! My brother fell unconscious and is sweating really badly!"

"Sir please calm down. Tell me your address and we'll be right there."

Ryan calmed down and told the person his address. 2 minutes later the ambulance showed up.

"May I ride with him?" Ryan asked the person who was watching to other men pull Felix on a stretcher and put him in the back of the ambulance truck.

"Are you a relative of his?" She asked.

"Yes, I'm his brother." Ryan lied with no hesitation.

"Then please this way." Ryan got in the truck and sat on the side steadily watching Felix. Worry filled his mind and his heart was beating really fast. He was scared. Sweat ran down his face and down his hands. The sweat soon damping Ryan's dark brown hair, made it stick to his forehead. Ryan whipped his hands on his dark blue jeans and then held Felix's hand tightly. Please be ok! Please be ok! Please be ok! Wait…Ryan realized something, could this be my fault? After all I did prepare the food and after he was done eating this happened. If that's true then I don't know what I'd do. I'm sorry Felix, please get better! Please be ok!