Ken fell down from the sudden outburst . Now the brunette stood tall compaired to where Ken was on the ground. His chest was stuck out, or at least it looked like that from where Ken was, and hands clutched into a fist.
"Don't you ever and I mean ever, fucking touch me again!" Ryan yelled, "I don't love you! I love Felix, so just stay away from me! It's disgusting to have you try and rape me! Just get the hell away from me and never come back!" Ryan inhaled and exhaled then walked out of the office. Ryan speed walked to Felix's room and when he got there he looked at him for a moment then pulled up a stool to the bed. He brushed the blonde's bangs with the back of his hand gently then brushed over the skin of his cheek. He took his hand away then looked at him again and thought, I don't care if I get infected from being in here with you. I don't want to be separated from you. I love you Felix so much. Pl…please don't leave me. I couldn't bare it if you were to leave. Ryan started to cry and his tear drops dropped on to the ill man's cheek. Ryan opened his eyes and from a blurry vision he saw Felix open his eyes slightly.
The blonde moved his head slowly towards Ryan and smiled slightly smiled. "I'm…glad I got to …see you." Felix tried to turn his whole body but was forbade to do so when a sharp pain hit him, "man…I'm in a…pretty bade state….huh?"
"No Felix, no. You'll be fine." Ryan said between sobs as he grabbed the fragile hand of his lover.
Felix chuckled a little, "I would believe you…if I didn't know my own body…I….know that I might die…"
"Felix, don't say that!" Ryan squeezed his hand.
"That's why I was glad …to see you…once more…" Felix's eyes shut as he stopped talking.
"Felix!" Ryan looked around and saw that the monitor with his heart beat hadn't stopped. Ryan fell back on the stool he was sitting on just a few moments ago in relief. Ryan leaned over the blonde and tenderly kissed his forehead then left the room. Ryan walked out of the hospital and walked the two miles to his house in the rain that was pouring down.
Ryan made it to his house and slipped his shoes off in the doorway and walked in. He saw the plates the had just eating off of a few hours ago and he started to cry again. He didn't like the fact that Felix had a chance of dying. He screamed loudly several times at nothing in particular out of worry and frustration. He finished screaming after 20 minutes and his head hung low as he made his way back to the couch. He lay down and cried himself to sleep.
Felix you're ok! Ryan yelled out as he ran over to his lover I'm so glad, I didn't want you to go. I love you so much.
Ryan, I love you. Felix wrapped his hands around the brunette's waist and brought him closer. Felix kissed him passionately. But Ryan, I'm sorry I have to go.
'Have to go' but where?
Back to heaven. Felix rose off the ground and floated toward the sky.
Wait! Please don't go! I need you! Please don't leave me alone again! Ryan reached out his hand toward the sky.
Ryan woke up and jumped off the couch. Tears streaming down his face and he covered up his eyes with his hand. I need to have hope. Hope, that Felix is going to be ok! He'll come back and I will ask for his hand in marriage. I will see that smile again and I will feel his warmth again. I've got to get myself together and wait for his return. Ryan got off the couch and made his way to the table and cleared of the dishes and put the left over the food in the fridge. He opened the fridge and saw the cake he had made yesterday for them to eat and smiled. When he comes back I'll take this out and we'll eat it together. Ryan put the food in the fridge then went upstairs and got dressed in a gray pair of sweats and a gray jacket to match then went to his closet and got a pair of running shoes out and slipped them on after putting on some ankle socks.
Ryan always wore converse so he only had that type of sock. But he was glad he had a pair of running shoes. This is because if he ran in his converses they would get messed up and Ryan didn't have the money to get new ones. Ryan walked down the stairs got a glass from the cabinet and put some water in it. He drank it. Then he rinsed the glass out and then put it in the drainer. He then grabbed his house keys and the hair band Felix had put his hair up with yesterday and used it to put his longish hair up. His brown hair was longer than Felix's but it wasn't anywhere near in comparison to Rapunzel's long hair. Ryan walked out of his house and locked the door behind him and then made his way to the side walk. Then he started jogging down the side walk. I've got to be in shape when Felix comes back. That way he can't say anything about my weight and so that I won't crush him when we're having sex. That'd be pretty bad no matter how you look at it. But I bet if anyone read something about a person being crushed by their male partner in the middle of sex and they were a male couple they'd probably think it's hilarious. I mean even I would laugh at that. Ryan continued to jog down the sidewalk while saying hi to the neighbors he passed.
After an hour of jogging Ryan made his way back home and took a shower. He dressed in shorts and a tank top after he was done with his shower; he also put his hair back into a pony tail like before with the same hairband. Then he made his way back down the stairs and into the kitchen. He grabbed some chicken that was left over from last night and heated it up in the microwave for a minute. The microwave beeped and he took out the plate and placed it on the counter as he grabbed the cup from earlier and poured some sparkling in it then took it over to the couch and placed it on the table in front of the couch. He grabbed the TV remote and the roku remote. He turned on the TV and went to the browse anime and clicked it the went to the simulcast and searched for an anime. There it was the same show he had started to watch two years ago before Felix had come over to his house. He clicked it and the clicked the resume playing option that was on the screen.
"It's time to do my research!" Ryan said as the show started back up again.