A/N: I'm sorry! i know this is really late. A lot of things have been going on so i couln't get around to writting this till now. Plz forgive me.

A week had gone by since Felix had been admitted into the hospital. Ryan was in shape and really wanted him to come home. The Swede had already disappeared from his life for two years and Ryan really didn't want to lose any more time with him than he had already.

I wonder if I can go visit him today. I hope I can. I wish he could just come home already.

The American walked to the hospital and went to Felix's doctor.

"How is he?"

"Actually, he can go home today if you want him to."

"Really?"

"Of course." The doctor smiled at the brunette warmly.

Ryan was over joyed; he had waited a whole week for this. Normal people would probably think a week wasn't that long but to the male it was. It had felt like eternity to him. He really did love this man, and there was no way he could deny it. In fact he wouldn't deny it at all.

The American practically pounced into the small room which held his boyfriend. He could hardly keep his excitement in check as he saw those medium blue eyes flutter open.

"Felix, I'm so glad you're ok!" Cry ran up to Pewds and gave him a genital hug.

Felix was taken aback by the action but awkwardly hugged the slim male back. Ryan hugged the blonde tightly. Man was he glad to have him back. He had missed everything about him; his scent, his feel, his tenderness, and everything else.

Finally they parted and Ryan had a warm smile apparent on his face. Felix looked at the American confused. Cry noticed this and spoke up, "Felix, what's the matter?" He asked concerned.

"I'm sorry, but do I know you?" In an instant Ryan's blood ran cold and to couple with that his throat became dry and scratchy. His whole body had gone numb, his emerald eyes filled with panic and wide with depression.

"W-what do you mean…?" Ryan tried.

"I'm sorry, but I really don't remember you." The brunette tried his hardest to keep the tears from falling. But it was hard. This man that was in front of him; the man he loved dearly didn't remember him. What could've happened? Ryan really wanted to know and he knew where to acquire this information.

"E-excuse me." Ryan left the small room and went towards Felix's doctor.

"I thought you said Felix was better now!"

"Yes and he is."

"Like hell he is! He doesn't remember me!"

"How is that possible?"

"You're the doctor not me."

"Yes and as you know he is amnesic."

"Yeah what about it?"

"I cannot treat amnesic people."

"What do you mean you can't treat it!?"

"Sir, please calm down." The doctor said as Ryan grabbed his lab coat collar.

"How can I calm down!?"

"Please sir if you just take him home he could probably regain those lost memories of his."

"So you're saying I should just take him home?" Cry let go of his collar.

"Yes."

The brunette looked down and put his hands into a fist. He didn't like that answer, this guy is a doctor he should've know that he had become amnesic. "Fine." He said solemnly. With that he made his way back to Felix's room.

When he got to the room he looked up at the blonde and gave him a weak smile. "I'm Ryan and I'm one of your close friends."

"You're one of my close friends?"

"Yes."

"Ok, then I can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Why am I here?"

"Well you were at my house and we were playing a game when you suddenly collapsed and so I called an ambulance and now we're here."

"At your house?"

"Yeah," Ryan's smile vanished; "you come over to my house a lot," Cry looked to the ground then quickly looked back up. "To play games and other things like that."

"I see."

"Well anyway how about we get going to my house."

"Won't I be a bother?"

"No."

"Ok, then thank you for your hospitality"

"No problem." Ryan said as he went over to the blonde to help him up. "Anyway, here's your clothing." The brunette handed him the dark blue t-shirt and black jeans from a week ago.

Cry sat on a chair in the hospital's lobby waiting for Pewdie to get dress and do the business he needed to do. The America's head was resting on his hands. He was looking down at the floor upset. How could this have happened!? Why did it have to happen? Even the doctor said he didn't know Felix had become amnesic. And not to mention how stupid I am. Why did I tell him we were just 'close friends'? We're much than that, he's my boyfriend, no he's even more that considering we had sex, we're lovers. Was it because I was scared? Scared that he'd say I was gross and never contact me ever again. I'm such an idiot!

"Ryan are you sure you're ok? You look like you're depressed." Felix asked. The brunette blushed a crimson red. Pewds had looked up at him from the space in-between his legs and arms.

As a reflex Ryan's head shot up. "Y-yeah I'm fine let's just get going to my house."

"Ok."

Cry unlocked his door and let the Swede in then shortly after he went in as well. Felix took in his surroundings. "You can have a seat on the couch, if you want."

"Thanks." Pewds sat down.

"Do you want anything to eat?"

"Hmm, what do you have?"

"I have chicken salad and apple juice, is that ok?"

"Yeah it's fine."

The American grabbed a bowl and glass then put the necessary things in the right place. He grabbed a fork then went over to the male.

"Here you go." He handed him the food.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome. Anyways I'm gonna take a shower now. If you need anything go to the door, knock and I'll answer you."

"Alright."

"Oh, and you can sleep in my room. It may be a mess but at least there's a bed for you to sleep on in there."

"What about you?"

"I'll sleep on the couch."

"I can't let you do that, I'll sleep here."

"You're the guest; it's the right thing to let you take the bed."

"But-"

"But nothing you are sleeping in the bed and that's final." There was an awkward silence then they both started laughing.

They laughed for a few more minutes after that and then finally Ryan went to the bathroom and got in the shower. Man what am I going to do? I don't know how to make him remember me without physically touching him. But that would just lead to confusion and him possibly telling me that I'm gross and never contacting me. Shit! Ryan just calm down and cool off. You need to think about this long and hard. So just take your shower and then go to bed.

Soon Ryan was out of the shower and heading down stairs so he could get some rest. When he reached the end of the stair case he saw Felix was still sitting on the couch in a daze.

"Felix, what's up? Why are you still awake?" The blonde snapped out of his daze and looked at the American and gave him a warm smile.

"I'm back Ryan." The Swede walked over to Ryan leaned down and gave him a passionate kiss. His tongue danced in Cry's mouth and he could feel himself weaken from it. His cheeks and mouth were burning like lava and his legs were giving out on him.

It's not like I'm not enjoying this, but, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!