*****This is a work of fiction! I do not own the characters, they belong to EL James. The story line details belong to me.****

Elena

I don't think I have really been this pissed at someone since that bitch stole what belonged to me. I mean did she think I would just let her have her happily ever after with my man. I man that bastard the man he is. I lost everything to be with him, didn't he even understand how my life became so fucked up because of him. I lost my husband and my baby. That bastard of a husband stole my child from me. I just wish I knew where they were. It would prove to Christian who really loved him.

Sure Ana may be dead, but that bitch of hers still lives. I wish the ass who was trying to murder her all along had done the job correctly. I mean how hard is it to kill one person. She should have just died the first time she was poisoned, but no she had to survive. I needed to find a way to get to Christian; he needed to see how much I loved him. That even after turning his back on me that I would forgive him, all he needed to do was get rid of that mangy child.

I was going through my mail when I saw a photo of a small child hidden behind security; hell let me admit it was an entourage. I mean what child needed that many people to watch over them. I stopped to stare at the magazine photo; Christian looked so very handsome and carefree. I never saw him that way in all the time I had him with me. He was always so upset and angry. He was holding onto the little child in his arms smiling down at it like they were the only two in the world. I wished for that look, but never got it from him.

I threw the magazine across the room, standing up I decided I needed to go to the one person who burned me so long along, but I needed their help now more than ever. I went out of my office and watched as the people in my business seemed to function whether I was there or not.

"John, I am ready to leave," I say as I see my driver stand up from his spot next to the door.

"Ma'am," he says as he opens the door and pulls out an umbrella to cover me as we walk to the car. He opens my door and wait for me to slide into my seat, then goes to the other side and gets in behind the wheel.

"I need to see him," I say ending any further conversation from him. He only nods in my direction, starts the car and heads into oncoming traffic. The drive to his house takes longer than I thought it would, but then again I hadn't been to it in several years.

"Ma'am," he says quietly as he opens my door once again. I stand in front of the doors to a home that I have long erased from my mind. I had made several memories in this home with Christian, but they all seem distant compared to the ones that haunted me. I walk up to the door and open it, knowing full well that it wouldn't be locked. I mean this neighborhood has never locked the doors.

I feel sharp memories coming to life in my head as I walk down the hallway leading into the grand room. The sight before me though isn't one that I would have actually thought I would see though. Standing butt naked in the middle of the room was a brown haired woman with a collar and leash around her neck. Sitting down opposite of her was the ass I was visiting.

"What the hell are you doing here?" the man yelled out slapping the woman in front of him. I step down and enter the room fully now.

"It's good to see you too," I say as I turn the girl around. Shit! I blink twice, it's Leila. I remember when she was reported missing right after she tried to off herself in Christian's apartment. What the hell is she doing here?

"Seriously, Elena get the fuck out of my house," he says loudly shaking Leila. I reach out my hand and grab her. In one fluid motion I am slammed up against the wall with two hands around my neck.

"Let me go," I say struggling to free myself.

"Don't you touch her!" he yells at me as he reaches for her and pulls her to him. I see those blue haunting eyes of a lost woman boring into me.

"She's not yours," I yell reaching for her.

"Oh, yes she is mine, all mine," he says.

"Like hell she is," I say slamming into to him knocking her loose from him, both of us falling over. I look up to see Leila crying.

"Leila, go to your room," he says motioning for her to leave. I slam my fists into him again.

"Well, I guess you would find out sooner or later," he sneers at me.

"You lied to me," I cry out, dry heaving.

"It has been nice to have her around to beat the shit out of when I needed to. I mean I couldn't love her, because she was his. The man that ruined you," he says smiling down at me.

"Please let her go. She is a human being, this isn't right," I plead begging him.

"No. I still have some unfinished business with him," he snaps getting to his feet.

"Well, so do I," I grumble.

"Sure you do, Elena you love that fool even after he shut you out due to his wife, which is now dead thanks to a little heavy thinking," he says laughing. He was the one behind her death.

"I want him to pay for trying to take over my salons," I lie.

"I have seen how much they make, don't kid yourself," he smirks at me. I follow him up the stairs to a door. He opens it to reveal a room similar to the one I have built in my basement, but this one is more warped than any other playroom I have seen. The bastard doesn't have any right to do this to her.

"What is this?" I question sick to my stomach.

"This is Leila's room," he says smirking at me. I look into it again and notice the fragile looking girl is now dress in a simple dress, eyes casted down hold onto a flogger

"Please let me have her, she needs help," I cry clutching her to my chest.

"What is in it for me?" He questions inches from my face.

"Christian Grey," I whisper. He pulls my face up sharply.

"Leila, go get yourself clean. We're going out," he says as he pulls her from me and then pushes me to the ground. I hear the door closing behind her. He shoves my dress up and begins caressing my thigh. Damn it! I think as I feel myself getting wet.

"Always we're eager for me," he says as he slips into me. I tried to push him away, but he began to get rougher with me shoving in and out of me harder and faster than the last time. I was sobbing as he raped me over and over again. I don't know how long we were in that room, but a knock at the door brought him to pull out of me and zip himself up. "Clean yourself up," he says as he slaps me.

An hour later we are in my car headed for Christian's house. I watched carefully as Lincoln held Leila tightly caressing her thigh and moving his hands over her knee every once in a while. Once we got inside the gates a black dressed man allowed us in thinking we were guests to the party. Before the man had a chance to think Lincoln shoved him into the office and slammed the door. Another man comes down the hall and I follow him.

"Miss. Rose," the man says as he stands in the entry way of a big windowed room.

"I'm sorry, do I know you," the woman asks as I move toward her and stick my hand out to her.

"I was an old friend of Mr. Grey's, but when he married Miss. Steele it didn't work out," I say looking her up and down. She isn't the usual for Christian. I guess the things were true about him changing.

"Oh, Mrs…," she quietly begins playing with her hands.

"Oh, forgive me of my manners. I am Elena Lincoln," I say smiling.

"It's nice to meet you," she says as a little girl runs into the room chased by a little boy that looks awfully like her, but different at the same time. I stand frozen there looking between the woman in front of me and the two children. I know she must be the younger boys' mother because he has her complexion.

"Wow, she has sure grown up," I comment as they both run to her.

"Mommy, can I pay wit Grece," Teddy says as he reaches up for her. I was right she was his mother.

"Grace, sweetie will you take Teddy outside to your Auntie Mia, while I finish up talking with Mrs. Lincoln," she says carefully passing his hand from hers to the girls.

"Yes, Ma'am," she replies as she takes his hand.

"May I ask why you are here Mrs. Lincoln," she asks probably not knowing for sure who I really was.

"Oh, I moved away after Mr. Grey's wife made him cut ties with me, but I was in town and thought I would come by to see how he was doing," I say as she moves closer to the door, blocking my view of the children playing outside. Her bodyguard moves beside her.

"I'm sorry if you had a falling out with the previous wife, but I don't think Christian would like for you to be this close to his children," she says causing me to step aside since she was now blocking my path.

"So, the rumors are true he married the help," I say laughing slightly. All of a sudden I feel a sharp slap across my face and I reach up to rub the spot where she just hit me.

"What the hell? It really doesn't concern you Elena who the fuck I married," comes the voice of one pissed off Christian Grey in all his glory. I flinched just a little but from the shock of his voice.

"Christian, I …" I stuttered at a loss for words.

"Rose, sweetie why don't you go outside and help Mia set up. You know it would mean a lot to Grace to see you helping to make her feel better," he says as he moves toward her.

"Sawyer," she says and reaches up to kiss him before exiting out of the door.

"I will ask you again, what the fuck are you doing in my home," he says clearly pissed off.

"Christian, don't be like that," I say as I try to move closer to him, but he steps back.

"Elena, stop!" he says demandingly. I say stopping in my tracks, but plaster a wicked smile as I notice Lincoln coming in behind him.

"Come on, Christian you have needs and I know that servant girl of yours can't take care of," I was still talking to him when I felt another sharp slap across my face.

"Enough," he screams as he pushes me away. I move my right hand up to rub the spot.

"Christian," I say.

"I DO NOT WANT YOU!" he shouts at me. I stop dead and just look at him, then I move toward the patio door and laugh.

"So you honestly want be to believe that homely servant girl is what you want. Damn it! Christian I allowed you that mousy Steele girl, but I will not stand by and watch you ruin everything I have instilled and created with you for that bitch out there," I say as I nod to the person behind him.

"Get the fuck off me," he says trying to jerk away from Lincoln. Then he turns around and comes face to face with the man who destroyed his life and mine.

"Hello, Christian no hug for me!" Lincoln says with a wicked smile, and then I notice Leila standing beside him. She had a huge cut running along her bottom lip.

"What the hell do you want with me?" Christian says trying to get in control of the situation.

"What do I want? What do you think I want? I want what belongs to me. You took my wife from me and my money. I took your pretty little wife from you and even you're missing Sub," Lincoln says laughing as he rests his hand on her shoulder.

"Drop the gun!" Taylor yells out from across the room. Lincoln then fires a shot and all hell breaks loose. Shit what did I just do as Christian slumps to the ground red seeping around on his white shirt?

**********************Fifty Shades Shattered**********************

A/N: I felt that the three or four comments I had regarding Christian and Elena having a child, doesn't sit well with everyone. I decided to change the story chapter and just remove said character to go a different way, thank you for your reading and comments.-jaymelynn