It was only a day since what happened, but it felt like it had been so much longer. His body ached in places he never thought could ever ache. Harry could feel the crusting of blood on the back of his thighs. His mind cringed, his body screamed in so much pain with any movement he took.
It had only been an hour since the last Crucio, his mind felt so broken after this time. Voldemort had called him and his death eaters, asking if he was ready for his death. Harry gave him the same answer as he had only a day earlier, that he would not beg for his death. But, now He thought maybe Voldemort was right, that he should start begging for his death. No, he had to stay strong, he just had too make it out of here alive.
He hadn't seen Snape- no Severus. It seemed only fitting since Severus had been the first to fuck him-to rape him. Maybe with him it had been so much more consensual with Severus. But as of now, he felt dirty and betrayed by his body. Harry felt betrayal towards Ginny, he just didn't understand why.
It was then his thoughts were interrupted, when he heard the cell door open. His mind fought from begging, he would not beg he would not let Voldemort be write, he just wouldn't. That didn't stop him from being frightened of being tortured anymore. His glasses had been broke in the last Crucio when he had landed on his face. The glass from one side of his glasses had cut his eyebrow, and into his eye. He doubted that he would ever truly be about to see full out of that eye again.
The light was blinding from sitting in his dark cell for hours and days on end. He watched the hooded figure walk into his cell, he couldn't make out the person as they had yet to speak. "Snape?" He questioned his voice was raw and it hurt to speak. The figure did not answer to that, so he tried another name, "Ginny?" Nothing again, he only had two other names he could think that would even come to his cell. "Malfoy?" Again nothing was said from the figure and Harry scurried. He didn't want that crazy bitch near him, "LeStrange, Bellatrix?" Nothing came again.
Did this mean he was dead? "Death?" Still nothing was spoke as the figure came closer to him. It wasn't til the figure was close enough that he saw that it was Severus. Harry just assumed that the man did not hear him when Harry had inquired it about him. Or maybe it was he didn't want other death eaters knowing he was in here?
Harry didn't know, he truly didn't he just didn't want to be raped again. Malfoy had came in in the middle of the night had had another go with him with one of the LeStrange brothers. Harry had been woken up to a man thrusting into his backside, he thought that it was a vivd nightmare and maybe it had been. Harry couldn't think straight after everything that ha happened to him.
Severus scooped him up into his arms and wrapped Potter's invisible cloak around Potter. Harry had gotten small but no smaller than what he normally returned to when Hogwarts started. Severus conjured a gelom that looked very similar to Harry. A gelom was a stone that could be turned into a person if needed be and took commands from the person that created it. Harry leaned against Severus' chest as Severus held onto him as he activated his emergency portkey inside his cell. Harry was too weak and sore to lift his arms around Severus' neck.
Once back on solid ground, unsure of where they were. From all of the exhaustion and pain Harry endured during his time as prisoner by Voldemort. Harry had passed out, he had felt safe enough with Severus to do so. "I promise you, Potter you will make it through this." Severus muttered as he laid Harry down on a bed inside his safe house that was heavily warded with Minerva as the secret keeper. Although when Albus asked her to do this she didn't know that it would be the hideout for Severus to go because it had been given to Snape.
Severus had walked away from Potter, it had been a little over an hour since he had laid him down. As he was making a light lunch for Harry and himself, he heard an ear screeching scream coming from the bedroom that he had taken the liberty to lay Harry in.
He threw the knife down that he was cutting with and headed towards Harry's room. Severus pushed the door open and watched Harry thrashing violently and silent screams out of his mouth. It was as of those from you could only endure under the Crucio curse. He wasn't sure if Harry was having a vision or was reliving the pain he endured being held within it as long as he had.
"Potter! Potter! Potter!?" Severus spoke trying to shake Harry from the dream. "Harry?" Snape whispered brushing a sweat riddled piece of Potter's hair out of his face. It was when Snape had said his name that he had come to and broke free of the vision, but before the vision he had nightmares of both rapes.
They were both still fresh in his mind and the aches and bruising was still there. Harry stared up at Severus, and scooted away from him as if he was afraid, because he was afraid. Part of Harry knew that he could trust the man standing next to his bed, but the other part was terrified.
Harry straighten up in the bed and squirted at Severus' figure, with his one eye burning and string. "What happened to your glasses, Potter." He heard him ask. "They broke under the last Crucio curse I was under before leaving." Harry thought he saw the man nod.
Harry had wrapped a sheet over him while he had slept. "May I have a glass of water?" His throat burned for nourishment. He heard the man conjure him a glass of water, hand thank him and greedily drank it as if he'd never drink anything ever again. He couldn't remember the last time he got to drank anything besides the cum that Lucius Malfoy made him drink the night before, when he had shoved his cock down Harry's throat and threatened to Crucio him if he didn't swallow ever drop. Of course he had been Crucio'd, for failing on the task. That was how he got the cut over his eye and how his glasses had broke. Once Harry broke from his thoughts and cast a glance over to the man staring at him from a chair next to the bed. "How long was I there truthfully?" Harry asked Severus genuinely curious how long he had been thrown in a cell inside Riddle's manor.
"You were there for two and half months." Severus spoke, "Do you know if Hermione and Ron are alive?" He had to asked because of the potions Severus had given him. "Yes, as far as I know they are safe and accounted for." Harry sighed it was a relief to him. "It was thanks to your potions you gave me." Severus inclined his head, before saying, "They were meant for you." Harry knew that, "I couldn't take the potions only to watch my friends be tortured because they would not dare give me away." Harry said with tears nearing his eyes.
The betrayal of Ginny was the worst thing because now he didn't know if he could still trust the Weasley's and they were his family. The last thing he heard before he passed out on the train was Ginny screaming for him, it had all been a lie.
Severus saw the look that Potter had, it was a mixture of heartache and betrayal. "Potter, Ms. Weasley betrayal I know must hurt." Harry looked at him like he had no idea. "I know betrayal, Potter. I've been betraying both sides of the war, first as a spy for Dumbledore, against the Dark Lord, and to the Light went I killed Albus. I also know the betrayal of myself to your mother, Potter for calling her a mudblood, I also know the betrayal I felt went your mother started dating your father." Severus spoke sounding almost emotionless, but you could hear the faint sounds of the emotions in his voice.
"I'm also sorry for betraying your trust and having to rape you," Harry nodded and pulled his knees to his his chest holding back a sob. Harry didn't feel betrayed by Severus, his body had betrayed him, Ginny had betrayed him by going to the Dark side, as well as for raping him. Why was the only question Harry on his mind towards Ginny. He felt sick, but nothing was coming up because he couldn't remember the last time he truly ate food. It was probably at the leaving feast.
"I was preparing a small and light lunch for us, if you feel up to eating that is." Harry nodded, "Yes, please I would enjoy it very much." Harry said weakly as he laid back down. He felt so tired, at least he didn't break there in front of Voldemort. "Here Potter." Harry sat up for a second, "Its not poison, Potter." Severus scowled, looking down at Harry. "It's dreamless sleep, only a sip if you wish to eat." Harry nodded taking the small sip before placing the cork back in it. Harry laid back down and wrenching a sob into the pillow. Severus cast a glance back at the door, and sighed. It would take sometime for Potter to be back to who he was if it was possible. He would wait til Harry was more conformable with him to fix the more sensitive of Potter's injuries. He didn't know how long that it may take, but they needed to be treated sooner than later.
Severus closed his eyes cleaning his head and headed down the stairs, to finish the lunch he started an hour ago. Severus needed to find away to get a hold of Potter's friends and those he considered family without giving it away that it was Severus in hopes to keep his cover with the Dark Lord, and somehow get the Weasley girl disown by her family. Plots were thickening within Severus' mind.